Monday, March 31, 2008
Gosh, my legs are killing me,my calves are threatening to drop off any moment.
And best thing is...I FAILED 2.4 run. Horray. Congrats Pamy. Lets fail the re-run again shall we?
Anyways, forgot to posting something that happened on saturday during ballet.
Shen Lao Shi told me that i will be dancing solo for one of the traditional dance be it malay, indian, chinese or eurasian (most likely is ballet...duh)
Then she said rehearsals will start on September. I almost wanted to decline cuz i have my "O"s to think about. If i were to go for two weeks of dance practice in conjuction with my usual Saturday nights one, i think my parents will flip. So i really dunno if i should turn down this opportunity.
Dance or not to dance....?
Arrrgh, can someone help with my Geog hmk? I dunno how to do......
4:27 PM
Sunday, March 30, 2008
omg OMG OMG OMG!!!!!
Teen Titans season 5 DVD is going to be released in 22nd July , much earlier than i have expected. I'm so excited. But i still have a wave of nolstalgia.
1) I won't get to see anymore Teen Titans releases in the future
2) This will be the last dvd in my collection
3) The Teen Titans will become evanescent.
OMG, i was staring at the news of the DVD release on Titansgo.net and tears started welling up in my eyes.
I really had good memories with the Titans. Sometimes i even dream about them. Whenever i am down,they are by my side to cheer me up. They even helped me through PGA. I think if i had not asked for guidance and help from the Titans during PGA, I might have flunked.
So Thank you, Titans, for all those lovely memories....
Robin, Raven, Starfire, Cyborg and Beast Boy.
I will never forget you guys.
3:16 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
Hey hey, MT oral today. Not as bad as i imagined. Yang XiaoTing said very good to me. Lol, my charisma must be very high. LOL.
Besides that, i passed my Physics test. My first pass since the beginning of this year. I;m so happy. Biology was fun. I got to hear Mrs Quek's "Okaay" which Grace and gang always try to imitate.
Haha, thanks Grace for waiting with me for my bus. Love u love u love u. I OWE U!
Anyways, chem SPA tomorrow. Please let it not be anything about acids,bases and salts and NO MOLES PLEASE!!!!!
I want something simple. Like paper chromatography or crystallization.
God, please. It will affect my "o"level grade.
Anyways, i was pissed off with that -toot- . She took my stuff w/o my permission and invaded my table space during -toot toot toot- class. Dammit la. Dunt she know that its very veeerrry irritating when ppl do that. Her file keep on poking my arm. Someone must teach her a lesson.
2:30 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Lol, today something funny happened in class.
During SS. Ms Khalidal was going table by table giving out colour paper (pink and purple). So when she went to Thendiana's and my place, i whispered to Thendiana
"Don't take pink,don't take pink" Cuz i hate pink and thought that it was going to be paired work. Then Ms Khalidal passed the purple paper to Thendiana and passed the pink paper to me. Lol.
So damn funny la.
Then during class, Mr Quek told me to read two essays to the class. Dunno what his motive is, wadever. Is my voice sexy???
Haha, anyways, later got maths tuition. Sigh~ Tomorrow there's 5 periods with Mdm B*. Stupid, shit damn...
Went back home with Eunice and Caroline. Then some sec 1 guides, first was ShuFeng. She told me "Pameline, i thought you are the new guides leader..."
Then i was like "diao, no la. I'm not."
Then her friend beside her said "She sec 4 step down already..."
LOL. Then at the porch. 3 OR 4 of the sec one guides were walking behind Eunice, Caroline and Me. The suddenly they shouted..." Hi Pameline..."
Then i look back.So funny, they they were smiling and waving shyly at me. Haha. I think it's kinda ironic because when i was in sec 1, i was shy around my sec 4 seniors and always say hi to them whenever i see them. Now i'm a sec 4 and all, not all, some still very shy, see me will always say hi. Is it me, or am i just being so paranoid?
Anyways, i was reflecting about my life when i was listening to a song two days ago and i realised that i am thankful to be alive.I almost died twice in my life-time.
The first time i came close to a brush of death when i am around 7 or 8 i think. There was this amusement park and you know those inflatable thingys where you climb up and slide down and jump and jump and jump? I actually fell like a story high from the top because i lost my footing (too squeezy mah). Then i tumble down and landed on the base of the inflated thingy. I actually blacked out for a few seconds, only remember hearing someone shouting from the top if i was okay. Ya. The position i landed in could almost break my neck.My legs were on my shoulder, you get the picture? I escaped death without even a single scratch.
The second time i almost died when i was in sec 2. I was crossing the road and saw my bus. I didn't check if there were any cars so i dashed into the road. Suddenly one loud "BEEEEEP!" sounded beside me and i looked to my left. A car was like one metre away from me and i quickly stepped back to the curb. I almost got hit by that car.
Ya~ Maybe that explains why i have such vivid dreams. My past is haunting me...
2:48 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Nothing much happened today in school only that my right hand got stuck behind my wind-breaker. So totally lame..
Mdm Bitch was behaving extremely bitchy today.I felt like slapping her kam pa face la. Wa alo, ever since PTM, her mood, attitude all changed. Go to school not happy, go to class not happy. So short tempered. Priscilla told me that our class got quite a number of us go for physics tuition. Because Mdm Bitch cannot teach! Hey it rhymes !
Anyway, Thendiana told me about her dream she had last night.
I'll just summarize it for you all. Mdm Bitch tried to murder me her and Tze Kiat but crashing her car with us inside.I have absolutely no comments but i'll just watch out for a red car with her inside in case she wants to give me a lift.
Now for my dream. Haha, i know everyone loves reading about my dreams.Anyways...
I was standing in front of a handsome boy. Gray-skinned, silver haired teen. Like he was straight out of a fantasy film. We had to practice on each other defense maneuvers. First step was to poke your partner's eyes with your fingers. We looked at each other then never do anything. Then the instructor told us to knee each others groin. That boy refused to do that on me since i am a girl and i too shy to do that to him.Then the last step was to strangle your partner, then the instructor looked at us so we no choice had to do. Then we put our hands around each other's neck then squeeze la. I didn't squeeze tightly cuz i;m afraid i will suffocate him.But the boy really squeeze my neck until all the air rushed out of my nose then i started tilting side-ways and then collapsed. But that boy caught me bridal-style but my shoulders and gently lay me down. Haha, everyone was shocked la. That part was like so romantic.
Okay, i;m so totally lame. I think i;m going to publish my nightmares book. Anyone wants to be my agent?
3:44 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
okay, today ballet super damn fun.
Teacher officially started pointe work and gosh...it's so FUN!!!
Ya, we like have to totter across the dance studio en pointe and i was afraid so i clung on to the barre and refused to do that movement. So teacher suggested i stay by the barre and do. And i did it!
It's like going on the tip of your toes and moving them very very fast like granny walking. Yar!
I LOVE pointe work!!!
But now my ankle hurts, oh well. Thats the price to pay.
9:04 PM
Okay i had another of my recurring dreams again last night. But instead of the scene happening around my old house (Tampines), it is at my Piano teacher House (Pasir Ris). Yar~
I was going for my piano lesson as usual but i was carrying a bamboo pole sawed into half. This bamboo pole was exactly like the one i brought to PGA camp. I took the lift up and when it reached the 6th floor, the LCD screen went funny and the lift stopped. My heart skipped a beat because this is where time stops, i will be alone and will not reach my supposed destination until the lift fixes itself.
So i got out of the lift and climbed the stairs.Climb and climbed and i remembered the houses from my previous dream. When i reached the 11th floor, i looked at my piano teacher's house gate. Her house was different from what i remembered. In her living room, there was a grand piano.So i went up knocked on her door. Her daughter, now looking younger, led me to my "piano room" and my teacher came out and greeted me. Her hair was different and she looked younger too. She was kinda happy that i arrived on time.
Then i popped the question about why was there a grand piano. She looked confused and said it was always there. Suddenly, i had a bad feeling and asked what is today's date. She looked at her watch and said..."22nd February 2007". Then i was like "No way, it's November 2008!!!" Then she looked confused. The i looked at my bamboo pole and decided that this pole was the one who triggered this time lapse.
So we decided to discard the pole.We prepared for our mission. Went to the lift and waited. Got a lot of security guards,sand we finally got into the lift. Suddenly everyone disappeared and i was left on level 6. There was a table and i sat down and twisted the bamboo pole...-blank moment-/.Then everything was back to normal.
I rushed up to her house to tell her when she asked why i come so early for piano. I was like.."WHAT?" Then she led me in and i told her what happened.
She didn't believe then i pointed to my bag which i left on her floor before setting off for my mission. She couldn't explain that and i asked about the grand piano and she was shocked that i knew about it. Then dad came and believed my story. Blah blah blah..The end.
The last time i had this dream was i kept on wandering in circles around my block wondering where was everybody and climbing up and down the stairs for my house. Ya. This dream is actually very scary.Trapped in a lift and then teleporting to the past and back to the future again.
Woke up and went back to sleep again and had another dream.
I was in school outside the staffroom sitting on one of the study tables. Then Mdm Zurina walked out and the other SKSS Pga candidates were suddenly seated at my table. Mdm Zurina asked if they were jealous about the PGA and whether they hated me for getting the award. They were like...no. Then i looked at Zoe and she had this kind of look in her face which says..."It could have been me..." Yar...Then i woke up again.
For my second dream, please don't take any offense, esp you, Zoe. It was just a dream. I know you all won't be like that one.Ya.
Anyways, i should collect and publish all my dreams in a book and label it "A teenager's Nightmares.."
So lame. Wadever...
10:41 AM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Okay ppl, i have finally finalized my playlists.
1) Within Temptation -What have you done ( rock version)
2) Within Temptation- Frozen
3) Plumb- Better
4) Faber Drive-Tongue Tied
5) Evanescence- Everybody's Fool
6) Teen Titans Theme
Everyone should check out Plumb's Better. I think it rocks la. Her voice sounds like Avril Lavigne and Amy Lee mashed up together. Seriously! I wonder why Christian Rock Bands song content are so damn nice. Example Skillet (i love them!), Kutless ( cool band too)...now Plumb. Haha.
Although some songs they sing about God, mostly they sing about life.
Why am i crapping about songs? Anyways, Thendiana and I played Uno Stacko with my stapler bullets. So damn fun la!!!!!
4:41 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
OHMYGOD!!!!
ALL FIVE OF US MADE IT TO
ROUND 3!!!
I was damn shocked cuz given the situation during the camp, it seems that we failed. But nevertheless, i have to get ready for BP test which is presumably the hardest round. Ahhhhh!
PGA, here i come...
5:20 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Okay, i just got a cool new playlist which i got to know from Thendiana.
The songs are ( if i can remember)
1) Within Temptation-Memories
2)Taylor Swift- Teardrops on my Guitar
3) Faber Drive-Tongue Tied
4) Ben Jelen- Come On
Yar.... i will be adding more songs. Actually wanted to put in Within Temptation's Frozen but all the links were not working. So there.
For my PGA results for round 2, nobody knows lor. I even asked the other candidates like Shi Yan but their guider all got no news. Sigh~ Is this supposed to be a bad or good sign?
I don't know...i don't even wanna know. But if we get through this, at least i have a plan which i think will stop us from backstabbing each other. Ya! I hope it works and all 5 of us will get in.
Oh God, please help.I really want this award. I wanna make my parents proud and make the other teachers like the two shit think twice about me. I wanna make a difference. I wanna give inspiration to all the quiet and "insignificant" Guides like i once was when i was in sec 1 and 2. I don't want to let anyone down. But i don't want to know my results. My chance of passing is only 50%. Half of it which i passed for my Campfire and the other half which i failed as QM.
Dear God. Please help. Every second that passes by, my heart rate will increase and i begin to dread the next day. Oh My God. Someone please....save..me.
8:29 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
The cast photo of the Cullen family by Stephine Meyer on her book Twilight. Requested by Priscilla. Edward looks funny. Only Calisle look like a vampire. Ha~
5:04 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
okayy guys, i'm back from my -sigh- PGA Camp. I was so damn tired till i slept from 2.00pm till 7.50pm. And i will sleep some more later. Maybe i should ask my parents if i can skip school tomorrow...hmmm.Anyways, i shall put down what happened during the camp.I know you'll be dying to hear all the juicy details.or maybe not...
Day1:
Reach Camp Christine. strike two tents which Hougang sec left. Actually not supposed to strike, but we heard Uncle Ghazali wrongly and kinda got "scolded" in a nice way. Had Gadget making for Shi Yan's PGA test and since i wasn't her RP(resource personnel), i slacked. Anyways. after lunch, we had this Amazing Race for Carine's PGA test and my station was at the Canoe shed. Task? Compose a song about the history of guiding. Haha. Everybody said my station was the most fun. But i was a "mosquitoes buffet", sitting there for like 1 hour plus till they finally showed up. Den dinner which i had to instruct my Cooks patrol to prepare. Actually my role as QM is to supervise, order the cooks patrol on duty that day to cook , orderlies patrol that day to serve and handle out the food. But got scolded and lectured a lot about kitchen hygiene. Seriously, i didn't know that we couldn't put washed utensils on the counter top, anything besides pots and pans on the counter top. Even packaged candles, margarine in a tub etc etc. ALL also cannot put. Then got lectured about the dish rags never opening them fully to dry but just clumping them together on the hanger. I mean, all this small matter which i thought was insignificant. Anyways, Rachel had her Guides Own and then she left for the piano theory exam when she was done. Supper, bathe, lights out.
Day 2:
Morning, instructed cooks patrol for that day to prepare breakfast. Had morning exercise. Then break colours. Then we got scolded by a commissioner cuz NONE of us knew haw to tie the flag and what the colour party was supposed to do. Actually i know the command, but hello, QM. Not supposed to lead but i tried to whisper commands to them. Then the girls don't even know how to get into a horseshoe. Then they kept going in circles and circles. LOL. Then we kena scolding for that too cuz or CC, didn't give the correct command. We even had to bring down the Guides Handbook to refer to. WTH, soooo embarrassing. Breakfast finish, the it was Lydia's Wide Game test. My job as her RP was just to supervise. Then lunch, then all the complains and scoldings intensified. Did anything, scold. Say anything, scold. Wa lao, that Ms Ng....scolding expert.Scold and nag and nag and nag. We even dubbed her as Ji Zha Por. Then i had to leave to prepare my campfire stuff so i told the girls that they have two hours free time to discuss their campfire performance while Mrs Peter sat the five of us down for a mini-talk. She told us that Ms Ng has failed all five of us in terms of camp roles. So she gave us another chance to show her tomorrow morning what we can do and try if she can persuay Ms Ng's opinion about us. When we heard that, we were like OMG. We were going to fail PnO. Then we really really got depressed.
So when time to lower colours, we gathered all the girls and sat them down in the field, any from Mrs Peter and Ms Ng. We told that about the situation we were in and Rachel's tone was so pleading and since i was unable to complete my preparation for my campfire, i was already close to tears as the campfire starts like in 1 and a 1/2 hours later and my cobhouse fire not done, fire torch not done. But Mrs Peter allowed me to have an indoor campfire but Ms Ng objected and wanted me to have an outdoor campfire or else she will fail me. But luckily, she left for the afternoon and Mrs Peter told me that she wanted an indoor campfire, don't care what Ms Ng
say. So yeah, Rachel and the other 3 girls told our PGA guides what happened. Then i was like OMG OMG, I'm gonna cry. Cuz stressed mah. So i just broke down. Yeah, just to let all my tension out.
Den the girls actually listen and were willing to cooperate with us.So i broke colours cuz i know the command and went up for dinner. Dinner, i cannot eat cuz i was stressed and was like looking at the weather, hoping that it will rain. Then aft dinner, i prepared the room. then i rained. So i had every right to host and indoor campfire and Ms Ng cannot say anything about it.
So prepare campfire lor, run through details lor....nothing much. Campfire as usual. Finished in like 1hr 30 minutes excluding Manito. Rachel also finished earlier than planned. But we had no choice lah. But inclusive of manito, my campfire was in a total of 2 hrs. Then evaluation, all the girls said my indoor campfire was great, better than expected. Blah blah blah. Only one girl didn't like it. That was all. Then the rest of my PGA girls helped me clear up as Mrs Peter sat me down. She said, i almost failed because of one girl, but thankfully, she said i was aware to signal to that girl to tone down and not be high anymore. Then she also praised me that my songs were obvious that i had the curve, slow songs became quiet. Starting building up tempo. She said she had been to all campfires for PGA and my songs part was the best ( cuz i really follow closely to the curve lah). Anyway, i saw my score sheet. All the squares i got 8 points upon 10 and only one was 7. Then she asked me how was my budget. Total was like only $36, so i scored some more points as my budget was within intended range. Then for my "fire", i recycled the plastic bags so she was impressed. Overall, i passed campfire. Then Ms Ng came back with Last year's a PGA FA (Xin Hui) . At first we had a bad impression of her but when we got to know her, she was kinda okay. Then COH with PLs, they were so sweet. they conveyed us the message that all the girls wanted to write a petition if we fail. We were like so damn touched but advised them not to, in case Ms Ng and Mrs Peter think that we bribe them or something. then 1am in the morning, Xin Hui requested us to have a PGA COH when we were ready to sleep. COH till 2am in the morning. I was damn tired lah, but she went on and on and on. So when she finished, we all thankfully jumped into bed and slept like pigs.
Day 3:
Woke up, duties as usual.Lydia and i isolated ourselves away to untie my cobhouse and pack my firewood. In actually fact, we were too lazy to pack the tents la. Haha, so we slacked and instead of untying the twine, we cut the twine and hid the scissors when Ms Ng asked what are we doing. So we made show of untying the twine. Haha.And she fell for it. But actually, the twine cannot come off cuz all stuck together. Packed everything, i kena scolded one time for not supervising the girls in the kitchen because i was sending some ppl to the field for combing. Hello? They were talking to me and fining out what to do and Ms Ng scolded me. WTH. Yeah, then some girls kena stomach ache, i think it was due to either the large amount of cheese they had during outdoor cooking and had indigestion or it was the breakfast. I think it was the houseflies that landed on the bread. I told Mrs Peter that houseflies were unhygienic and requested a plate to be put over the bread to keep it clean but she say never mind. Then it's like so many houseflies la. All the germs. So i refused to eat the topmost slice of bread. Anyways, packed everything up and left the campsite. Then not even a single girl came back to help us carry out stuff. Uncle Ghaz had to walk all the way over to help cuz it's really a lot of things la. The Mrs Peter scolded the girls for not helping us carry. Then COH in the bus with Xin Hui. Then reach GG HQ and the five of us had our picture taken and Dad arrived to fetch me. Monday i had to bring back my big big box, pails and gadget pole. Walao, so damn heavy la. I think i have to bring in to school one by one. Damn.
Okay,that was all. Overall, everyone rated the camp was great but deep down, i really hated the camp although i never had to lift a finger, well, seldom la. It was damn tiring and Tuesday, the results will be out. So if one fail, all will fail. One pass, all will pass. So...yea. I don't have anything to say. Test-wise, i knew i passed, but as camp staff, i think i failed. So Mrs Peter, Ms Ng and Uncle Ghaz will have a meeting and debate our skills, whether were were worthy as PGA guides.
I'm tired la, very very tired. And my leg itches like crazy. Whatever. It's over, that is done cannot be undone. The End.
8:12 PM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Okay
Tmr is my PGA camp...and it's like raining almost every hour.
So bye bye dry-weather programme, hello wet weather programme,
I really hope that it rains on Saturday night...liddat then i dun need to worry about my fire.
Anyways, went to Raffles City to buy my Roxi pencilcase and Terra action figure. Stopped at the wrong station. Supposed to be at City Hall but i got down at Raffles Place. LOL.
Then later went to Chinatown to purchase cloth for our identities. Forgot to obtain receipt.Anyways quite cheap la. One and a half metres for $3.00 everybody pay $0.60.
Then rushed down to Compass point to photocopy my evaluation forms and song booklet. Walao, soooo expensive. Costs over $20.!!!!
Den went up to Value$ to buy utensils and bowls in-case any ppl forget to bring their stuff.
I'm like sooooo tired now.
Gonna play with my Teen Titan paperweight (Terra)...OMG!!!!
So damn cool~
*squeals like a crazed fan-girl*
1:32 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Okay, i;m back from my campfire dry-run.
It was good and bad at the same time.
I really got mind-block for some songs, i just couldn't start or remember what is the first line. Lol, i like need some ppl to prompt me while i look sheepishly to the crowd.
Then the worst part was singing Pearly Shells. Cuz i did not learn that song in sec 1 and 2 so basically i just mouth out the words whenever we sing this song.
Anyways, what is over is over. I don't care what lasting impression i left to my juniors.
What is done cannot be undone.
Yar, thanks everyone for the encouragement for my PGA. So sweet of u guys....
Tags: To Yile, it's ok, i will just push down the tag with some random tags,
Anyway, i just wanna do another hate post:
To Mdm Bitch and Rihanna,aiyoh, today squeeze under a small umbrella just to shelter yourselves from a light rain. So pathetic. You know what came into my mind? You guys are like two shit stuck together in a toilet bowl. YOU BOTH STINK!!!!
walao, say my parents....that part i don't care. But you said it was MY FAULT? Please lah, Mdm Bitch first started the trouble....damn shit.Stupid fucktards..... dun like me and dun trust me lah, since when i trusted you...ESPECIALLY YOU MDM BITCH. I STILL WON'T FORGET THAT INCIDENT. BIG MOUTH.
oh ya, one scary incident happened in school around 7.15pm:
I was alone outside the hall waiting for the lights to go on, Rasyiqah and Zoe had to run other errands. Then when the last row of lighted flickered on, i went back in and cut my stuff.
The suddenly, the stage like got some whispering sounds. As if there was a singing concert but the songs are sung in whispers.Then i freaked out la, then i rushed to the hall shutters and luckily Rasyiqah came back.
OMG, i almost cried.... i can't make out what the whispers are but it's really like a song.OMG!!!!!
10:47 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
Okay i am grounded by my parents.
So will not be blogging almost everyday.
Rihanna indirectly suan me for the dropping to combined science issue. I mean, WTH? I wanna drop, it's my parents who refused. So everything my fault lah?
Mdm Bitch will take over the name of Tsai YiLing.
Bitch sounds nicer on her, don't you think so?
3:23 PM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Okay, back from pre-camp training.
So fun! The girls were better than i had expected and they know most of the songs.We even learnt NEW songs. So me and raachel kinda embarassed cuz we dunno how to sing.
Ya, actually not all of them r sec 1s. Some schools included sec 2s and 3s. So actually we were kinda "blessed" with such a good PGA company.
Yar~
Thats all i have to say...oh ya got one incident very funny.
The bus was heading to the campsite and we drove past a security guard tent.
They were checking for Mas Selamat. Then this young soilder had to check the bus so he boarded the bus. Then i yelled...
" Guides greet!"
And everyone on the bus said.." Good morning, Sir!"
Then this soldier laughed and was damn embaressed so he never check finish the bus but only the first two seats and quickly got of the bus.
Then i laughed and said.." Whoa, we're so bad, scare him off."
Haha, it was damn damn funny lah!
LOL!
just a random shout-out to a particular bitch: Hey if you show me attitude in class,i'm gonna show attitude back. I won't hesitate to say.." fuck you, bitch" or point my middle finger. So long sucka.
9:47 PM
Friday, March 7, 2008
Okay, things went out better than i had expected.
This morning Tsai YiLing showed me attitude. Not happy then tell me lah. Still wanna chuck the verification forms in front of me. Bitch.
Guides- Okay, today was our last guides session. Sob~
Had sing-a-long session with the sec 1s today and we really had a blast. So fun, i almost lost my voice. Heh~
PTM- Long story, i'm tired. Update later or just ask me in school, easier.
Now chionging my PGA stuff and getting ready for tomorrow. Sigh~
Gd nite everyone~
9:34 PM
Thursday, March 6, 2008
My bitchy form teacher is screwed!!!
Okay, so everything turned out okay for me.
Mdm Tan called Dad and she was very rude to him.
Memorable instances include...
1) Slamming down of phone
2) Rude replies
3) LIES TO COVER HERSELF
OMG! So damn cool. I can't imagine her slamming down a phone on my dad.
He told me he was damn pissed and
thats why meeting Mr Leong to complain abt the teachers harassing the students to drop to combined science.
So basically, Mdm Tan and probably Rihanna is gonna get it tomorrow.
Haha, so my dad was very supportive for me and he said
mdm Tan is a bitchy teacher up to something.
She just wanna keep all the A1 students and ask all the failures
and just-passed ppl to drop so they also can get A1 then she will get bonus.
Mrs Foo was right.
Ahahaha....
SCREW U TSAI YILING,
FUCK U AND UR POINTLESS PLAN.
U R THE SUCKIEST FORM TEACHER I EVER HAD....
GO TO HELL LAH!!!!!!
9:02 PM
Okay, i am officially in deep trouble now.
Tsai YiLing called up my Dad about the PTM and then i don't know what happened...She went to talk to mdm Zurina and Mdm Zurina secretly told me that Dad is coming down to school tomorrow to meet Mr Leong.
I mean..WTF? I just wannadrop physics and he needs to meet the principal? What for?
I think he wants to complain about Tsai YiLing cuz i did tell him before that she taught physics in mandarin cuz some chinese-speaking ppl don't understand what she was saying in english.
Wa-lao. I'm gonna confront my dad tonight.
I think i;m going to cry tomorrow again~
I swore to myself that i will NOT cry anymore.
Crying is good to let out your frustrations but crying excessively is just being plain sissy.
I don't know...
I dun wanna go to school tomorrow...
Can somebody just kill me or shoot me or just stab me....
Viruses, i'm free for your taking.
Just wanna sleep later... pls don't disturb.
3:17 PM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Okay, Tze Kiat and Thendiana thankfully did not catch the HFMD. Good,
Tze Kiat just got allergies and Thendiana , flu.
Anyways, i decided to change my blog song again.
This is Once Upon a December by Anastasia my favourite movie when i was small.
Listening to this song actually led me to reminisce about my past..
I'm like so glad i took Literature. Haha, i can appreciate lyrics better now...Yay!
Anyways, i really really wanna watch Anastasia again, i forgot who lent me the show last year...
Was it Thendiana or Grace...?Hmmm.....
Friday is drawing nearer, i must get prepared. Must learn all the songs and melody by heart. I must keep my smile on at ALL TIMES.Then here comes Saturday, pre-camp training and subsequently the actual PGA camp...
I am nervous, very.
Anyways, i might be dropping physics. Completely. So i'll have pure bio and pure chem to concentrate on. My chem tuition teacher is very confident to let me get at least a B3 for my "O"s. So, out you go physics. I never liked you...ever.
Tsai Yi Ling is gonna get scolded by my dad this friday for PTM. hAHA. Cuz i complained to him abt her....
Too bad. I don't wanna stick around when he is mad....
But i got a hunch that he won't scold wan...cuz i think tsai yi ling was once his patient. Heck, 1/4 of the school went to his clinic and some even got treated by him. LOL.
One famous example, Lincoln Tee.
Haha~
i just realised another job i would love to do..
A lyricist for cartoons or movies!!! Ya, put my piano skills to good use!
Oh yeah, 987...pls pls pls stop copying my music playlist. This morning.."New on 987fm, Lifehouse, Whatever it takes"
Please, that song has been around for sooooo long and i had it in my mp3 since the beginning of last year. stop copying my music!!!!
Anyways, if u wanna copy pls copy Within Temptation. Then S'poreans will like them and will one day invite WT to s'pore for a concert...WOW..GOSH!!!
And this song
Someone sings...
Once upon a December~
4:22 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Okay, Thendiana called
Tze Kiat has blisters on her hands. Apparently the Hand Foot Mouth disease is beginning to spread.
Uh OH!!!
I checked with my dad. He said children more prone to get HFMD, teens and adults hard unless their immune system is very weak
or
those who did not get HFMD before will get it la
I had it when i was a baby so I'm relatively safe. But i still must be cautious.
So my chance of getting it is kinda low although Mrs Foo had hugged me.
I'm feeling really funny now. I felt neusiated in the morning, now my palms and foot are itching and my neck is like cramping up.
I think i'm going to be sick. Oh shit....
Anyways, i changed my blog song again.
Ayumi Hamasaki- Together when...
I love this song and i am proud to have composed this song on piano. It's a great achievement since i finished composing it in less than an hour. I repeat, i am PROUD to compose this piece on piano. Woo-hoo!
I love my piano...
Sigh~ Now i;m at a lost for my future ambitions
1)Voice Acting/ Voice-over strictly for cartoons/ movies and animations.
2) DJ
3)Piano Teacher
4) Ballet teacher
5) Veterinarian
6) Singer?
7) Band pianist?
8) author?
I really don't know...
9:37 PM
I was almost late again today all thanks to the rain.
Then i was supposed to sit with Thendiana in the hall but she had the flu today. WTH. So i sat with Rachel and Madeline and both of them plus Melody dun look happy about that. Well, Eunice asked me to sit beside her wan wad.
Then during recess, Grace, i dunno how she walk but she suddenly slipped and almost fell splat to the ground. Haha. Her expression is priceless.
Then during MT, Mali was okay today. Can joke with us. Then Ms Tay took over. Ya. She complimented me about the Thinking Day speech (ahem, my voice...duh). Then she asked if next time there is any speech reading, would i be interested to her her. Then i was like..."Sure. No problem!"
I like speaking to the mic. It's so damn fun. I really think my career next time will somewhat related to the mic.
Hoo-boy.
Now i have other more important issues. Apparantly Mrs Peter's email address is F****d up, i can't send my proposal and so many ppl kena affected. It's not really my fault. If she is going to deduct marks about that, i really really think it's unfair.
Then the other 3 PGA guides like not interested la. Everytime Rachel and I sms or email them, they won't reply. We were supposed to meet up today but suddenly, no news. I dunno what they want la. It's like as if they dun want to work together, just focussing on themselves.
Oh Man, this Saturday is the pre-camp training and we still have sooooooooooo many things that we have not prepared yet. I wonder what is our Guides motto?
2:09 PM
Monday, March 3, 2008
For starters, i would like to wish Jason Ackles (role of Dean Winchester in Supernatural) a very Happy Birthday!!! If you don't know who he is, he is that dude standing closest to you, wearing blue shirt.
Anyways, Mrs Foo contracted the Hand Foot Mouth disease and the whole school kena checked today. Our classroom has to be disinfected. Muahaha. But seriously, Mrs Foo hugged me on Friday so i am a potential health hazard.For your safety, please stay away from me....
Anyways, regardless to many people complianing about my private blog, i shall make it public again. Happy?
Those who are not in favour of my posts or think that i should not be so open,or you were disturbed by my snide remarks. Too bad. Don't like it? Then dun read it.
It's my own personal space to rant.
So get lost.
I've got enough problems on my mind than to waste my time worrying about your feelings.
Yours Sincerly... Cold-hearted Ice-Queen Bitch.
(sorry, that was my evil twin ranting....please excuse her...)
5:27 PM
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Went for Lit class today, One of my ex-lit classmates didn't do well for all the subjects so she had to retake her "O"s .Was quite shocked about that.
Wrote a poem during Lit class. Actually we had no choice for that matter. You must write a poem "Solitude" then you can go home. So i was like sitting there, thinking and reminiscing.
Should I write about what happened yesterday?
Should i write about my life?
But in the end, i just crapped and wrote a weird poem.
So i happily handed it up and started packing up. Then my Lit teacher was like..." Wow, Pam. Your poem content is very dark. Good, very good." Then he looked at me as if i had personal issues.
Actually, i don't really know what i was writing. A mother in jail, seeking solitude away from everyone, The world. Promising her son that she'll be back for him. Something like that.
Yeah~
For dinner, i went out with my family to Raffles City to try out that Japanese Food Bazaar that looks like Marche.
The food there was crap!
Actually i had intentions to buy another Teen Titan figurine but decided to buy that secretly. Woo-hoo!
Anyways...I still haven't sent the PGA proposal. Hotmail is lagging and it's not my server problem. Eh, okay already.
Haha, thanks for all the tags, Grace, Thendiana, YiLe , Lizhu and Rasyiqah.
-edited upon request-
10:51 PM
omg OMG OMG OMG!!!!!
