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Hello human beings,
Welcome to my nonsensical blog
Have a horrible day ahead! ^_^
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Okay, i had finally recorded Teardrops on my Guitar on Piano without me singing cuz i think its crap. Remember to praise me! Muahaha... I think i;m going to upload Ayumi Hamasaki's Together When... on piano. Then subsequently Within Temptation songs and some random ones. Oh Yeah. I love my new hobby!
Just two more days and i'll be 16 years old! Yipee! I can't wait till Friday. I WANT PRESENTS!!!!1
6:28 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Didn't sleep well last night, Rachel SMSed me abt yesterday's issue. Refected on it and started crying in bed. Thats why i turned up in school today with tear-bags under my eyes.
I still dun feel that its my fault. So i;m not going to apologise to Rihanna.
Fine. I know you said "The person who siad thaat. You don't come to me and ask for my help. Don't even talk to me."
Fine. Who says i need your help or even talk to you.You complete 438( in chinese).
Photo taking sucks. Didn't really smile.
Thendiana and Grace, cheer up okay. Need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, i;m here for you girls.
Rihanna,i HATE you. Cai Yi Ling, I HATE you. That is all....
3:54 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
I broke once of my 2008 resolutions again. But this time... i just don't know what to say.
This morning 蔡依林 asked if Thendiana and i had made up our minds to drop to combined Phys/Chem. But both of our parents had refused so i told her that our parents dun let us drop. Then she said that both of us were at risk. Then i just said, well, we didn't understand what the NIE teachers had taught us so our foundations were weak thats why we can't catch up now.Then she said then why never ask for help but i said I dun like Rihanna. Then Thendiana also say Rihanna dun like us.
Then during Rihanna period, apparantly 蔡依林 so big mouth, she TOLD Rihanna what we said. And that is not all. 蔡依林 ACTUALLY CHANGED MY SENTENCE AND rihanna scolded the whole class by indirectly shooting at Thendiana and me saying that Some ppl in 4E2 said that her teaching is very lousy. WTH?
Hello? I didn't even mention about Rihanna's teaching. FUCK 蔡依林lah, anyhow put words into my mouth. Walao, i feel so damn effing upset that the class got scolded and the fact that MY OWN FORM TEACHER gossiped behind students backs, changing MY sentence and making it like as if it was MY fault. I am soooo damn pissed off.
So i cried. Again. I'm not a cry-baby okay? I just cry whenever i am wrongly judged and emotionally and mentally upset. But thanks to Rachel, Priscilla, Zi Yi and Ms Low for comforting me.
ZiYi, i know you forgive me because you agree with me that 蔡依林 is a bitch. But i still feel that some ppl in my class hate me and blame me for Rihanna's outburst.I can sense it okay? My empathy levels are higher than yours so does that answer your question?
Teachers are to teach in school and make the students feel at home. The students can put their trust and confide in the teachers. But what happened today proves that i can no longer reveal any secrets with 蔡依林 any longer. If i were to tell a secret to her? I believe after 5 minutes in the staff-room, boom. All the teachers will know already.
To all 4E2 ppl, i'm really really sorry okay. If you forgive me and bychance reading this sentence. Pls tag me and forgive me.
Tomorrow there's physics. I'm not going to show my "pissed-off" face to her but I'm NOT going to talk to her just like the way i'm treating Rihanna.
蔡依林 welcome to my never-ending list of fucktards. Enjoy your permanent stay. Have a nice day!
3:41 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Okay, i rebonded my hair,but never cut, sad sia. Now i can go for shampoo ads and swing my hair. Haha.
Last night i had another vivid dream. Sigh, here we go again...
****~~~*** There is some sort of a mini fair in school so Thendiana, TzeKiat and I were walking around, checking out the stuff. Then we walked out to the balcony over-looking the parade square but no fence and looked down. There, I saw a Within Temptation signing booth. LOLs. Then i wanted to go down but the stairs were missing. Thendiana suggested that we jump down. But i refuse.
So she grabbed TK both of them jumped down, but at the last second, she grabbed my hand and i fell side-ways down and landed on a nail. Then the nail entered into my spine and then there was pain and darkness ( like, duh!)
Woke up to find myself in a very luxurious hospital suite. My Family was inside and my dad was bragging about this suite. Blacked out again.
Regained consciousness and found many ppl from 4E2 plus the Teen Titans at my bedside. Robin is like telling everyone that I'm okay... Blackout again.
Then after a "few" days, i was discharged and returned to school. Sat in class and Thendiana apologised to me. I forgave her and pressed on to ask what actually happened but she refused to tell me.
So i asked another person and she said. When i fell and go splat on the ground, everyone started screaming. A teacher called the security gurad to come over and he carried me to another spot. Some teachers were there but she told me that Mdm Zurina saw what happened to me and cried.
Blah blah blah...cannot remember what happened. Tried to catch up my work in school. While occasionally touching my back to feel the stab wound. The End
~~~***~~~
Stupid sia this dream. At least get Robin to hold my hand or hug me. Sigh...
Alright, wow, suddenly i talk about Rihanna, so many ppl tagged me.
Rihanna sucks.
Reply Tags time!!!
1) LinTing- Rihanna = kiam pah 2) YiLe- Relinked and yes it is her... 3) Grace- I know you pretend to fall but you sat on the floor and whined so damn funny.
5 more days to my birthday... i want presents...no birthday "bash" or smashing of the cake in my face or else i'll personally set fire on your hair with my birthday candles and you become botak like Britney Spears.
8:34 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Morning- Met up with PGA girls at Mac for a rushed breakfast. Caught the bus to GG HQ and was late for PGA briefing. But no worries, Cuz only two ppl turned up. Muahaha. Anyways, didn't get scolding from Mdm Zurina. Ya, den she asked if my dance girls are ready to perform cuz we can actually squeeze in our item for the last rehearsal today. Cuz she told me that de North D ppl liked my dance item idea. Then they were really really looking forward to it. But, because of some screw-ups, we were "disqualified". Called Lakshmi to ask if they had taught the Brownies the steps, but she busy so there goes our last last chance....*sob*
AFTERNOON- Went to library with PGA girls exp Ling Ling. Ya. Borrowed another Karen Robards' book( hooray!) and Stephen King's Everthing's Eventual ( been looking for so long). Did you know? That library at Bishan dedicated one WHOLE bookcase for Stephen King's books? There were like 10 copies of every book he wrote before. There was a wider selection of Karen Robards' books too. Felt so happy in that library. Rasyiqah, Zoe and I borrow books. Then went to J8 to crap around.
Late Afternoon- Went for Lit class. Nothing much. Felt like an underaged senior cuz i know so many things ( beacuse last yr i was in his class ma).
Mid-day-Damn, this is the bast part. Grace and Nila LIED to me!!! They told me that they were celebrating Prevathi's birthday but i told Grace i might not be able to make it. Then Grace was like "WHAT?" Suspicious sia. So ended up going to SK CC. Met Prevathi on the way. Then this is the best part.
Prevathi was told that they were celebrating my Birthday today and they told me that we were celebrating Prevathi's birthday today. OMG. End up, it's to honour both of us. Haha. So damn funny. Ya. Guess what i got for my present???
A 100% official WITHIN TEMPTATION T-SHIRT!!!! OMG. I was so damn shocked. Cuz it cost $39.90 and Grace, Prevathi , Nila and i think Uma spilt the cost. Wow. Thanks Tidos. But if i received it on Friday, i think i would have cried. Ya.
Oh, den i passed Prevathi her belated present and we had cake. Saw MeiYi walk past. Then Grace, Prevathi and Nila started throwing and smearing cake towards each other. LOL. So damn funny. The best part is where Grace fell down and acted so pathetic. saying " Nila, very pain, very pain" then she reached towards Nila with her cream smeared hands. The people sitting st the table beside us started laughing. So damn funny.
Got dad to pick me up. Got ready for ballet.
Night- Ballet, i got my stamina back. Yay. Not so tiring today.
Okay reply tags time
1) LiZhu- Rihanna is a bitchy teacher in our school. Ask me in sch, i will tell u cuz later she google her name and it accidently pops up, i;m doomed.
2) ShuMei- Dearest PS. LOL thanx for your concern but my de-stress method is to watch Teen Titans and fantasise my wedding with Robin... sigh~!
3) Thendiana- I'm sorry dat Rihanna made you cry today. Cheer up okay? I promise we will take revenge.
4) Grace, Nila and Prevathi. Thank you sooo much for a short but memorable afternoon mini birthday celebration. I love my shirt and will treasure it always. Love you guys. ^_^^_^^_^
9:51 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
All my hard work has gone down the drain. But it's not the first time.'
When Mdm zurina announced that my Thinking Day performance was cancelled, i was like " What~?!". We worked sooo hard. I work harder, editing songs, staring at the computer screen trying to decipher the dance steps from "Work This Out" on YouTube.
I was disappointed. Very.
That time Zoe and my Wide Game also cancelled. We like worked over it everyday till midnight. But in the end?
Sigh~. Rejection is a bad thing. But there are good sides to it too.
1) I dun have to stay back on Thursdays cuz no SSPs and Dance practice. 2) Less tired when go home. 3)More time to STUDY 4) Thursday+Friday+Saturday dancing= leg tired 5) No resaon for Rihanna to scold me for not turning up for SPA on Saturdays 6) Lesser work load and stress.
Anyways, today i shall compile the resaons for Rihanna's behaviour 1)She is racist and biased 2)She cares more about money than the well-fare of the students (eg. asking failures to drop so she can get more ppl wif A1s and get a pay rise) 3) Her traumatic secondary sch life ( seriously, her method is out of date- says so by my parents)
That is all. Oh and by chance Rihanna if you are reading this. You suck, real hard!
7:58 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Photo 1: Me and the tour guide "Xiao ren"
Photo 2: Looking at something...
Photo 3: bro, mum and me...who is preetier?
Photo 4: Me ...haha!
6:24 PM
Okay, today had dance practice and me, Farah and Lakshmi had finally choreographed finished the whole dance ( well, except the Lead Dancers part) Ya~
Haseena, damn you la, can't you pay me back my $8?!!! No money den save up la, always see you buy stupid stuffs in CP and take-away junk food home. CB! Why don't you suck up to your Rihanna. Teachers' Pet!
Anyways, i told Rihanna dat i dropping to combined phys and chem and asked if i need to come for SPA on saturday. Den she said yes. But the i told her that i have dance ( didn't elaborate it) then she give me that look and walk away.
Do i suck? Yes i think i really do. On and before i forget..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PREVATHI~!!!
6:13 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
{{ You made my life miserable. You asked for forgiveness but i refused. You hugged me, i pushed you away. Your sarcasm hits me like a dagger to my heart. Your stupid powerpoint slides are filled with horrendous grammatical errors. Your freaking voice causes me to cringe everytime i hear it. Your words of "drop pure take combined" leaves me in confusion. You obviously don't have a heart for other people's feelings cuz your humongous breasts occupies all of your chest, there's no space for your heart. It will be pointless murdering you as you don't have a heart for me to stab. But i can mentally kill you, curse you and imagine how my life would be without you. Sometimes, i wish you were never born.}}
It's all about Ms. RIHANNA!!!! I HATE YOU!!! Today in class she suan me not once but TWICE. First, i failed my class test. it;s my fault, i admit. But second, you started criticizing me and wanting me to drop to combined. But i know you hate my attitude, Why? Because i totally IGNORED you! You were talking to me but i pretended to be busy, looking here and there, copying things for physics common test. HAH! You even asked if i was paying attention to you. But no~! I totally enjoyed it. Ignoring you has been one of my favourite pastimes.
eeew, why am i dirtying my blog just to dedicate a hate post to you? Who cares.
Just get out of my life`~
6:01 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Okay, I am officially doomed.
Starting from today, i only have 23 more days till Thinking Day.
Which means I can only have 8 more rehearsals with the Guides and Brownies, well, only 3 for brownies. I am dead meat...Oh dear!
I don't care, every Monday, Thursday and Friday we will rehearse. If we don't get the steps right,automatically, you will be out. Okay, that sounded a bit harsh.But i only have 19 spots for Guides to fill in plus 2 reserve.
On a side note, I'm sorry Nila. Sec 2s are priority. If there are not enough spaces, i'll have to leave you out.
Anyways, i;m gonna do a shout-out now. Please bear with me...
HASEENA, CAN YOU PLEASE RETURN MY $8 WHEN U COME TO SCH TO COLLECT YOUR RESULTS OR ELSE I;M GONNA TAKE ACTION ALREADY. IT'S BEEN 8 MONTHS OKAY!!!!
Okay, done. I think i'm gonna drop to combined. Today in the car i told my dad that combined easier to score than pure sciences. Then he also agree.Actually, when sec2 streaming, he told me to go combined. But due to my ahem, marvelous A1s for almost all my subjects, i cannot take combined. (said by HOD)
dUMB SCHOOL. skss sucks. Dunno why that Anglican High boy come. Dad and mum thinks he got booted out from the school thats why.
9:09 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
Woo,
Just had a crazy dream last night. Okay, here's what happened. I was in a school hall and all my Sec2 dancers are standing in horse-shoe formation in front of me and there were brownies sitting on the floor behind me, watching them. Then the Thinking Dance dance song started playing and i saw all my sec 2s dancing like robots. Then they started dancing ballet. When i looked to my left, I saw Lakshmi. Then all the girls behind her, their eyes all started to glow green like Starfire's
OMG, Then the last part i stopped them and taught them one of the ballet movements (chanelle sp?) and Grande Jete at the last part.
Then I went to the toilet to pee. Then the shower head went crazy and sprayed me with water. Then i toweled myself dry and walked out of the toilet. The i opened a cupboard and took out walnuts to eat.
Before that i had another dream but can't remember what happened. LOL.
Today in school after recess we had no lessons all the way till end of school.So shiok!
Anyways, i have a new task for myself. I am going to record myself playing the piano and sing Teardrops on my Guitar. And if it turns out good, i WILL post it on blogger for all to see. Gosh, i can't believe i said that. UH-OH!
4:47 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Hey to whoever is reading this now.
I have *excuse me for bragging* officially composed Taylor Swift's Teardrops on my Guitar piano version. Yay me! Took me 10 minute, i'msooo proud of myself. I have also tried the front part of HSM2 Everyday. Maybe I should consider being a piano teacher. LOL.
Notice: To those wannabe singers entering competition for singing and you need a pianist, i'm yours for free!
But dang YouTube, i'm still unable to upload my piano compositions online.
Anyways, went for Literature class today. Chris nvr come so this old ah pek relieve us. Then his summary of Macbeth is so full of shit that I kept rolling my eyes and shaking my head. Then he even delayed the class till 4.30 and beyond. I had to rush off for ballet so i left at 4.28 somewhere there. But don't know wht time he actually finished.
Okay, the class is all big big ah beng and ah lian. Most are school drop-out and smokers. Eeew! Never mind, Pamy. Lat year also liddat. You will make some friends wan. Be patient.
Later, went back home and changed for ballet.
OMG ballet is EXHAUSTING! I believe that every Saturday I blog about ballet... But really. Grade 7 ballet is so so so tiring. My legs gona drop off soon and my feet still hurt. Don't worry. Next next year you will be Grade 8 and then subsequently you take the Diploma in Ballet and get a ballet teaching licence. Don't give up, Pameline. You have come sooo far. I can do it!
Oh ya, Thanks LiZhu for your Jia You tag. I really appreciate that. But SOME sec 2 s don't appreciate me. Hello, to all sec 2 s reading this. i am having my "O" levels this year and every Thursday, i'm sacrificing my study time just to teach you guys a STUPID dance.
And what? I hear you guys complaining behind my back. Blah blah blah. You all so clever den why don't you take my place la. I'm still freaking angry about this okay.
F*** this. I'm on the verge of breaking down and losing hope in you guys. And SOMEBODY isn't helping me at all.
Everything is always me, me and me.
Screw this.
No, i won't forgive you guys. Wow, i think i'm better of being a scorpio. Get on my bad side, you'll stay there until i die.
Dammit,....
10:05 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
Today was kinda one of the worst day of my life.
It's all about Guides, Guides and more Guides.
The sec 1s suck, they really do.
The sec 2s some girls are so damn lazy, uncooperative and rude.
And lastly, I HATE PGA!!!!
Today i ran around for Treasure Hunting with the Sec1 s, my group was like crap and they were rude to the teachers and cleaners.
After that, suddenly Rachel said that MdmZurina needs two passport photos and me and Zoe had to go to CP, run here and there and then? The pictures were not accepted. Damn.
Then later, i had to teach the sec 2s dance for Thinking Day immediately after I ran back to school.
Den some of them were like so damn dead la. Some were rude and some were just plain stuck-ups. Yes, I know it's really bad saying this but that's what i felt. When I forgot some steps, some of them have those "wa-lao" look.Hello? I have been running non-stop since Guides started. Try doing that and then face a room of monkeys.
Well, at least we learnt the chorus part. Next Thursday i'll group them into their fixed spots and we'll go on from there. Might have to rehearse with the Brownies next saturday. But I'm not free. Maybe I'll get Lakshmi and Farah to teach them then later join them after SPA den run off for Literature class.
MdmZurina also said that the dance is a competition, if we don't get in or fail the auditions, it's bye bye to all my hard-work. Anyways, after Guides, we had another BIG problem. We need to submit passport photos of us in Guides Full-u then Yanting suggested going to her house but Dad was already waiting at the carpark so i promised to send it to her. Now i'm stuck at home resizing and editing my crappy pictures.
Anyways, Happy Birthday Daddy! I bet you were shocked to hear my name and your birthday shout-out on radio this morning! LOL, Rachel heard it.
For those who don't know what happened, i sent a birthday shout-out to 98.7 fm this morning and Dan and Young read it out with my request of a Birthday song sung with a chipmuck voice. Haha, so damn cool lor. Then Dan or was it young said that " Please don't make us sing in a high-pitched voice again,Pameline"
Ya, they mentioned my name TWICE. And daddy said that they pronounced my name until so sexy liddat. Even though daddy said that i should include his name in the shout-out so the whole singapore will know it's his birthday but when i peeked at him, he was smiling sia! i'M SO DAMN HAPPY.(well, in the morning only).
Mom just bought a cake den i just told her wad happened this morning and she laughed like siao.
Anyways, i need to start choreographing for the first half of the dance for the guides and brownies le. Damn, next week got so many tests sia. How am I gonna cope?
8:41 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Sorry, didn't update for like two days.I am trying to cut down on blogging. Does that answer your question, Grace?
Anyways, rehearsed with the Sec 2s today for Thinking Day Performance. They were catching the dance pretty fast, not bad! *claps hands*
Filled out PGA appilcation form with Rachel, Zoe and Mdm Zurina today. Lame, Mdm Zurina kept on hitting me.
Speaking of hitting, Mdm Rabia accidently touched my bum today. Muahaha...then all the teachers left in the staffroom started laughing cuz today's assembly talk is about Outrage of Modesty. Ironic, I know.
Ya, actually, it's just the bone of her finger accidently tap on my butt, nothing much la. I forgive you, Mdm Rabia!
Okay, I have things to rush for Thinking Day dance and other crap.
~Georgina and i presumed today that Cracky didn't make it, then we started "fake" mourning in the ML rom for like 5 seconds. So everyone, let's bow our heads and be silent for a minute.
Cracky was a very brave kitten, she/he endured her/his misery and allowed us to take care of her. She/He will be dearly missed by her saviors. Rest In Peace, Cracky. May you find joy in Kitty Heaven. Goodbye...
On a happier note...my birthday is in exactly two weeks time. I expect presents people...See I so bhb, who cares! ^_^
9:00 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Had a splitting headache today due to lack of sleep last night.
The cause of my insomnia? Heroes+Thinking Day performance
Shouldn't stay up late to watch Heroes...but I loved the show. Damn, last night they revealed who is the murderer,Sylar. Soo damn cool...anyways
Let me tell you a story, I promise to make it short.
Once upon a time, I had two groups of good friends. But now, we seem to be getting more and more distant as the years fly by.Everyday, we passed each other with waves and small smiles. Today, I found out that there was going to be a fight between one group of my friends and another group of my friends.
One group seem to be taking advantage of me, the other wanted my concern. The last time, I was always the motherly figure, keeping both parties at bay. Making them happy with each other's company. Now....?
~The End~
Dun ask me what was that about, i'm not going to talk about it.
*I suspect someone to be hacking into my account WITHOUT my knowledge. Logining in just to read other ppl's private blogs.
I KNOW who you are.And I won't forget this. I'm surprised that it's you.No, scratch that. I am shocked. Betrayal, lies, mistrust....why?
On a happier note, Mdm Zurina finally agreed to my dance proposal. I can finally sleep tonight...
4:47 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Today nothing much.
Morning went to church and apparently sat in front of Mdm Ma. LOL. She's changed sia. Prettier and slimmer. We were like " OMG! HI!" and waved like mad.
Celebrated Dad and Gong Gong Birthday cuz both of their birthday's are one a day apart.
Den my cousins very cute.Three of them made a birthday card for Dad which says :" Happy Birthday, Pe Pe!"
Actually it's "pek pek" but dey dunno how to spell so end up like a high-pitched car horn. Kept on calling my dad Pe Pe all the way home. LOL.
Got fitted for my new spectacles today but will be getting them new Sunday. Saw Li Zhi working. Dad felt sorry and almost wanted to buy a watch from her. Note that i said almost.
Hot update: Mon finally let me re-bond my hair. Yippee! But have to wait for a weekend in which I am free.
I'm turning 16 very very soon! Two weeks time, for your ahem, information.
I really got to stop blogging on my life like, almost everyday. It's not like anyone cares.
9:50 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Just came back from a cancelled Lit class. Stupid counter girl said there's lesson today and then in the end? Lessons are starting next week. Damn it. Wasted my time going all the way to Dhouby Ghaut for nothing. Damn.
Went to the library to cool off. Borrowed a book which i secretly read a few paragraphs from one of the woman standing in front of me in the train.
The book is like so damn disturbing lor. First chapter already got so much violence and gore. My kind of read. Damn, did I just typed out a rhyme? Wadever.
Congrats to ASM to become BG patrol's PS. I really need some help.
Now i just need to plan out and write a nice proposal for Thinking Day dance. Thanks sooo much Mdm Rabia.Now the only "homework" i need to do is to find a suitable music for scene 1.
3:35 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I am now $150 richer today!
Received the EAGLES award, did I deserve it? I don't know. Did I do things for Guides? I can't remember.
This morning, something traumatic happened. I was walking back to class and passed along the Staffroom. Suddenly Rihanna walked towards me from the opposite direction and said "Pameline can I see you for a while"
So I walked towards her lor. Then suddenly she grabbed me and hugged me from the side. Her big big nana squash my chest, so damn uncomfortable. So she asked if I was still angry with her. Then I shook my head. The she crapped about New Year, lets start things new...blah blah blah. Then she asked again. Are you really not angry with me. So I managed to mutter a soft "no"
The finally she released me. I hate hugs! Never hug me....I will push you away.
Ya, then Grace also told me Rihanna acted weird in her lesson today also.Suddenly become so nice. Shit, I think it's an apocalypse. THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END!!!!
Just came back soaking wet from school. Cannot forget the umbrella incident. Prevathi and Grace's umbrella kept on flipping to the underside, facing upwards. I bet everyone within a 100mile range could see that. Not only once you know...it happened like 5 or 6 times.
Ya. Credit time. Thank You to all my friends with clapped and cheered for me and also congratulated me in person when I received my award.
1) Tido family. Thank you! 2) Brenda, Chien Ying, Eva and Jacinta. Thank You! 3) Thendiana. Thank You! 4) Some random teachers. Thank You! 5) Some random 4E2 pupils, esp ZhiYi. I could hear you screaming like a banshee! Thank you! 6) Some random skss pupils that clapped or cheered. Thank You!
Whoa, I thank so many people as if I won Star Awards! LOL.
I need to cram some guides stuff now. Toodles!
3:07 PM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
I want this shirt for my birthday...please please please....
Within Temptation shirt...$39.90. Sigh...so ex!
Grace, I search the whole web and Tokio Hotel don't have their official merchandise for shirts! So even if I help u order...it will never come cause they don't even havd a band t-shirt. Sad hor...?
So...do i still get this for my birthday...? *hint* *hint*
5:24 PM
Okay, I had done something good today. I helped save a Kitten's life.
Felicia and fren brought a kitten to school claiming that they found it injured. It was bleeding from the nose and blood mucus lining is hanging out.
Ms Neo asked them to leave the kitten next the the security guard post and asked Ms Cheryl Ong to call the SPCA.
Since I had finished my late-coming duty, I took care of the poor little baby. Managed to clean most of it's blood on the nose and stem the bleeding on it's right nostril.Before that, it was having a slight seizure,and i kinda freaked out and quickly sat down on the floor beside it and tried to calm it down.
Then Sharina and Georgina found a box where I transferred the kitten in. Managed to coax the kitten to lift it's head and clean off more blood flowing from the left nostril.
Ms Ong and I deduced that it had internal bleeding, some bastard/bitch had apparently injured it by kicking it. It cannot be a cat fight as there are no visible wounds on it's body.
The kitten was in so much pain that it did not open it's eyes. But it was brave enough not to cry out.I was so damn touched at the little kitten's bravery and hope to live.
So Ms Neo and Angela agreed to left me stay until the SPCA van comes but Mr Zul finally chased me away.
So Sharina left her contact details on the box and the security guard told me during recess time that the SPCA will contact her. Guess what? We are going to adopt the kitten! I am going to part own her!
But I'm afraid that the SPCA will put it to sleep.Internal bleeding is fatal and chances for survival is kind of slim. But i put all my faith in it, i believe that it will survive.
Guess what we named it? Cracky the Kitten, cause it's ribs are broken( we think). Duh! The kitten is breathing out blood from the nose which ,means it's lungs are filled with blood.
I really hope to see Cracky alive and well again. Made a wish,hope it comes true...
P.S: Mdm Zurina rejected my proposal for Thinking Day performance. I need to re-plan all over again. Damn.....
4:57 PM
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Today nothing much, i'll just blog about the stuffs that were funny to me.
1) Ziyi strapped his toy puppy, Spencer, on the ceiling fan and we watched it spin round and round. So cute sia.
2) Had a funny conversation with Grace over our very late lunch. I told her to join us in our Thinking Day dance the she said.."I don't dance"
Then I told her to do High School Musical's I don't dance and hold a bat in the middle of the Indoor stadium...ALONE. Then we kinda started laughing like siao.
3) Finished my chem tuition and walked out of the room to find my tuition teacher's children watching Teen Titans season 3: Titans East pt2. Then i stood there like i was posessed. Then my teacher tought that i was afraid of the dog so she qsked her maid to bring the dog to the kitchen. LOL. i WANT TO WATCH tEEN tITANS LA!
Nothing else le...boring. Gonna finish my homework and dance for a bit and hit the shack!
8:26 PM
Monday, January 7, 2008
Oh well, i hate MT.
I got MaLi again AND got into C class. WTH?
But not so bad cause Pamela same MT class as me, at least i have a partner in crime for going to guides late.
I swear that i am going to learn " Work this out" by hook or by crook ( most probably by Friday)
I think I have some inspiration for the Brownies daning part. Yay me!
Tomorrow might have Chemistry Re-exam and Wednesday Humans. Elct re-exam.
At the rate this shitty school is going...I think I am gonna drop dead one of these days....( touchwood)
3:48 PM
Sunday, January 6, 2008
I'm still wondering how are we ( Pamela and I ) are going to choreograph a dance that includes Guides and Brownies with the total number exceeding 20 and with the theme : Leadership.
Spent like two days on YouTube to look for inspiration....But only have ideas for costumes. Lets have capes like superman! Haha....
Tried to learn the "work this out" dance, and I gave up....too difficult. Heck, even my ballet seem easier.
Speaking of Ballet, yesterday I had my first lesson of Grade 7 ballet. Came at 6pm but lesson actually starts at 7pm due to communication breakdown. So 3 other girls also came early.
My teacher saw that i was bored so she asked to to lead the Grade 6 girls to one of the centre dance.
BTW ( I fell on the stairs while going to the CC IN FRONT OF SO MANY PPL!!!!) aRRGGH!
Not my fault. The stairs were wet and i was wearing stockings...very slippery!
Grade 7 ballet is tough tough tough.I was dead beat after the lesson. But barre work very cool!
Going to go for piano lesson in 40 minutes time den go Heartland Mall to get new spectacles. Yay!
There's another thing i wanna blog about...I really hate it when ppl blog with poor english! Seriously. Everytime i read some unidentified person's blog, there will be tons of broken grammar, singlish and crap.
Sorry but I'm a perfectionist in English. Give me crap, i'll scream at you.
27 more days to my birthday...it's on Friday. Which means...HOLY CRAP!!! Guides!~
3:11 PM
Saturday, January 5, 2008
I GOT MY DVD!!!!! YAY!
I feel sooo great! Finally my most favourite Season DVD is in my hands.
Went to Chinatown to buy cloth for class with Grace, Thendiana and "fren".
Got a cheap price for ballet stocking..cool!
Later me and Grace went to HMV to collect my DVD.
Saw Within Temptation shirt among other band t-shirt selling at 1 for $39.00 and 2 for $60.
Seriously, i want that Within Temptation shirt for my birthday present.
But Grace was kinda unhappy cuz they didn't have any Tokio Hotel shirt. Never mind Tido.
Next time we come again i help you order from the staff. LOL!
TEENTITANS...HOW COULD I LIVE WITHOUT YOU~
4:06 PM
Thursday, January 3, 2008
I'm bored...
Tze Kiat~ Thanks for the little tidbits... :)
I'm so bored that i dug out all my old photos and started flipping through them. Guess what I found? My old ballet concert pictures!
It's like dated from my very first concert till the latest one in 2006!
I drew circles and arrows around my head..least you can't see me. LOL!
Can you spot me? Am I the prettiest? LOL! I was in Primary 3 or was it 4 that time... (2nd pic: i'm sitting on da floor behind the girl in white)
This was taken on....2002/2003. Can't really remember....
Beside me is my junior, primary school good fren and ballet class best fren. I miss her...We differnt ballet class now. I'm at the advanced senior grade and she is just one grade below me...
Ha, now is the latest concert pictures...Taken in 2006.
Pretty a not? Just now took a snap-shot of me with pointe my camera suddenly shut down..siao wan.
This year around November or December got another concert at Victoria Concert Hall *(As Usual). Pls support me, buy tickets! LOL!
7:01 PM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Today was the first day of school. Kinda interesting. But first let me thank some people...
1) Thendiana- Thanks for your presents. LOL, tell ur mom no need to spend so much on me. I will like anything that is nice and simple like the Teen Titans keychain. I promise to pay u back.
2) Suk Chun- Lols, thanks for buying present for me although i did not get you one...Will get u a nicer one for your birthday...
3) Prevathi- Thanks for sharing the lil muffin with me!
4) Nila- Thanks for the delicious muffin!
Okay. Back to school matters. No lesson till next week i suppose. Mrs Foo still teaching us maths. Yay~
Mdm Tan our new form teacher. Hope she enjoyed our wacky class...I am still smiling about the drawing incident.
Thendiana drew a spongebob squarepants without any eyes. Then Mdm Tan bend over and peep at our drawing. Then she said " Whoa, very nice. What is it..."
Then I told her that it was Spongebob then she smile and said.." Oh...Matchbox...Interesting"
Then i kinda started laughing like siao.
Then Hwee Teng and the air-con incident also very funny.
But heard that Mr Quek still our EL teacher and not Md Khalidal. Sad...I dun like him.He anyhow accuse me of my originality of my EL compositions.Hello...I am like the best story-writer in skss.Sec 1 and 2 i always score the highest (with the exception of occasional threats from Deborah and Felicia).
Wadeva.
Didn't get my DVD today due to the stupid prefect meeeting. Wasted my time. I thought it was something important like new duty list but no....We just gave out ties and badges to the new prefects.
Oh and by the way... CONGRATULATIONS Lakshmi and Shavidya. BG all the way!
I promise to myself that i will really go tomorrow...sigh. Provided that nothing sudden crops up.
Damn~
9:47 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
LOL. Happy New Year.Dang, I really hope that I won't screw up this year unlike 2007. It was Hell for me last year.This year..lets just make a new year's resolution for fun. Maybe I'll follow it, maybe I won't.
1) Score <12 for "O"Levels. -A1 english -A1 P.Lit -B3 E maths -A2 P. Bio -B3 Chinese -A2 Comb. Humans
2) Lose weight...(>10kg) wHOA..IMPOSSIBLE
3)Continue to be a Teen Titans fan..(3 yrs and counting)
4) Hope that Ms Rihanna won't teach me...XP
5) Good dreams to come true...(LOL, actually also dun need to write this. AHEM!)
Yeah. Tomorrow open school. I HATE SCHOOLING! But I made a promise and I will post it out for all my witnesses to see. I promise to improve my grades and perform well and don't slack like last year.
Tomorrow gettin my DVD..yay! Can't wait! ^_^
6:59 PM
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Okay, i had finally recorded Teardrops on my Guitar on Piano without me singing cuz i think its crap. Remember to praise me! Muahaha... I think i;m going to upload Ayumi Hamasaki's Together When... on piano. Then subsequently Within Temptation songs and some random ones. Oh Yeah. I love my new hobby!
Just two more days and i'll be 16 years old! Yipee! I can't wait till Friday. I WANT PRESENTS!!!!1
6:28 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Didn't sleep well last night, Rachel SMSed me abt yesterday's issue. Refected on it and started crying in bed. Thats why i turned up in school today with tear-bags under my eyes.
I still dun feel that its my fault. So i;m not going to apologise to Rihanna.
Fine. I know you said "The person who siad thaat. You don't come to me and ask for my help. Don't even talk to me."
Fine. Who says i need your help or even talk to you.You complete 438( in chinese).
Photo taking sucks. Didn't really smile.
Thendiana and Grace, cheer up okay. Need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, i;m here for you girls.
Rihanna,i HATE you. Cai Yi Ling, I HATE you. That is all....
3:54 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
I broke once of my 2008 resolutions again. But this time... i just don't know what to say.
This morning 蔡依林 asked if Thendiana and i had made up our minds to drop to combined Phys/Chem. But both of our parents had refused so i told her that our parents dun let us drop. Then she said that both of us were at risk. Then i just said, well, we didn't understand what the NIE teachers had taught us so our foundations were weak thats why we can't catch up now.Then she said then why never ask for help but i said I dun like Rihanna. Then Thendiana also say Rihanna dun like us.
Then during Rihanna period, apparantly 蔡依林 so big mouth, she TOLD Rihanna what we said. And that is not all. 蔡依林 ACTUALLY CHANGED MY SENTENCE AND rihanna scolded the whole class by indirectly shooting at Thendiana and me saying that Some ppl in 4E2 said that her teaching is very lousy. WTH?
Hello? I didn't even mention about Rihanna's teaching. FUCK 蔡依林lah, anyhow put words into my mouth. Walao, i feel so damn effing upset that the class got scolded and the fact that MY OWN FORM TEACHER gossiped behind students backs, changing MY sentence and making it like as if it was MY fault. I am soooo damn pissed off.
So i cried. Again. I'm not a cry-baby okay? I just cry whenever i am wrongly judged and emotionally and mentally upset. But thanks to Rachel, Priscilla, Zi Yi and Ms Low for comforting me.
ZiYi, i know you forgive me because you agree with me that 蔡依林 is a bitch. But i still feel that some ppl in my class hate me and blame me for Rihanna's outburst.I can sense it okay? My empathy levels are higher than yours so does that answer your question?
Teachers are to teach in school and make the students feel at home. The students can put their trust and confide in the teachers. But what happened today proves that i can no longer reveal any secrets with 蔡依林 any longer. If i were to tell a secret to her? I believe after 5 minutes in the staff-room, boom. All the teachers will know already.
To all 4E2 ppl, i'm really really sorry okay. If you forgive me and bychance reading this sentence. Pls tag me and forgive me.
Tomorrow there's physics. I'm not going to show my "pissed-off" face to her but I'm NOT going to talk to her just like the way i'm treating Rihanna.
蔡依林 welcome to my never-ending list of fucktards. Enjoy your permanent stay. Have a nice day!
3:41 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Okay, i rebonded my hair,but never cut, sad sia. Now i can go for shampoo ads and swing my hair. Haha.
Last night i had another vivid dream. Sigh, here we go again...
****~~~*** There is some sort of a mini fair in school so Thendiana, TzeKiat and I were walking around, checking out the stuff. Then we walked out to the balcony over-looking the parade square but no fence and looked down. There, I saw a Within Temptation signing booth. LOLs. Then i wanted to go down but the stairs were missing. Thendiana suggested that we jump down. But i refuse.
So she grabbed TK both of them jumped down, but at the last second, she grabbed my hand and i fell side-ways down and landed on a nail. Then the nail entered into my spine and then there was pain and darkness ( like, duh!)
Woke up to find myself in a very luxurious hospital suite. My Family was inside and my dad was bragging about this suite. Blacked out again.
Regained consciousness and found many ppl from 4E2 plus the Teen Titans at my bedside. Robin is like telling everyone that I'm okay... Blackout again.
Then after a "few" days, i was discharged and returned to school. Sat in class and Thendiana apologised to me. I forgave her and pressed on to ask what actually happened but she refused to tell me.
So i asked another person and she said. When i fell and go splat on the ground, everyone started screaming. A teacher called the security gurad to come over and he carried me to another spot. Some teachers were there but she told me that Mdm Zurina saw what happened to me and cried.
Blah blah blah...cannot remember what happened. Tried to catch up my work in school. While occasionally touching my back to feel the stab wound. The End
~~~***~~~
Stupid sia this dream. At least get Robin to hold my hand or hug me. Sigh...
Alright, wow, suddenly i talk about Rihanna, so many ppl tagged me.
Rihanna sucks.
Reply Tags time!!!
1) LinTing- Rihanna = kiam pah 2) YiLe- Relinked and yes it is her... 3) Grace- I know you pretend to fall but you sat on the floor and whined so damn funny.
5 more days to my birthday... i want presents...no birthday "bash" or smashing of the cake in my face or else i'll personally set fire on your hair with my birthday candles and you become botak like Britney Spears.
8:34 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Morning- Met up with PGA girls at Mac for a rushed breakfast. Caught the bus to GG HQ and was late for PGA briefing. But no worries, Cuz only two ppl turned up. Muahaha. Anyways, didn't get scolding from Mdm Zurina. Ya, den she asked if my dance girls are ready to perform cuz we can actually squeeze in our item for the last rehearsal today. Cuz she told me that de North D ppl liked my dance item idea. Then they were really really looking forward to it. But, because of some screw-ups, we were "disqualified". Called Lakshmi to ask if they had taught the Brownies the steps, but she busy so there goes our last last chance....*sob*
AFTERNOON- Went to library with PGA girls exp Ling Ling. Ya. Borrowed another Karen Robards' book( hooray!) and Stephen King's Everthing's Eventual ( been looking for so long). Did you know? That library at Bishan dedicated one WHOLE bookcase for Stephen King's books? There were like 10 copies of every book he wrote before. There was a wider selection of Karen Robards' books too. Felt so happy in that library. Rasyiqah, Zoe and I borrow books. Then went to J8 to crap around.
Late Afternoon- Went for Lit class. Nothing much. Felt like an underaged senior cuz i know so many things ( beacuse last yr i was in his class ma).
Mid-day-Damn, this is the bast part. Grace and Nila LIED to me!!! They told me that they were celebrating Prevathi's birthday but i told Grace i might not be able to make it. Then Grace was like "WHAT?" Suspicious sia. So ended up going to SK CC. Met Prevathi on the way. Then this is the best part.
Prevathi was told that they were celebrating my Birthday today and they told me that we were celebrating Prevathi's birthday today. OMG. End up, it's to honour both of us. Haha. So damn funny. Ya. Guess what i got for my present???
A 100% official WITHIN TEMPTATION T-SHIRT!!!! OMG. I was so damn shocked. Cuz it cost $39.90 and Grace, Prevathi , Nila and i think Uma spilt the cost. Wow. Thanks Tidos. But if i received it on Friday, i think i would have cried. Ya.
Oh, den i passed Prevathi her belated present and we had cake. Saw MeiYi walk past. Then Grace, Prevathi and Nila started throwing and smearing cake towards each other. LOL. So damn funny. The best part is where Grace fell down and acted so pathetic. saying " Nila, very pain, very pain" then she reached towards Nila with her cream smeared hands. The people sitting st the table beside us started laughing. So damn funny.
Got dad to pick me up. Got ready for ballet.
Night- Ballet, i got my stamina back. Yay. Not so tiring today.
Okay reply tags time
1) LiZhu- Rihanna is a bitchy teacher in our school. Ask me in sch, i will tell u cuz later she google her name and it accidently pops up, i;m doomed.
2) ShuMei- Dearest PS. LOL thanx for your concern but my de-stress method is to watch Teen Titans and fantasise my wedding with Robin... sigh~!
3) Thendiana- I'm sorry dat Rihanna made you cry today. Cheer up okay? I promise we will take revenge.
4) Grace, Nila and Prevathi. Thank you sooo much for a short but memorable afternoon mini birthday celebration. I love my shirt and will treasure it always. Love you guys. ^_^^_^^_^
9:51 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
All my hard work has gone down the drain. But it's not the first time.'
When Mdm zurina announced that my Thinking Day performance was cancelled, i was like " What~?!". We worked sooo hard. I work harder, editing songs, staring at the computer screen trying to decipher the dance steps from "Work This Out" on YouTube.
I was disappointed. Very.
That time Zoe and my Wide Game also cancelled. We like worked over it everyday till midnight. But in the end?
Sigh~. Rejection is a bad thing. But there are good sides to it too.
1) I dun have to stay back on Thursdays cuz no SSPs and Dance practice. 2) Less tired when go home. 3)More time to STUDY 4) Thursday+Friday+Saturday dancing= leg tired 5) No resaon for Rihanna to scold me for not turning up for SPA on Saturdays 6) Lesser work load and stress.
Anyways, today i shall compile the resaons for Rihanna's behaviour 1)She is racist and biased 2)She cares more about money than the well-fare of the students (eg. asking failures to drop so she can get more ppl wif A1s and get a pay rise) 3) Her traumatic secondary sch life ( seriously, her method is out of date- says so by my parents)
That is all. Oh and by chance Rihanna if you are reading this. You suck, real hard!
7:58 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Photo 1: Me and the tour guide "Xiao ren"
Photo 2: Looking at something...
Photo 3: bro, mum and me...who is preetier?
Photo 4: Me ...haha!
6:24 PM
Okay, today had dance practice and me, Farah and Lakshmi had finally choreographed finished the whole dance ( well, except the Lead Dancers part) Ya~
Haseena, damn you la, can't you pay me back my $8?!!! No money den save up la, always see you buy stupid stuffs in CP and take-away junk food home. CB! Why don't you suck up to your Rihanna. Teachers' Pet!
Anyways, i told Rihanna dat i dropping to combined phys and chem and asked if i need to come for SPA on saturday. Den she said yes. But the i told her that i have dance ( didn't elaborate it) then she give me that look and walk away.
Do i suck? Yes i think i really do. On and before i forget..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PREVATHI~!!!
6:13 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
{{ You made my life miserable. You asked for forgiveness but i refused. You hugged me, i pushed you away. Your sarcasm hits me like a dagger to my heart. Your stupid powerpoint slides are filled with horrendous grammatical errors. Your freaking voice causes me to cringe everytime i hear it. Your words of "drop pure take combined" leaves me in confusion. You obviously don't have a heart for other people's feelings cuz your humongous breasts occupies all of your chest, there's no space for your heart. It will be pointless murdering you as you don't have a heart for me to stab. But i can mentally kill you, curse you and imagine how my life would be without you. Sometimes, i wish you were never born.}}
It's all about Ms. RIHANNA!!!! I HATE YOU!!! Today in class she suan me not once but TWICE. First, i failed my class test. it;s my fault, i admit. But second, you started criticizing me and wanting me to drop to combined. But i know you hate my attitude, Why? Because i totally IGNORED you! You were talking to me but i pretended to be busy, looking here and there, copying things for physics common test. HAH! You even asked if i was paying attention to you. But no~! I totally enjoyed it. Ignoring you has been one of my favourite pastimes.
eeew, why am i dirtying my blog just to dedicate a hate post to you? Who cares.
Just get out of my life`~
6:01 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Okay, I am officially doomed.
Starting from today, i only have 23 more days till Thinking Day.
Which means I can only have 8 more rehearsals with the Guides and Brownies, well, only 3 for brownies. I am dead meat...Oh dear!
I don't care, every Monday, Thursday and Friday we will rehearse. If we don't get the steps right,automatically, you will be out. Okay, that sounded a bit harsh.But i only have 19 spots for Guides to fill in plus 2 reserve.
On a side note, I'm sorry Nila. Sec 2s are priority. If there are not enough spaces, i'll have to leave you out.
Anyways, i;m gonna do a shout-out now. Please bear with me...
HASEENA, CAN YOU PLEASE RETURN MY $8 WHEN U COME TO SCH TO COLLECT YOUR RESULTS OR ELSE I;M GONNA TAKE ACTION ALREADY. IT'S BEEN 8 MONTHS OKAY!!!!
Okay, done. I think i'm gonna drop to combined. Today in the car i told my dad that combined easier to score than pure sciences. Then he also agree.Actually, when sec2 streaming, he told me to go combined. But due to my ahem, marvelous A1s for almost all my subjects, i cannot take combined. (said by HOD)
dUMB SCHOOL. skss sucks. Dunno why that Anglican High boy come. Dad and mum thinks he got booted out from the school thats why.
9:09 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
Woo,
Just had a crazy dream last night. Okay, here's what happened. I was in a school hall and all my Sec2 dancers are standing in horse-shoe formation in front of me and there were brownies sitting on the floor behind me, watching them. Then the Thinking Dance dance song started playing and i saw all my sec 2s dancing like robots. Then they started dancing ballet. When i looked to my left, I saw Lakshmi. Then all the girls behind her, their eyes all started to glow green like Starfire's
OMG, Then the last part i stopped them and taught them one of the ballet movements (chanelle sp?) and Grande Jete at the last part.
Then I went to the toilet to pee. Then the shower head went crazy and sprayed me with water. Then i toweled myself dry and walked out of the toilet. The i opened a cupboard and took out walnuts to eat.
Before that i had another dream but can't remember what happened. LOL.
Today in school after recess we had no lessons all the way till end of school.So shiok!
Anyways, i have a new task for myself. I am going to record myself playing the piano and sing Teardrops on my Guitar. And if it turns out good, i WILL post it on blogger for all to see. Gosh, i can't believe i said that. UH-OH!
4:47 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Hey to whoever is reading this now.
I have *excuse me for bragging* officially composed Taylor Swift's Teardrops on my Guitar piano version. Yay me! Took me 10 minute, i'msooo proud of myself. I have also tried the front part of HSM2 Everyday. Maybe I should consider being a piano teacher. LOL.
Notice: To those wannabe singers entering competition for singing and you need a pianist, i'm yours for free!
But dang YouTube, i'm still unable to upload my piano compositions online.
Anyways, went for Literature class today. Chris nvr come so this old ah pek relieve us. Then his summary of Macbeth is so full of shit that I kept rolling my eyes and shaking my head. Then he even delayed the class till 4.30 and beyond. I had to rush off for ballet so i left at 4.28 somewhere there. But don't know wht time he actually finished.
Okay, the class is all big big ah beng and ah lian. Most are school drop-out and smokers. Eeew! Never mind, Pamy. Lat year also liddat. You will make some friends wan. Be patient.
Later, went back home and changed for ballet.
OMG ballet is EXHAUSTING! I believe that every Saturday I blog about ballet... But really. Grade 7 ballet is so so so tiring. My legs gona drop off soon and my feet still hurt. Don't worry. Next next year you will be Grade 8 and then subsequently you take the Diploma in Ballet and get a ballet teaching licence. Don't give up, Pameline. You have come sooo far. I can do it!
Oh ya, Thanks LiZhu for your Jia You tag. I really appreciate that. But SOME sec 2 s don't appreciate me. Hello, to all sec 2 s reading this. i am having my "O" levels this year and every Thursday, i'm sacrificing my study time just to teach you guys a STUPID dance.
And what? I hear you guys complaining behind my back. Blah blah blah. You all so clever den why don't you take my place la. I'm still freaking angry about this okay.
F*** this. I'm on the verge of breaking down and losing hope in you guys. And SOMEBODY isn't helping me at all.
Everything is always me, me and me.
Screw this.
No, i won't forgive you guys. Wow, i think i'm better of being a scorpio. Get on my bad side, you'll stay there until i die.
Dammit,....
10:05 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
Today was kinda one of the worst day of my life.
It's all about Guides, Guides and more Guides.
The sec 1s suck, they really do.
The sec 2s some girls are so damn lazy, uncooperative and rude.
And lastly, I HATE PGA!!!!
Today i ran around for Treasure Hunting with the Sec1 s, my group was like crap and they were rude to the teachers and cleaners.
After that, suddenly Rachel said that MdmZurina needs two passport photos and me and Zoe had to go to CP, run here and there and then? The pictures were not accepted. Damn.
Then later, i had to teach the sec 2s dance for Thinking Day immediately after I ran back to school.
Den some of them were like so damn dead la. Some were rude and some were just plain stuck-ups. Yes, I know it's really bad saying this but that's what i felt. When I forgot some steps, some of them have those "wa-lao" look.Hello? I have been running non-stop since Guides started. Try doing that and then face a room of monkeys.
Well, at least we learnt the chorus part. Next Thursday i'll group them into their fixed spots and we'll go on from there. Might have to rehearse with the Brownies next saturday. But I'm not free. Maybe I'll get Lakshmi and Farah to teach them then later join them after SPA den run off for Literature class.
MdmZurina also said that the dance is a competition, if we don't get in or fail the auditions, it's bye bye to all my hard-work. Anyways, after Guides, we had another BIG problem. We need to submit passport photos of us in Guides Full-u then Yanting suggested going to her house but Dad was already waiting at the carpark so i promised to send it to her. Now i'm stuck at home resizing and editing my crappy pictures.
Anyways, Happy Birthday Daddy! I bet you were shocked to hear my name and your birthday shout-out on radio this morning! LOL, Rachel heard it.
For those who don't know what happened, i sent a birthday shout-out to 98.7 fm this morning and Dan and Young read it out with my request of a Birthday song sung with a chipmuck voice. Haha, so damn cool lor. Then Dan or was it young said that " Please don't make us sing in a high-pitched voice again,Pameline"
Ya, they mentioned my name TWICE. And daddy said that they pronounced my name until so sexy liddat. Even though daddy said that i should include his name in the shout-out so the whole singapore will know it's his birthday but when i peeked at him, he was smiling sia! i'M SO DAMN HAPPY.(well, in the morning only).
Mom just bought a cake den i just told her wad happened this morning and she laughed like siao.
Anyways, i need to start choreographing for the first half of the dance for the guides and brownies le. Damn, next week got so many tests sia. How am I gonna cope?
8:41 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Sorry, didn't update for like two days.I am trying to cut down on blogging. Does that answer your question, Grace?
Anyways, rehearsed with the Sec 2s today for Thinking Day Performance. They were catching the dance pretty fast, not bad! *claps hands*
Filled out PGA appilcation form with Rachel, Zoe and Mdm Zurina today. Lame, Mdm Zurina kept on hitting me.
Speaking of hitting, Mdm Rabia accidently touched my bum today. Muahaha...then all the teachers left in the staffroom started laughing cuz today's assembly talk is about Outrage of Modesty. Ironic, I know.
Ya, actually, it's just the bone of her finger accidently tap on my butt, nothing much la. I forgive you, Mdm Rabia!
Okay, I have things to rush for Thinking Day dance and other crap.
~Georgina and i presumed today that Cracky didn't make it, then we started "fake" mourning in the ML rom for like 5 seconds. So everyone, let's bow our heads and be silent for a minute.
Cracky was a very brave kitten, she/he endured her/his misery and allowed us to take care of her. She/He will be dearly missed by her saviors. Rest In Peace, Cracky. May you find joy in Kitty Heaven. Goodbye...
On a happier note...my birthday is in exactly two weeks time. I expect presents people...See I so bhb, who cares! ^_^
9:00 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Had a splitting headache today due to lack of sleep last night.
The cause of my insomnia? Heroes+Thinking Day performance
Shouldn't stay up late to watch Heroes...but I loved the show. Damn, last night they revealed who is the murderer,Sylar. Soo damn cool...anyways
Let me tell you a story, I promise to make it short.
Once upon a time, I had two groups of good friends. But now, we seem to be getting more and more distant as the years fly by.Everyday, we passed each other with waves and small smiles. Today, I found out that there was going to be a fight between one group of my friends and another group of my friends.
One group seem to be taking advantage of me, the other wanted my concern. The last time, I was always the motherly figure, keeping both parties at bay. Making them happy with each other's company. Now....?
~The End~
Dun ask me what was that about, i'm not going to talk about it.
*I suspect someone to be hacking into my account WITHOUT my knowledge. Logining in just to read other ppl's private blogs.
I KNOW who you are.And I won't forget this. I'm surprised that it's you.No, scratch that. I am shocked. Betrayal, lies, mistrust....why?
On a happier note, Mdm Zurina finally agreed to my dance proposal. I can finally sleep tonight...
4:47 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Today nothing much.
Morning went to church and apparently sat in front of Mdm Ma. LOL. She's changed sia. Prettier and slimmer. We were like " OMG! HI!" and waved like mad.
Celebrated Dad and Gong Gong Birthday cuz both of their birthday's are one a day apart.
Den my cousins very cute.Three of them made a birthday card for Dad which says :" Happy Birthday, Pe Pe!"
Actually it's "pek pek" but dey dunno how to spell so end up like a high-pitched car horn. Kept on calling my dad Pe Pe all the way home. LOL.
Got fitted for my new spectacles today but will be getting them new Sunday. Saw Li Zhi working. Dad felt sorry and almost wanted to buy a watch from her. Note that i said almost.
Hot update: Mon finally let me re-bond my hair. Yippee! But have to wait for a weekend in which I am free.
I'm turning 16 very very soon! Two weeks time, for your ahem, information.
I really got to stop blogging on my life like, almost everyday. It's not like anyone cares.
9:50 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Just came back from a cancelled Lit class. Stupid counter girl said there's lesson today and then in the end? Lessons are starting next week. Damn it. Wasted my time going all the way to Dhouby Ghaut for nothing. Damn.
Went to the library to cool off. Borrowed a book which i secretly read a few paragraphs from one of the woman standing in front of me in the train.
The book is like so damn disturbing lor. First chapter already got so much violence and gore. My kind of read. Damn, did I just typed out a rhyme? Wadever.
Congrats to ASM to become BG patrol's PS. I really need some help.
Now i just need to plan out and write a nice proposal for Thinking Day dance. Thanks sooo much Mdm Rabia.Now the only "homework" i need to do is to find a suitable music for scene 1.
3:35 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I am now $150 richer today!
Received the EAGLES award, did I deserve it? I don't know. Did I do things for Guides? I can't remember.
This morning, something traumatic happened. I was walking back to class and passed along the Staffroom. Suddenly Rihanna walked towards me from the opposite direction and said "Pameline can I see you for a while"
So I walked towards her lor. Then suddenly she grabbed me and hugged me from the side. Her big big nana squash my chest, so damn uncomfortable. So she asked if I was still angry with her. Then I shook my head. The she crapped about New Year, lets start things new...blah blah blah. Then she asked again. Are you really not angry with me. So I managed to mutter a soft "no"
The finally she released me. I hate hugs! Never hug me....I will push you away.
Ya, then Grace also told me Rihanna acted weird in her lesson today also.Suddenly become so nice. Shit, I think it's an apocalypse. THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END!!!!
Just came back soaking wet from school. Cannot forget the umbrella incident. Prevathi and Grace's umbrella kept on flipping to the underside, facing upwards. I bet everyone within a 100mile range could see that. Not only once you know...it happened like 5 or 6 times.
Ya. Credit time. Thank You to all my friends with clapped and cheered for me and also congratulated me in person when I received my award.
1) Tido family. Thank you! 2) Brenda, Chien Ying, Eva and Jacinta. Thank You! 3) Thendiana. Thank You! 4) Some random teachers. Thank You! 5) Some random 4E2 pupils, esp ZhiYi. I could hear you screaming like a banshee! Thank you! 6) Some random skss pupils that clapped or cheered. Thank You!
Whoa, I thank so many people as if I won Star Awards! LOL.
I need to cram some guides stuff now. Toodles!
3:07 PM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
I want this shirt for my birthday...please please please....
Within Temptation shirt...$39.90. Sigh...so ex!
Grace, I search the whole web and Tokio Hotel don't have their official merchandise for shirts! So even if I help u order...it will never come cause they don't even havd a band t-shirt. Sad hor...?
So...do i still get this for my birthday...? *hint* *hint*
5:24 PM
Okay, I had done something good today. I helped save a Kitten's life.
Felicia and fren brought a kitten to school claiming that they found it injured. It was bleeding from the nose and blood mucus lining is hanging out.
Ms Neo asked them to leave the kitten next the the security guard post and asked Ms Cheryl Ong to call the SPCA.
Since I had finished my late-coming duty, I took care of the poor little baby. Managed to clean most of it's blood on the nose and stem the bleeding on it's right nostril.Before that, it was having a slight seizure,and i kinda freaked out and quickly sat down on the floor beside it and tried to calm it down.
Then Sharina and Georgina found a box where I transferred the kitten in. Managed to coax the kitten to lift it's head and clean off more blood flowing from the left nostril.
Ms Ong and I deduced that it had internal bleeding, some bastard/bitch had apparently injured it by kicking it. It cannot be a cat fight as there are no visible wounds on it's body.
The kitten was in so much pain that it did not open it's eyes. But it was brave enough not to cry out.I was so damn touched at the little kitten's bravery and hope to live.
So Ms Neo and Angela agreed to left me stay until the SPCA van comes but Mr Zul finally chased me away.
So Sharina left her contact details on the box and the security guard told me during recess time that the SPCA will contact her. Guess what? We are going to adopt the kitten! I am going to part own her!
But I'm afraid that the SPCA will put it to sleep.Internal bleeding is fatal and chances for survival is kind of slim. But i put all my faith in it, i believe that it will survive.
Guess what we named it? Cracky the Kitten, cause it's ribs are broken( we think). Duh! The kitten is breathing out blood from the nose which ,means it's lungs are filled with blood.
I really hope to see Cracky alive and well again. Made a wish,hope it comes true...
P.S: Mdm Zurina rejected my proposal for Thinking Day performance. I need to re-plan all over again. Damn.....
4:57 PM
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Today nothing much, i'll just blog about the stuffs that were funny to me.
1) Ziyi strapped his toy puppy, Spencer, on the ceiling fan and we watched it spin round and round. So cute sia.
2) Had a funny conversation with Grace over our very late lunch. I told her to join us in our Thinking Day dance the she said.."I don't dance"
Then I told her to do High School Musical's I don't dance and hold a bat in the middle of the Indoor stadium...ALONE. Then we kinda started laughing like siao.
3) Finished my chem tuition and walked out of the room to find my tuition teacher's children watching Teen Titans season 3: Titans East pt2. Then i stood there like i was posessed. Then my teacher tought that i was afraid of the dog so she qsked her maid to bring the dog to the kitchen. LOL. i WANT TO WATCH tEEN tITANS LA!
Nothing else le...boring. Gonna finish my homework and dance for a bit and hit the shack!
8:26 PM
Monday, January 7, 2008
Oh well, i hate MT.
I got MaLi again AND got into C class. WTH?
But not so bad cause Pamela same MT class as me, at least i have a partner in crime for going to guides late.
I swear that i am going to learn " Work this out" by hook or by crook ( most probably by Friday)
I think I have some inspiration for the Brownies daning part. Yay me!
Tomorrow might have Chemistry Re-exam and Wednesday Humans. Elct re-exam.
At the rate this shitty school is going...I think I am gonna drop dead one of these days....( touchwood)
3:48 PM
Sunday, January 6, 2008
I'm still wondering how are we ( Pamela and I ) are going to choreograph a dance that includes Guides and Brownies with the total number exceeding 20 and with the theme : Leadership.
Spent like two days on YouTube to look for inspiration....But only have ideas for costumes. Lets have capes like superman! Haha....
Tried to learn the "work this out" dance, and I gave up....too difficult. Heck, even my ballet seem easier.
Speaking of Ballet, yesterday I had my first lesson of Grade 7 ballet. Came at 6pm but lesson actually starts at 7pm due to communication breakdown. So 3 other girls also came early.
My teacher saw that i was bored so she asked to to lead the Grade 6 girls to one of the centre dance.
BTW ( I fell on the stairs while going to the CC IN FRONT OF SO MANY PPL!!!!) aRRGGH!
Not my fault. The stairs were wet and i was wearing stockings...very slippery!
Grade 7 ballet is tough tough tough.I was dead beat after the lesson. But barre work very cool!
Going to go for piano lesson in 40 minutes time den go Heartland Mall to get new spectacles. Yay!
There's another thing i wanna blog about...I really hate it when ppl blog with poor english! Seriously. Everytime i read some unidentified person's blog, there will be tons of broken grammar, singlish and crap.
Sorry but I'm a perfectionist in English. Give me crap, i'll scream at you.
27 more days to my birthday...it's on Friday. Which means...HOLY CRAP!!! Guides!~
3:11 PM
Saturday, January 5, 2008
I GOT MY DVD!!!!! YAY!
I feel sooo great! Finally my most favourite Season DVD is in my hands.
Went to Chinatown to buy cloth for class with Grace, Thendiana and "fren".
Got a cheap price for ballet stocking..cool!
Later me and Grace went to HMV to collect my DVD.
Saw Within Temptation shirt among other band t-shirt selling at 1 for $39.00 and 2 for $60.
Seriously, i want that Within Temptation shirt for my birthday present.
But Grace was kinda unhappy cuz they didn't have any Tokio Hotel shirt. Never mind Tido.
Next time we come again i help you order from the staff. LOL!
TEENTITANS...HOW COULD I LIVE WITHOUT YOU~
4:06 PM
Thursday, January 3, 2008
I'm bored...
Tze Kiat~ Thanks for the little tidbits... :)
I'm so bored that i dug out all my old photos and started flipping through them. Guess what I found? My old ballet concert pictures!
It's like dated from my very first concert till the latest one in 2006!
I drew circles and arrows around my head..least you can't see me. LOL!
Can you spot me? Am I the prettiest? LOL! I was in Primary 3 or was it 4 that time... (2nd pic: i'm sitting on da floor behind the girl in white)
This was taken on....2002/2003. Can't really remember....
Beside me is my junior, primary school good fren and ballet class best fren. I miss her...We differnt ballet class now. I'm at the advanced senior grade and she is just one grade below me...
Ha, now is the latest concert pictures...Taken in 2006.
Pretty a not? Just now took a snap-shot of me with pointe my camera suddenly shut down..siao wan.
This year around November or December got another concert at Victoria Concert Hall *(As Usual). Pls support me, buy tickets! LOL!
7:01 PM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Today was the first day of school. Kinda interesting. But first let me thank some people...
1) Thendiana- Thanks for your presents. LOL, tell ur mom no need to spend so much on me. I will like anything that is nice and simple like the Teen Titans keychain. I promise to pay u back.
2) Suk Chun- Lols, thanks for buying present for me although i did not get you one...Will get u a nicer one for your birthday...
3) Prevathi- Thanks for sharing the lil muffin with me!
4) Nila- Thanks for the delicious muffin!
Okay. Back to school matters. No lesson till next week i suppose. Mrs Foo still teaching us maths. Yay~
Mdm Tan our new form teacher. Hope she enjoyed our wacky class...I am still smiling about the drawing incident.
Thendiana drew a spongebob squarepants without any eyes. Then Mdm Tan bend over and peep at our drawing. Then she said " Whoa, very nice. What is it..."
Then I told her that it was Spongebob then she smile and said.." Oh...Matchbox...Interesting"
Then i kinda started laughing like siao.
Then Hwee Teng and the air-con incident also very funny.
But heard that Mr Quek still our EL teacher and not Md Khalidal. Sad...I dun like him.He anyhow accuse me of my originality of my EL compositions.Hello...I am like the best story-writer in skss.Sec 1 and 2 i always score the highest (with the exception of occasional threats from Deborah and Felicia).
Wadeva.
Didn't get my DVD today due to the stupid prefect meeeting. Wasted my time. I thought it was something important like new duty list but no....We just gave out ties and badges to the new prefects.
Oh and by the way... CONGRATULATIONS Lakshmi and Shavidya. BG all the way!
I promise to myself that i will really go tomorrow...sigh. Provided that nothing sudden crops up.
Damn~
9:47 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
LOL. Happy New Year.Dang, I really hope that I won't screw up this year unlike 2007. It was Hell for me last year.This year..lets just make a new year's resolution for fun. Maybe I'll follow it, maybe I won't.
1) Score <12 for "O"Levels. -A1 english -A1 P.Lit -B3 E maths -A2 P. Bio -B3 Chinese -A2 Comb. Humans
2) Lose weight...(>10kg) wHOA..IMPOSSIBLE
3)Continue to be a Teen Titans fan..(3 yrs and counting)
4) Hope that Ms Rihanna won't teach me...XP
5) Good dreams to come true...(LOL, actually also dun need to write this. AHEM!)
Yeah. Tomorrow open school. I HATE SCHOOLING! But I made a promise and I will post it out for all my witnesses to see. I promise to improve my grades and perform well and don't slack like last year.
Tomorrow gettin my DVD..yay! Can't wait! ^_^
6:59 PM
Tag Me!
Random Stuff About Me
~[About me]~
A random girl with a psychotic mind :)
1st february 1992
Smexy 17
NP MCM (Mass Comm)
An Aquarius
A Twilighter
An honorary Titan
Mrs Pattinson :))
-F***ers...(yes, u)
Backstabbers...
Idiots who borrow money n never return it...
Durian..., how could anyone stand the smell of that disgusting stuff??
Coffee...
Assholes like you :)
~[What I want :)]~
- The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (book)
- New Moon The Movie (2009)
- Robert Pattinson (wait, he is already in my house...on my bed)
- Midnight Sun (Stephenie Meyer...please please please publish it...)
Photo 1: Me and the tour guide "Xiao ren"
Within Temptation shirt...$39.90. Sigh...so ex!
