Friday, November 30, 2007
Yup I believe today is my lucky day! I opened my Inbox from my Hotmail account and there is this message which caught my eye!Well, I only have that message in my Inbox.
Its actually from one of the recording studios in Singapore which I had came across before on the net. This woman emailed me and she is looking for a Chinese speaking Voice-over talent. I have to admit i suck in speaking in mandrin...Seriously have you heard how I actually sound? Bleah!
She emailed me back on the recording session but I will be overseas.Damn. But she is nice to reply back and tell me to email or call her back when I come back. Damn, my hands are trembling now..I'm damn excited. I wonder what my parents will say....
It's a great opportunity for me to get recognized in the voice-acting industry, I can earn money!!!To all those reading tis post, tag me on my cBox and give me your say. Should I go or Should I not go?
Haha, if you ask me, I really really wanna go! ^_^
10:40 AM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Went to my cousins house to play.I watched MTV! Whoo Hoo, saw four music videos. Paramore Halleilujah, Evanescence Good Enough, Linkin Park Shadow of the Day and Red Jumpsuit Apparatus My Guardian Angel. Nothing much, we ran around the house like maniacs, and played some games which I felt I was too old for them like..Barbie Dolls! ( Gulp!) Anyways, afternoon we went to the neighbours house to play with Baby Joseph. Haha, he very cute then he smashed his palm into my boobs.Yeah, ouch.
Later we went to my cousin bedroom to take pictures. Then the youngest one also use her stuff animal toy and smash it into my poor boobies. Yea, I tell you something..my boobs are flat as Patricia Mok's after that.
Hmm, later we went down to play the piano, I taught two of my cousins one song which they will be using for their ballet SYF. Haha, after that, I feel that I can be a piano teacher.LOL.My parents think so too! *giggles bashfully*
Yea, later Dad fetched me back. Ate dinner and watched Are You Smarter Than A Fifth Grader. Lame...I coundn't answer some of the questions. Muahaha..it shows i'm not smarter than a fifth grader.
Whoo Hoo, I'm excited about next Tuesday..it's gonna be a fun and memorable day!
8:36 PM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Muahaha, I can't resist putting this up for everyone to see. Haha, found this on Brenda's Blog. Thanx dear.
Lets101 - Dating Site for Singles
I am sexy, dream on....Ugh!
3:53 PM
Today is a boring day for me.Morning Dad brought me and my Brother to Victoria School to buy his trousers. Caught some boys staring at me...perverts!Anyways, brother then kicked up a big fuss because Dad dun want to buy him a PSP. What's the big deal about a PSP anyway...Went to Suntec for lunch. BTW, the food dey sell at Food Republic is damn disgusting. Ate Beef Ramen and it taste like ****.
Bro then throw tantrum and refuses to eat. Den later we go home and Dad went to work. Played comp till around 1pm den left to do some shopping and went to Tampines to collect my Chem assesment book from my fren from Lit class. While waiting for her, I went to Toys R' Us. Saw a section devoted to High School Musical stuffs. Grace, I saw Lucas Grabeel sticker. With his face! Only $1.haha. I roamed around the whole place especially the Boy's Section but sadly, I didn't find any Teen Titans toys.
Looking back, I really regretted not buying the Teen Titans Talking Beast Boy and Cyborg figurine at Jurong Point because they had a Teen Titans concert there...damn. It was last year okay...
Collected my book and den headed back to Pasir Ris. I'm supposed to have Chem tuition today but cancelled and changed to Friday. Went to library and borrowed 4 books
1)Dracula
2)The Wish House
3)Dark Secrets-No time to die
and I'm proud to present...
4)Making money in Voice-overs
ta-dah.!
I really really really wanna be a voice-actress. My parents, sigh, dey said "Voice acting earn no money. Singapore no market for media and animation...blah blah blah"
Hello...who does all the voice over work in Trains, telephone services, tv commercials, radio, shopping centre announcements, cartoons,etc etc etc?VOICE-OVERS duh!
And get this, Voice-overs are paid $1000 or more depending how famous you are by an hour!
A four figure salary just by talking? Yeah! If you get into animation voice-overs, each sessions last about 6 hours per day and you need to come like 5 times to finish your whole script just for a 25 min 1 episode cartoon show.If an animated movie, don't even bother counting how much you earn. You'll be relaxing in your private island in no time.
Voice-acting is fun, I want to be a voice-actress, That is final. I will do well in my "o" levels and get 11 points and get into Mass Communications. Period.
3:23 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Okay, i had another dream last nite. Hmm, all i remember was Kelvin Tan( Chen wei lian) the blind singer performing in my dream.He was "so called" jumping on stage with a mini harp and stumming along to his song. He looked damn weird. Something like chinese/english/celtic fusion . Haha...woke up to pee again. I really have to stop drinking tea before bed.But I can't help it.
Last nite watch Heroes, sooo interesting. Haha now I am a
1)Teen Titans Fan
2)Ghost Whisperer Fan
3)Pan's Labyrinth Fan
4) Heroes Fan
5) Supernatural Fan
It's better than watching all those lame and boring Channel 5 show. No standard lar.Next week we'll be going out to celebrate Grace's birthday at Bugis Junction then later go HMV. Whoo, can't wait to get my Teen Titans Season 4 DVD.
Jux updated my songs. This is Memories from Within Temptation.Enjoy, but pls don't cry over the lyrics.I know its sad...trust me!
10:33 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
Okay, i had not one but two very weird dreams last nite. Better put in online before I forget about it later.
First Dream:
I got a job and reported to the woman in-charge. There were four other teenagers like me near her. She told us that we are working together today. Then beside her was a big big plastic bag. She reached in and pulled out a Teen Titan, Robin, full body costume.
She then told us to go to the toilet to try on the costumes. I took Raven and tried it on, inside was like damn freaking hot. Exchanged with another person for Robin's costumes. Suddenly the woman went into the toilet and say we need to go now. Then i put on Robin's head and looked down. I saw that my boobs made Robin look erm...wrong. So i rushed out to find the boy who took Raven's costume. The boy Ming-something can't remember his name, exchanged the costume with me and I put Raven's costume on.
Suddenly, i was climbing the stairs with my family to the carpark and I told him that I got my dream job, to wear the Teen Titans costume and perform.
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I woke up to pee. Shouldn't drink Lipton tea while watching Batman Begins. Hey does anyone agree with me that Christian Bale look more like Superman than Batman. When he was in Batman's costume, he spoke as if he has a sore throat. Me and my Dad cracked up everytime Batman speaks.LOL.
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Dream 2:
This dream happened again. I was cleaning a big mansion and suddenly i was paired up with a man. We had to dance and I fell down. Then suddenly everyone accuse me of something which I can't remember. Then I transformed into Raven but with White robes instead of blue just like what happened in Spellbound.Then I kinda attacked someone and pull his pants down then can see his ass.But all this was like I was watching a show and there was a mouse arrow which I can control the people I was attacking, something like a computer game.I also can see myself attacking. Very confusing...
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Woke up at nine something and watched Little Mermaid 2: Return to the sea. Later got piano lesson, sian.To those ppl from my class, I won't be going for class chalet cause i'm too busy. No time to go party with u peeps.Gomenasai, sorry, dui bu qi...who cares anyway. Not like anyone is goin to notice. Sometimes I feel as if i'm non-existant in my class.Am I weird? Maybe....
A obsessed Teen Titans fan/weird english speaking/Book freak/silent/always get scolded by Rina girl is reeaallly gonna blend right in...yeah right.
11:24 AM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Just came back from the 2 day 1 nite hotel stay at the 5star Intercontinental Hotel beside Bugis Junction.Damn tired. Mum and Dad got the previlage Card which has some benefits like free hotel stay, free lunch and some other random $20 vouchers which can be used around the Hotel.
Saturday check in to a corner suite, quite big la.Den left for my ballet lesson.At nite come back for dinner at one of the Chinese Restaurant. Mum used one of the $20 voucher and the total bill still quite high.Went to Bugis Junction to shop. Bought my winter jacket at BHG.Den tired wan to go back hotel sleep. But never sleep so ma and my bro ended up watching Discovery Channel cause got one show A Haunting very interesting.Dad went out to park his car nearer to the hotel lifts and den went to 7-eleven to buy cup noodles and macdonalds. Eat until like 12plus den sleep.
Stupid me, got the extra bed and this morning i ended up with sore muscles. Dad got the whole super single bed to himself and that bed very springy lor. Mum slept with my brother. Yea, so morning we went down for breakfast buffet. Tell you something, this hotel was swarming with ANG MOHS!!!!Found some very handsome ones...but no American teens. sad.
After breakfast, we went to Bugis Junction to shop again. Wanted to buy boots but them no size and design too plain unlike the $191 boots i saw last nite. Damn cute. Shopped for bro's pants and Dad's shoes den went back to Hotel to check out.
While checking out. me and my brother sat on the lounge and den this ang moh man asked if he could sit on one of the vacant chairs. Den i said yes...LOL. American man sitting in front of MOI!!!
Check out liao den Mum told us she saw that gay transexual mediacorp artist, that skinny ugly woman/man at the Hotel counter. LOL.Den went to BHG collect bro's altered pants. Finally head back to hotel for lunch.
Had Mexican food. Pizza, spaghetti and onion soup. The manager and our waiter was like keep on coming to us and ask if they like the food and whether we would like to have some more complimentary bread.Soo kay Poh, cannot let us eat in peace. Then later one waitress refill and clear our plates look like Vanessa Hudgens leh!Yea, after using the voucher for 2 complimentary meals, our total bill cost only $6.50. Dad paid $7 den we were like discussing whether should they keep the 50 cents change. So we just left and told the waiter to keep the change and den they all smile. HAHA. I like that restaurant, friendly and high-class waiters.
Went to Victoria Bar to have our two complimentary drinks. Dad ordered a Mocktail, Shirley Temple and a fruit smoothie . The Mocktail tastes funny and only 10% alcohol. Den left for home. Muahaha. Damn tired but these two days made me feel so damn high-class.
Actually because we have the Privilage cards and Dad surrendered his name card,Family physician- senior manager of Raffles medical group, den they treated us like VIPs.
Yeah, damn tired now. Can't go swimming cause raining. Shit...
3:08 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
Grace requested this story and she shall have it...Just don't kill me after reading it k?
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There was never a wedding so grand. Beautiful white roses and golden ribbons strung high and low at Lucas' garden. The Grabeels had opted for an outdoor wedding and many guest showed up. Some include famous celebrities like Ashley Tisdale, Miley Cyrus and Vanessa Anne Hudgens. Grace's best friend smiled and brushed a stray lock of hair of the bride's face.
" Don't worry,you'll be fine" Pameline said and squeezed Grace's hand in encouragement.Grace nodded and smiled.
After the romantic wedding ceremony, it was time for games,Hide and Seek, requested by the handsome groom.The wedding guests scattered around the area and some even went out of Lucas' house. Grace giggled and lifted her long heavy gown as she ran clumsily to an abandoned construction site.
Meanwhile, Lucas was still counting down..."5-4-3-2-1, ready or not, here I come!"He opened his eyes and went hunting for his hiding guests.
Grace climbed up the stairs and panted. Deciding not to climb anymore, she ventured into one of the uncompleted rooms.She smiled. This whole uncompleted mansion is where Grace and Lucas will stay after renovations are completed. Why, Grace could even imagine tiny pitter-patter of feet running across the floor.
"Pamy, this will be your room." Grace said and patted her growing tummy fondly. Grace walked over and sat on the window ledge. Nearby, she heard her wedding guests shrieking with laughter as Lucas discovered their hiding place.Grace smiled in contentment.
Suddenly, the window ledge gave way and collapsed, sending Grace plummeting down into a deep pit meant to be a swimming pool. She didn't scream as the whole section of the wall collapsed on top of her, burying her underneath all the rubble and bricks.
She had broken her neck upon hitting the ground.
Lucas searched everywhere for his new bride. Scratch that. ALL his guest searched for the missing bride. Some said she ran away with another man, some said she was trapped somewhere. Devastated, Lucas vowed never to remarry again until Grace was to be found.No one searched at the construction site, no one bothered to.
70 Years later, Lucas walked around the construction site and climbed up his "future house"
, He didn't bother to complete it. What's the use when you can't share it with the love of his life?
He stopped for breath and decided to enter one of the rooms after climbing up the long stairs.
He sighed. This room was to be used for his daughter, Pamy. But sadly, Grace was gone, together with his child. He walked closer to the broken window and gasped. Caught on a nail was a piece of Grace's wedding gown. He peered out of the window and saw a deep pit. Without hesitating, he jumped out of the window, 4 stories high and landed into the pit.
Lucas broke his legs when he landed but did he care? No, he didn't. Frantically, he scrabbled around the small rocks and sand to reveal a skeleton wearing a bridal gown.
On the skeleton's finger was a ring. It was the body of his long lost bride, Grace. Lucas gasped with happiness and pain. With difficulty, he uncovered Grace's skeleton and hugged her close to his chest.
Remembering a wedding vow 70 years ago: " Do you promise to remain with your wife, through life and sickness till Death do us apart?"
Lucas closed his eyes and sighed. His time is near.
:"Yes, I do." He said and died next to Grace.
The body of Mr and Mrs Grabeel was never to be found. The End.
5:28 PM
Once Upon a Time, There lived a girl from a poor family. She had a father who works for the police force,a mother who is quiet and hardworking and a brother who is just hanging around waiting for his butt to get kicked by that girl.
This girl had a dream, an impossible dream. She wanted to be a star.Her parents told her to grow up and face the harsh reality of life. But that girl had a hidden talent inside her, a talent which will awe everyone.
Nevertheless, the little girl tried very hard. School was a torture.Being brought up English-spoken, she had trouble reading and understanding her second tongue. Despite the constant jeering from her school mates and some bitchy teachers, this girl remains unfazed and strifes to do better.
One day, the wind carried a golden leaf and swept it under her feet. Curious, this little girl picked it up and inspected it. On the ancient leaf, there were two words.
" Three Wishes"
This little girl then closed her eyes and wished that her family will get a million dollars, a day that her parents would always remember and happiness.
No sooner she had wished it, a nearby robber rushed out of the alley and pushed her out of his way. Suddenly gun shots could be heard.One, two, three consecutive "Bangs!".
The little girl gasped and stood very still. Something was wrong. She removed her hands from her abdomen and collapsed to the ground. Underneath her, a pool of blood began to spread.Her father rushed up to her and cradled her in his arms. Beside her, the robber clutched his leg in agony. But the girl didn't feel anything. Everything was a blur. Numb, the numbness was spreading.
"I'm sorry" was all she heard before her eyes glazed over and the girl died.
Two days later,October 23rd, her family was rewarded a million dollars for capturing the highly-sought for notorious robber. October 21st was the day her parents treasured, the day their daughter died.
Her mother looked at her father and sighed:" It's been two days...since our little girl died."
Her father nodded and removed her photograph from the frame.
Her mother grinned evilly and struck a match:" Who cares about her when we have the money."
Her father held her photograph over the flame and watched it burn.
" Next week, it's our son's turn...he will go down just like his sister.Bang!"
He mimicked the gun with his fingers and raised the tip of his "gun" and blew off imaginary smoke.
4:52 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
I had a dream two days ago and was too busy to post it up. So here it goes...
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Dad brought me and my brother to Vivocity because Wal-Mart opened their store there in Singapore. So I was damn excited because in the US, Wal-Mart got sell lots of Teen Titans thingys, thought that maybe the stuff they sell in USA would be the same in Singapore. We went in and then the store was like damn huge lar.
Went to food section first and walk down. Saw lots of funny food and tid-bits. Walked some more and ended up to the indoor decorations department. They were selling fake plants, indoor flower pots and all that stuff. Walked down some more and ended up at the toys department. Rushed in to look for my Teen Titans stuff but cannot find. All I saw was Ben 10, Batman and all the funny toys. Dissappointed so we moved on. Brother saw the online store directory and he typed in to search for Teen Titans stuff. Computer ( or was it a PDA) shows department F and J. F is the food section and J is the sationary section. Den suddenly, Mum pop out of nowhere and said she late for something. So we like rush out of Wal-Mart and walk down the food section. Tried to catch a glimpse of any Teen Titans stuff but all i recall seeing was a bag of chips with Cinderella on the cover.
Climbed the stairs to carpark and Dad drive out of Vivocity.Once outside, I look of the car window at the shopping centre and saw Robin, Starfire and Beast Boy ( exactly like the ones I took photo with at Jurong Point) DANCING in front on level 2. I was damn happy lar. Quickly take the camera and took two pictures of them. Suddenly I realised that the Titans were dancing above the Mei Zhen Xiang Ba Kua shop cause that shop was at level 1 mah. Then I started laughing at the irony of it. Woke up and realised the metaphors or relations of my dream to the real world.
1) Wal-Mart - Well, I had Wal-mart on my mind lately.
2) Teen Titans - Hey come on, the next day was their official release of their season 4 DVD!
3) Teen Titans in food section- Well, in China, they sold Teen Titans Ice-pops!!!
4)Teen Titans costume- Well, I was waiting for the reply from JP abt the rental of the Teen Titans costumes
5) Ba Kua- No relations...maybe chinese new year coming?
Last night I also dreamt that I was a Titan. Beast Boy, if you wanted to know.I was standing somewhere like a bridge or a shop. Some dude had a golden cup of water and was standing next to a pile of unconsicous ( or dead) policemen. He talked to me about surrendering something and some issues about the Teen Titans and I was like, " I will never tell you where they are.!"
He den smile and put is finger in the golden cup and the water turned pink. He said it's blood and I laugh. I snatch the cup and tasted it (WTF???) and say that it was tomato juice. That bad guy den laughed and said it was poison.
Suddenly I felt dizzy and stomach cramped up and i collapsed on some golden pillows. I look up and I was facing a shelf filled with vitamins and medicine. Den one servant girl ran up and say i need something because i was short of it then she rummage through the vitamin and petted my head. Behind me the bad guy laughed. Felt so damn weak then I woke up.
Finally I dreamt of being another Titan. That time I dreamt that I was Raven, now was Beast Boy. Hope that I can dream of Robin...*drools*
Anyways, watched Barbie as The Island Princess. Loved the songs.So inspirational. Sigh, really hope to be a voice-actress and get a role where i can sing. But for know, it's time to work hard. Damn, i so hate studying....sigh.
4:36 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
LISTEN TO THIS NEW SONG...don't judge by it's horrible Arabic intro. Yeah, I knowthe intro sucks but the songs rocks when Sharon starts singing okay. So before you tag on my chatbox and say I have lousy taste in music, listen the whole song first. It's by Within Temptation, my fav band in the whole world. Just love the lyrics cause I'm feeling a little angsty and all that.
Enjoy the song...
Blue Eyes
Blue eyes just smile to the world
Full of dreams and with fascination
Too soon she saw that her hands were chained
and pulled without any freedom
It's always the same, they fear no way out
I cannot break it
I can take it no more
It's burning me up inside
Lost all my tears, can't cry
No reason, no meaning
Just hatred
No matter how hard I try
You fear the beast insideI
t's growing, it's waiting
Just to hurt you
This heart was hurt by the light and
I see your world that tries to deny
Now everything that I love has died
or has been shattered to pieces
It's always the same, they fear no way out
I cannot break it
I can take it no more
Just to hurt you
Just to hurt you
Can't you see their eyes, what lies inside
They've given up, they no longer shine
Too soon they close with one last cry
Before they turn to light
Just to hurt you
Muahaha, i'm going to teach my cousins ballet( they practically pleaded me to) I'm gonna have fun! ^_^
6:20 PM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
I got back my Ballet Exam results and guess whta? I got an "A-" for it! I'm so happy. Teacher told me that the judges commented that my arches on my feet are curved beautifully and that one look at me shows that I'm born a dancer (long neck, long legs, long arms..duh!).
Then she said candidate number 4, 5 and 6 stood out among the rest of the candidates. These three dancers are the best and I'm number 4!!! Suay number but lucky for me. LOL. Though that I screwed up but didn't since the lowest score is a "B".I passed Ballet Grade 6!!! That means I am officially Grade 7.
Today rehearsed for our concert for next year at Victoria Theatre. Teacher discribed our costumes and I kinda like it. Learnt more steps and actions. Today we laughed a lot, every 5 minutes someone will burst out laughing or teacher will laugh at us.Loved today's lesson! Dead beat now, got inspiration for my writing competition entry.I'm going to make plans for us to watch Disney's Enchanted somewhere around the first week of December to celebrate Grace's Birthday.
9:51 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
Hellos, today got Guides den we having Indian Culture Appreciation Day. So we all wear our (borrowed) Indian costumes to Guides lor. We played Indian Games and all that la. Got one game, Kavadi very fun. Rachel went super high lar. BG and Dove got prize for that snake and ladder game..yay! Bellow are some pictures we took after everyone left. I went super high cuz no more Guides le. Grace changed in ML room and i changed my shorts there too, talk about no privacy! We changed under da table..haha.Yar, didn't go for tuition cuz guides exceeded their CCA time by 2 and a half hours...damn tired la. ^_^Overall, today quite fun lar.
9:42 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Today, another of mydreams came true. Went for lunch with Tze Kiat instead of going for the student leader thingy, i need to register for my Literature class 2008 mah! Then we sat across each other. I finished my food and pushed the tray away. Then i saw a stain on the table that looked like a lot of brown droplets. Suddenly, experienced Deja Vu AND remembered a dream about me sitting across the table eating with Tze Kiat and pushing the tray away to reveal the doty stain. I was damn freaked out la. But learnt to accept it more since 3/4 of my dreams came true. Guess I really have Precognative Dreams.
Have already recorded my MP3 for my piano pieces but dunno how to upload them on my blog. So I'll decide to drop that idea. I'm sooo happy! I finally can compose all my favourite songs!My next holiday project is to enter a story writing competition from Ngee Ann Poly. Wanna clinch the first prize...$500 plus a book voucher and a book which your story will be compiled with other winning entries. Cool man!
Holiday, not going China. Dad and Mom now discussing where to go. I suggested USA then they considering cause we wanna go free n easy but they worried no food to eat there.LOL. Thendiana, need your help here. My Dad ask me to email you about food. Lame hor!
Today we also went to buy Mum;s birthday present. Dad bought her a $1000++ diamond earings and after discount it costs $500++.He just flashed his credit card without batting an eyelid. WTH. I dun wan a Ipod Nano 4GB le. I wan 8GB!!! Since you can spend more than $500, why don't you get me an 8GB MP3 player that costs $300++?LOL/. Kidding la, I'll wait till my Birthday then i will get it.
5 more days to my Teen Titans season 4 DVD release, can't wait.~!!!! Need to save upmore money. Tido, your Birthday we go watch movie (Enchanted) and then go HMV to buy muy DVD and your CDs k?
9:48 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Grace ah Grace. Lol. Since you luurve reading my blog soo much, I'll dedicate this post all entirely to you!
Hmm, what should I tok about? Grace, I really enjoy doing the Hang-ing out with you. ( damn, I just typed in Starfire talk)
Jux changed my song on my blog. Bet u are surprised. This piano piece is not done by me..Oh no! It's some random Japanese Musician. Yay! Yar, dat time you hear i play is almost the same from this piece so I try to compose the same but failed..*sob sob*
Anyways enjoy this song while i blog about more angsty stuff.
Today I feel damn guilty. Why? Because today during Chemistry lesson, we have to use the Bunsen Burner. Den mine and Rachel's flame just went "poof". No flame and no gas. So we call Miss Rihanna over to check then i stand beside the gas taps them Ms Rihanna adjust the apparatus. Then I thought she going to light it so i turn on the gas the suddenly got flame come out. Then she was like.
" Don't turn that on, can't you see my hand over there?" Then I was like, " Sorry" Then she ignored me. LOL. I almost burnt her arm off, kinda cool but I'm not a bad/sadistic person. I'm an Angel! Eh, why you laugh, really wad...
Found this picture on DeviantArt thought that it was funny, wanted to share it with all of you.Thendiana espcially,since you like Disney Princesses so much. This is something different.
5:48 PM
Monday, November 12, 2007
I'm gonna try something new this holiday. For 2007, I'm going to try to compose popular ENGLISH songs on my piano den record it in mp3 format. If you like it very much, i might perform that song for you one day (in school) if i'm free. Muahaha...Below is the list of songs i will be working on. Tag me for any requests.
1) Chris Daughtry- Over You
2) Meg and Dia- Monsters(completed)
3) Within Temptation- Memories( completed)
4)Within Temptation- What have you done(completed)
5) Within Temptation- Frozen(completed)
6)Within Temptation- Forgiven(completed)
7) High School Musical 2- We're all in this together
8) High School Musical 2- Gotta go my own way (completed)
9)Little mermaid 2- Down to the sea
10) Little Mermaid 2- For a moment
11) Teen Titans Theme ( i'm trying my best...it's difficult!)
I'm NOT going to do any songs i don't like, with Rihanna in it or any crap sounding music. Requests anyone?
6:45 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Whew it's finally over. After months of practicing, falling down and practicing, my Grade 6 ballet exam is finally over.
Don't ask me how i fared...i did horribly! Argghh, i'm too nervous. The examiners were a man and a woman. The guy is from NanYang School of Fine Arts while the other examiner, the woman, is from the Singapore dance association or some crap la. Anyways...
Yea, reported at 4.00pm. Warmed up and had a dry run with some of my Ballet frens. Did all the step...found out that i can pirouette beautifully with my new ballet shoes..yay. Sweated like siao cuz air-con a bit wacko. The all of us were like strutting into the examination studio with sweaty backs, forehead and armpits. LOL. So unglam!
Did my barre movements with no mistakes..yay me! When go to centre. I totally messed up.I not only messed up once but three times and all very ming xian , obvious,wan lor! My teacher also hai wor. Got one part is must put ur left foot in front. I got put them teacher say in chinese ( cuz she from China) :" You jiao! You jiao!" Den i thought she was talking to me and i replace my left foot and put my right foot forward. Then she say " You jiao! You jiao!" Then i was like, you jiao is left or right leg? Den quickly change back to original position. Haha. I really muz brush up my chinese. Dun even noe how to differentiate left from right.Teacher, ni hai le wor!!!
Messed up in my chracter dance too...shit. There goes my A. Really hoping that i won't fail. cross my fingers n toes! HAHA. Next week ballet, we will continue our rehersals for our performance next year at Victoria Theatre. Wanna support me? Buy tickets! Now i'm officially Ballet Grade 7. Woo hoo, more pointe work next year, I'm so excited!
Haha, jux came back from Parkway Parade. Bored to death now. Tv showing Cast Away but i watched that show like abount 3 times. Getting sick of it. In 10 more days, my Teen Titans will release their season 4 DVD. So excited. Can't wait to rush down to HMV to buy .
My Dad says if our China Trip to Shanghai is screwed up, we will be going to USA for free n easy instead. So i'm really hoping that the China trip will screw up.Yeah, beacause tour agent didn't call back n left around 1 month. Damn u China, I hate China.
Crappy toys...wanna kill the world issit? Overdue food...yuck Please lar. Save money also no need to stoop so low right? Crappy language.... Chinese/mandrin is such an awful language to learn. Pardon me. Crappy people...hell yar, I hate everything about China.
Don't kill me, people of China who are reading this now. LOL.
10:31 PM
Friday, November 9, 2007
Today, I am proud to declare that I Mrs Pameline Grayson, hate my CCA. Hell ya. I am sick an tired of it. Ever since the end of Sec 2, I lost interest. Should have joined choir since Mdm Cheng pratically pleaded me to. Wasted my voice.Damn.
Today Chem lesson Ms Rihana ignored me. Hurray. But she look at me twice. Who cares anyway.
Den got Guides Dancing for sec 4 farewell. I didn't want to go. Come on, i'm not even at least a bit interested. The practices is at such an odd timing i can't even attend. In the first place, they should at least ask me if i am willing to join instead of putting my name in and making it compulsary, Thanks to Nadirah, I am out of the stupid dance.Thanks Tze Kiat and Eunice for listening to my angry rant. Love you guys! Muax!
Today, Mrs Suresh/Sugatha come back n taught Bio. Her lesson was way cooler,funnier,entertaining and interesting than Kelly Koh. Kelly Koh jux can't teach. Period.
Tmr will be my Ballet exam. I'm nervous cus
1) My left ankle still weak
2) I just got my...erm,womanly thingy
3) Still got some of the feet positioing wrong..bleah!
Last night, I had a nightmare. Grace, u said that i will dream of Robin...what happened?
Anyways I just type out what I remember...:
+ Went to sentosa with Girl Guides and some of my classmate. The sentosa trip was something like summer school. Camps, amazing races and all that. Went to the beach, found a rock band. Sat in the bus with them and they monkey around with their instruments. Later the plugged my MP3 into the bus speaker and listened to Kryteria's Victorium Speramus,No more lies, The Night all angels cry.
Went back to campsite. Went to toilet to shee-shee. Found some guides clustered around the sink. They say got a little girl underneath it. So i squatted and saw the girl . She was chinese, had waist long hair and ard 4 to 5 years old. She was crying and huddled up in one corner, erm..naked.(come on she's jux 4 -5 years old..nothing to see wad..LOL)
I managed to coax her out and tell me wad happened. Then she said her uncle brought her in to shower after playing in the beach and he kinda molested her.So i hugged her and used her towel to comfort her. Yar then i heard the whistle blow and rushed outside to assemble. Funny cuz All the guides sit in patrols and the PGA girls sit in a circle for next activity briefing.
At night, queued up for dinner. Told the aunty wad happened today. The aunty said that the girl died on this campsite. She said i 've seen her ghost. Then i looked beside me, the girl was standing far far away down the hallway, still naked and dripping wet.Freaked out and told Kah Min since she shared the same room with me.
Next morning, didn't dare to go toilet. Didn't bathe. Went down for breakfast. Grace sit same table as me and she ask me and Kah Min wad happened. Kah Min told her and Grace give those sympathetic look. Told all the teachers and they don't believe me. Identified the guides in the toilet with me and they said they all assembled outside and never go toilet. Freaked out again when I returned to that toilet to check. true enough, the girl was waiting under the sink. She said "Help me"
Freaked out again and ran out. Suddenly alarm clock ring and i couldn't open my eyes....+
Managed to open eyes but scared to go toilet this morning to bathe. Told this dream to Priscilla and she said maybe the ghost was communicating to me. Like Ghost Whisperer. LOL.Yeah, i admit that i have pregconative dreams, dreams that some true. How i noe? When things in my dream feels real. Water, clothes, heat. That time i dreamt that I went to Juring Point to take picture with Teen Titans and touched Robin by accident.The camera flash also felt so damn real.Two months later. I really went with Grace to Jurong Point and took photos with the Titans and Robin put is arm on my shoulder.
In this dream, when i hugged that girl. I felt the water dripping from her hair. I heard her voice, I felt everything in my dream. Damn freaked out. I don't want to talk to ghosts! I don't wanna help them. Ahhh! Robin please save me...
2:49 PM
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Happy Deepavali to my Indian frens. Today Kidscentral showing Teen Titans (hurray!!!). Anyways, my brother joined me on the sofa and pretended to read today's newspaper but i caught him secretly watching Teen Titans...Muahaha...
Today public holiday so dad and mom not working. We went to People's Park to eat lunch. Aft lunch, we went to a new shop to buy my ballet shoes. Yar, so i saw red, black,pink and white ballet shoes...so pretty. But we are only allowed to wear pink. Sad.The shoes cost $18. Quite resonable ba. I bought a $24 leather ballet shoe before but worn out last week which caused me to fall down..haha, no friction wad...
Later we go hospital to visit my Grandfather. He will be discharged tmr. Thank God. Yar, since it's private ward, me and my borther goofed around the room. Touching all the medical thingys. Got bored so started to take pictures...Got one nice shot of me. Will upload on Friendster soon, i think.
After that we go Suntec City for dinner. Shpped first cuz wasn't hungry. Mum bought two dresses from Korea and total cozt more than $100...one dress was like $84... I was like OMG.But material very nice, it's satin. Wanted one cute dress which cost $69. But quickly dropped the idea when she offered to buy it for me. Come on, like i'm going to wear a dress that is expensive...i rather keep it like my two precious Teen Titans shirts imported from USA.
Went to newly renovated Carrefour. Found some dumb people dressed up to entertain the shoppers. Two dudes actually wore a full body-suit, a unitard which covers their faces too. Looks like Mr Inverter from the air-con advertisement.Bought peach tarts for breakfast tmr morning. Sigh, no Macdonalds..yeah Dad actually bought Macdonalds every morning for the past few days. Jealous?
Ate spaghetti for dinner...and italian ice-cream. Mine was Blueberry Yoghurt flavour. Yum. Went back aft that.
Then Ain msn-ed me that i was one of the dancers for sec 4 farewell. Dun wanna dance la. Dun feel up to it.Sigh...tmr muz see that bitchy Rihana again... damn u lar woman. I hate you. To me, you are fathomless...i jux don't understand you. Jus get out of my way tmr or i'll strangle you. Hell, yar!
9:16 PM
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Damn...I'm pissed off in school at two women today.
Woman A say that i spend too much time on **. I also don't wan to attend that stupid event wan lar. I told Woman B that I have lessons on that day and Woman A will kill me if i missed lessons.Dammit lar
Then today Woman B so called "scold" me. I mean, u told me that day that U will arrange another day for us to fill up the ^*# form together. Den she asked "do you meet ur teacher with ur hmk done or blank?" Wad kind of qns is dat lor. Hey, Woman B, wake up. I sacrifice a lot for ** and this is how u thank me? Yesterday I went for that stupid thing and i kena scolding today. I am also sacrificing MY FREE TIME to do your crap. Who cares abt ^*#. Do u wan me to fail my "o"s? Do you wan to add more stress to my life? Sometimes i feel that i shldn't join this $$#. WASTE MY TIME!
Oh yea...i'm pissed alright, now i hate you! I even suspect %#+_$! tell Woman B abt wad happened in class. Or maybe Woman A jux tell her wan...I DON'T CARE. I hate u, I hate u , I hate u!
1:31 PM
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Just some random poems which i loved...It mostly about Raven from Teen Titans
"The Reminders of Christmas"by WhiteRaven
A white raven sits on a tall Christmas tree
with wings spread far and wide
so that all the world may see
That the world is not so closed
to colors outside black and white
Greens, reds, and blues
all give their fair share of wonder and delight
A gold finch flutters' round a swath of hanging holly
a brillant reminder for us to be happy
as there is little time to be grim or melancholy
For where is the spirit to be found
if a face is marred by ugly frowns
Do take heart and stay merryf
or it is in laughter saddness drowns
A turtle dove nests
in the evergreen pines
holding out an olive branch
and a star that silver shines
Humbly displaying it's sign of naivety
and leading thoughts toward peace and goodwill
Few deny the pleasant feelings it brings
and with them many hearts are content to fill
A pale raven sits
under the tall Christmas tree
battling her inner demons
while drinking herbal tea
Wondering for all she's worth
if in this world there's room for her
Questions we all ask at some point
with answers ever unsure
But think not of this now
for now is a time to hope and believe
Sit down next to a friend to chat
to enjoy this Christmas and New Year's Eve
(This was from Ravenshrine, all about Raven.)
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Raven's Prophecy
A dark hood covers her destiny,
Her dark crytstal eyes full of emotion.
She is never willing
To respond to the demon's beckoning.
She is usually covered
By her dark blue hood.
That will sometimes show
her different types of moods.
She was born in peace,
A prophecy accompanying her birth.
Will she follow her destiny
Or will she help the ones she loved?
She may have a dark side,
but she has the power
To protect herself
Together with the others.
(also from The Raven shrine)
9:54 PM
Monday, November 5, 2007
Today i went back from library and I noticed an Anglican High girl that looked jux like Raven from Teen Titans( the girl at the left hand-side of the picture above. Right hand-side is Starfire)! I was like OMG! It's sooo freaky. I kept staring and staring at her. Den i drop my gaze when she turned to my direction. Haha, through the glass reflection, i saw that she also staring at me. Wow, if only her hair was purple, skin is palish grey and eyes are violet....i can jux stalk her all day. LOL, so i've seen raven in Singapore. Wonder if i can find the rest of the Titans. Wish me luck!
10:09 PM
Well, i've been eyeing on their project and didn't check in for like so long. And whoa, they've finished Raven and Starfire. Beautiful CG effects and 3D animation. Can't wait to watch their trailer...
Starfire looks so kawaii...可愛さ!!!
And her outfit looks so shiny, i could stare at her for hours.
Starfire in Jump City...
And Raven looks positively amazing.
1:48 PM
Helloz, it's 10.44am on a Monday and i'm not in school today. In fact, i'm like surfing the net, playing games, settling some (damn) guides stuff.Yeah, wanna know why? Cuz i hurt my ankle,duh! Then today, some bruises showed up on my left and right knees. Yea, i fell on my knees during Ballet. Ouch! But actually , i jux wanna pon school today. My parents say it's fine since well, i'm..ahem.. "injured". Today also got E maths re-exam,which is silly cuz i got a B 4 for my E maths and Mrs Foo say i mux go for re-exam....Why? Why? Why?
Muahahaha. tomorrow i also not going to school due to some Guides event. HAHA...Screw u ******, i won't get to see your ****ing face tmr and today. Whoo, i'm sooo happy!And i'm so NOT telling you the words behind the astericks (sp?)
10:44 AM
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Me and my Patrol Second, Shu Mei on the Monorail towards Sentosa
Me and Rasyiqah Extra...no la, we observing the Secondary 2
Me and my cup noodles..Yum!
Mdm Rabia treated me and Rsyiqah to Ben n Jerry's ice-cream
Rasyiqah ate them all up...haha
Ooh..the rocky bridge...scary leh!
Posing on the bridge between the two watch towers
The funny game involving codes, a long, long string and a banana
Oh yeah...me and Mdm Rabia pole dancing
My nose got Bi Sai anot?
Our sec 2s won 2nd prize for bothe the Amazing race and Cheering. Gd job girls!
Group shot,can u spot me?
our Girls
Go back time...
2:22 PM
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Whoo, finally today finish liao. i am freaking tired. I woke up today at 5.45, bathe and prepare for Guides. Later we take train to Habourfront , Vivocity and take the Mononrail to SENTOSA.Selected sec 2 guides r to participate in an "Amazing Race". Me, Rasyiqah and Mdm Rabia we tag along. Haha
While they go play thier games ,competing with Siglap Sec, Jurong Sec, Henderson sec and Cedar Sec. Me, Rasyiqah and Mdm Rabia go take the tram to Palawan beach. On the way I got Motion Sickness n went to Palawan Beach Toilet to "throw up" actually nothing come out, only dry heaving.So later when i feeling better, Me and Rasyiqah so 7ELEVEN buy cup noodles and Mdm Rabia treated us Ben n' Jerry's ice-cream ( cookie dough and chocolate fudge).
Later we cross the bridge to the two watch towers on an island called The southen Continential part of Asia. Got some ppl playing games involving bananas n strings. So funny. When it was 11am, i freaked out cuz Kidscentral premiering Teen Titans Trouble In Tokyo. Although i have the VCD and watched it like more than 5 times, still muz support them mah!Ya, so race finish, collate results n we went back
Mdm Rabia , Rasyiqah and I took cab (lucky us) to her mom's place to collect food then we went Tampines to give Mdm Rabia's frens hse something then we finally reached Mdm Zurina's hse 4 lunch. Whoa, we sat in the cab 4 like 3hrs. and total bill guess how much? $21.40!!!
Go Mdm Zurina's house and eat lunch around 3.30 ( actually more like tea-break). Left at 4.15pm for ballet lessons. Didn't get to see Grace, Prevathi or Nila. Sad sia.
Juz now at Ballet. I made lots of mistakes and my Grade 6 exam is like next week! So i kinda panic la. Then when doing pirouette, the first 3 rounds can do but a little unsteady cuz i turn two times in one shot.Still haven't balance. So later finish all the exam steps and still got like half an hour so we practice on the movements we always get it wrong. So practice and practice and practice. I didn't notice that my left ankle getting weaker, and all the pre-primary girls all come in 4 next lesson. So we practice pirouette for the last time and I FELL in front of the little girls. I fell not only once but THREE times throughout the movement. But lucky i fall on my knees and not on my butt. Teacher say my shoes no friction but i think today i over use my left ankle.Embarassing OKAY!!!! Now my left ankle cannot really support itself and i am limping. Just got Dad to buy Ankle Guard, Damn, i'm gonna be Bai Kar liao. Pain, Pain, Pain!!! Next week is my Ballet Exam.I mux make sure i won't fall in front of the examiner or else diu lian!!
Dinner i buy myself cuz whole family go vist My Grandfather in Hospital. He was discharged from ICU but still under close observation. My dad say his body was attacked by an uknowned bateria that emitts out toxins which damages the organs.Top doctors are asked to research about this weird sickness. Even Lee Kwan Yew's personal physician( my dAD Fren) also came down.Then my Grandfather kana Pneumonia ( correct spelling?)due to the bacteria... Very sad sia.Hope he recovers soon! Anyways, my dinner is SUSHI!!!時間がかなりかかるでしょう。!!!! ( means: It is very delicious)
Tired now, ankle hurts...got to go and sleep. HAHA ...nitez
9:26 PM
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Darn, just received news that my Grandfather has been admitted to ICU. Actually, last night my dad returned home about 11pm plus and i was almost asleep when i heard that he said someone was admitted to hospital. But too tired so i fell asleep. If something bad really happens, I think i have to skip all my guide activities( hooray!) but...touchwood. Nothing bad is gonna happen. I believe that my whole paternal side of my family will be praying to God and Jesus to help my grandfather recover. I remember when i was young, we went to Australia and he bought me everything i wanted. But sadly, my favourite present was lost in Australia. A red ring with a crystal on top.
My prayer: Dear Lord, please help my Grandfather recover. Please bless him with good health.In your most precious name we pray, Amen.
1:55 PM
Today i went back from library and I noticed an Anglican High girl that looked jux like Raven from Teen Titans( the girl at the left hand-side of the picture above. Right hand-side is Starfire)! I was like OMG! It's sooo freaky. I kept staring and staring at her. Den i drop my gaze when she turned to my direction. Haha, through the glass reflection, i saw that she also staring at me. Wow, if only her hair was purple, skin is palish grey and eyes are violet....i can jux stalk her all day. LOL, so i've seen raven in Singapore. Wonder if i can find the rest of the Titans. Wish me luck!
