Saturday, January 31, 2009
I'm turning 17 in 3 MORE hours...actually less than that if you have finished reading this post. I've got a weird dream and i really just got to post it here least my "dream book" kena destroyed by unknown forces of the dark.
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Having ballet lesson, teacher was talking to us about something and my hp rang. I answered it and Sharon from Within Temptation asked me where i was. I told her i was busy and why is she in Singapore. She said they had a concert and was now at the zoo looking at polar bears. Then i said okay and bye bye. LOL.
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At a mass concert with sec 1 facilitators and sec 1 campers. This handsome singer named "Daniel Craig" was singing and i was listening. Suddenly Rachel popped up and sat beside me. She asked who's this singer and i replied " Daniel Craig". And we chatted that his vocals and songs were good.
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When i woke up...i suddenly remembered Daniel Craig was the actor playing James Bond and smacked my head. LOL
STUPID DREAM...WHERE IS EDWARD CULLEN???ROBERT PATTINSON...PLEASE INVADE MY DREAMS AGAIN...I BEG YOU!!!
(Whoo...2 more hours!)
9:46 PM
Hmm, this is for my 1E1 campers, i really feel i should give you all some explanation for my "disappearance" for some events.
1) Didn't go back to SKSS on CNY because i didn't feel like going back even though some friends invited me back.
2) Facilitators CNY outing, not interested besides no close friends around.
3) Facilitators bbq, went out with family for dinner to celebrate my posting and pre-birthday planning for sunday's bbq.
Really sorry but i hate SKSS, it was a miserable 4 years for me and i wish to leave my past behind. I've got to move on. SKSS doesn't exist in me anymore.
PS: If you join Guides, maybe...just maybe I'll pop by on Thinking Day ( 11 Feb). Strike that...I will come over on Thinking Day.
I HATE SKSS!!!! LONGKANG SEC...FAREWELL!!! GOODBYE CHINESE LANGUAGE, GOODBYE MATHS AND SCIENCE...HELLO ENGLISH ALL DAY LONG! GOOD RIDDANCE~!
12:49 PM
Friday, January 30, 2009
Okay, to all my besties ( u know who you are), I wanted to invite you for my birthday bbq at my condo but due to space constrain and ahem...family relations...I'm sorry but i will be celebrating with my family and relatives only. So sorry~
Gawd...this makes me so sad...first birthday without spending with my friends. Couldn't ask anyone out cuz i know everyone ( well, mostly everyone) is disappointed with their posting results and busy...I understand.
It's okay...being 17 is not really a huge step, no big deal. Just like Bella Swan, i don't wish for people to remember my birthday. But she had other reasons...haha~ EDWARD CULLEN...COME OUT NOW!!!
Hmm, to all those who are appealing for a better course, I'm rooting for you guys...Eva, Uma, Priscilla..etc. All the best and i wish you success in your appeals.
(p.s: anyone wants my Creative Writing for Mass Media course? I'm taking my Mass Comm. course so i have one extra LOL.)
Dad and mom were really excited and into the idea that i can become a news anchor/reporter. LOL, dad even offered to contact his plastic surgeon friend to do double eye-lid for me. LOL.
Thendiana...if you are reading this...you wanna go Monash Uni with me when i graduate from NP?
Picking up guitar now...I can read tabulatures! Whoo but cannot remember chords. Bloody hell. Dammit, my left hand ( index, middle, fourth and pinky) fingers are BLISTERING MAN!!! Pain.
Piano is so much easier. Muahaha, I;m such a musical genius i composed Decode on my( actually is my brother's) guitar with two strings (only the opening melody).
I read that Grace and Uma learning guitar together....PICK ME!!! I wanna learn but is it paid lessons or self-learning? If need to pay, i dun wan, can learn myself. Reply please~ thankies
that is all~
5:52 PM
Dear KANG PEI XIN PAMELINE / S********F
Congratulations! You have been accepted into Mass Communication * at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. The enrolment details will be sent to you by the respective polytechnic.
JPSAE Administrator
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Yay! I got two choices now! I'm soooo taking Mass Comm. Anyone going Ngee Ann Poly?
BEWARE...i'M GOING TO INVADE YOUR TV/RADIO~MUAHAHAHA~
9:10 AM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Heyy, finally got my claws on my beloved 1E1 class picture with Howe Liang and Yours Truly inside ^_^
Yeah...I wanna edit it so my blur friends can see my face. Muahaha~ If you want the unedited pic, go to Howe Liang's blog thankies :)
Photo cropped from his blog too...haha, oh yeah!
Second picture stolen from SiHui's blog...thankies :)
Haha....can you see where can i? Hint:Beside Valerie ( wearing green)
Dammit...i look fat :(
Swam just now :)
1E1....Really miss you. Dunno whether next time can sneak back to school...this time with your two facilitators together! Yay!
No song for today....got other things to do . Tata~
(p.s: gonna be 17 in 3 days time YAY! Edward Cullen...please look for me!!!)
12:14 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Okay, nothing much going on with my life. I'm so goddamn BORED! Posting results will be out this friday. Dad is gonna fight a place in JC for me *rolls eyes*. Well, my score can get into JC after CCA points deduction...so he say wanna try. if cannot...hopefully Ngee Ann Mass Comm. will take me in lol. Then i can terrorize you with my face while reporting the News. Haha~ Yeah, Dakota Fanning might be Jane in New Moon the Movie...well, she's a mega-star...so, I trust her. I recall doubting about Robert Pattinson a year ago...now...? OMG,...ROBERT'S SO HOT!!! Yeah...hopefully next year i will be gushing about how cool Dakota was as Jane in New Moon.
Should i compose another song?
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Okay..hmm...I'm gonna sing about *grins* My Twilight poster :)
(Sung to the song : Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade)
Impossible to find Poster
Best thing about my room is my Twilight Poster
Never seen or gotten one so huge before
I know that many girls are still jealous
Because there's Robert Pattinson inside
So hold your breath
Because my Robert Pattinson is so damn handsome
Looking at me, from across my wall
I won't trade another gold coin to give you it
Because this poster is impossible to find
So impossible to find...
LOL....i like my songs. Ingenious right? haha....i know you like it. Tag me to praise me ^_^
9:12 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
okay, by popular demand...here is a self-composed song about the *screams in horror*...Jonas Bros.Enjoy!
Title: Losers
(Sung to the tune of Umbrella by Rihanna)
You smashed my mug
When you took those girls heart
Appearing in magazines
Wearing nothing but paper-hearts
Cuz when a family
Turn into a song for three
You guys really can't sing
So don't try to force it in...Because
When the girls start getting crazier
Told you i won't listen or hear
Sad I'll never be your fan
Took an oath to hate you till the end
Now it's getting worse then ever
My ears can't stand the thunder
You Jonas Brothers are losers
Yes, Jonas brothers are losers
loe....loe...loe...
Jonas Brothers are losers
losers...losers...losers..
loe...loe...loe..ers!
(the end)
Ta-dah! more songs to come. Jonas Brothers fans or if you are the Jonas Brothers...It's all in good fun. No harm intended. Song suggestions are open, might compose a song about Twilight or Teen Titans yippee! Yeah.
Tags replies time:
WanTing- Will tag and link when my mind isn't so distracted lol. I will lah. Promise
Grace- Jonas Brothers song done...any more singers you hate? Amy Winehouse LOL
Jennie- Hello, i remember you. My memory very powerful one haha. Yeah, will link when I'm done with my internet schedule
Pepper-san- Lol...thanks. My back-up job...songwriter haha. Any song suggestions?
7:50 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
Lol...Happy CNY :)
Staying up late today to help bargain some extra years for my parents, as if this kind of crap really happens. Seriously, these traditions are so silly. I don't even believe in them but just follow it to please the elders.
Just like today's reunion dinner. When we had to "Lou hay", my aunts were asking me to say something and i was like..."Erm...I dunno how to say". Nevertheless...i had a boring dinner cuz we had two tables and i was sitting under the "childrens" table with two maids while my brother sat at the "adults" table with my grandparents. I damn damn freaking bored and cursed myslef every minute for not bringing my Ipod or Hp. Silly. I couldn't have fun because of the age gap. They don't know what are my topics of interests and i don't know theirs. So i had dinner in silence..occasionally asking if any dishes are to be passed around :(
Sucky, i know.
C'mon..what am i supposed to say? "Erm...hey you got watch HSM 3? Troy very ugly hor? Jonas Brothers sucks right?"
They don't understand....Speaking of JB, Wow...they really suck. The worst boy-band EVER!
Yeah...i was fiddling with my necklace and ribbon and toyed with my hair. It was fantastic...really. ( insert sarcastic face)
Hmm...hope this year would be a better one than last year. So to wrap up my rant...I'm going to compose a song on the spot...yeah, lucky you. Get ready to see my talent~!
(NOTE: What you see now is impromptu. What you see was what i thought starting from NOW)
( sung to the tune of "Gong xi, gong xi, gong xi ni yah!)
In this economic crisis
Everyone the zhui-li (mouth)
Try to say all the good things
But they never fulfill it
Crazy, boring, shitty New Year
Crazy, boring , shitty year.
Tomorrow going to take angpow
surely little money
how am i going to spend it
on that expensive Nike
Crazy, boring, shitty New Year
Crazy, boring shitty year
Now i'm turning 17
next sunday is my birthday
hope you come and wish me
a very Happy Birthday
Turning, turning, turning 17
turning turning this sunday
-the end-
reason: Pameline feels damn bored after the third chorus. She hopes that you enjoyed the song and tag her if you want her to write more stupid songs starting about the Jonas-suck-ass- Brothers :)
12:34 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Interview was fun. The lecturers were crazy ( in a good way). And I got to talk about Twilight. Muahaha~
Hopefully can get into the course. I really love it there ^_^
11:05 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
LOL...I'm called down for my Mass Comm. interview tomorrow morning and i suspect I will be the first interviewee since i have to report at such on ungodly hour in the morning. Wish me luck, I'm gonna unleash my charm on the people there~
Went back to school to beg for an official testimonial by Mdm Zurina. Popped by 1E1 to say hi. Gosh, all of them were shocked to see me. Some were shouting "Pameline leh!"..."Hi"..."omg, It's Pameline" and the boys...haha, they clucked like a chicken. Hehe. Thanks guys. Although i wished to shout "E1 OEI!" But Ms Sem was teaching, dun wanna disrupt her lesson. Maybe next time :)
Yeah, went to CP to photocopy my certificates cuz my goddamn printer was spoilt and I was bloody angry and bashed it up. Saw Valerie, Hwee Teng and Yong Xiang. Dunno where they go but we chatted. LOL.
Went back, so bloody tired after such a hectic afternoon and relishing my Yoshinoya Lunch bento ^_^
Wish me luck for the interview tomorrow~!
3:56 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Okay, I;m back from my shopping trip with Grace. WHOO! I'm so happy~~! Got a nice pink dress and a black mini cardigan to match and i totally look awesome! LOL. CNY then i post the picture ^_^. BHB!
Anyways, after getting our clothes, we hopped over to Shaw Centre to collect my Twilight Prize. I was OMGing when I saw what's inside. OMG!!!! It's the best Twilight prize i've ever won! Pictures below...If you want to know why and how I won, scroll to my earlier entry on my Twilight contest entry about vampires. :) Then you'll know why I win...because i totally rawk~! haha~
Enjoy the pictures!
(p.s: the poster is goddam huge...it's the one used at the bus-stop advertisements. Compared to the A2 size poster( 4 A4 papers), you can see the huge difference in the pictures. The humongous poster is the size of 4 A2 papers...OMG!)
TELL ME...ARE YOU JEALOUS ? ^_^
4:55 PM
My birthday is coming up ( 01/02/1992), and for the first time, it falls on a Sunday. Yes, I know i get to celebrate with my family and relatives but how about my friends?
I miss celebrating my birthday in school, getting "bashed" and the random birthday notes from my classmates.
I miss going to school. I knew that going for the Sec 1 orientation camp is my "closure" but I feel sad, leaving behind all the things i love doing and know that I might not get a chance to do them again (eg. talking behind teacher's back, flag-raising, screaming at noobs, cheering and singing campfire songs..)
I miss sec 1 camp...I miss chatting with my beloved 1E1 even though i screamed and shouted at them to behave. Maybe one day they'll see things our way, why we have to scold them...it's really for their own good.
Okay, going out later to collect my Twilight prize and go shop for clothes with Grace...! yay!
10:27 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Okay people, I'm back from Sec 1 orientation camp...anyone miss me? LOL. Don't think so~
Yeah...my voice is like a broken radio but it's okay, I'm typing anyways haha. LOL. I'm just gonna share what happened and any 1E1 ppl who are reading this...HELLO!
(day 1)
Got Howe Liang as my partner but Eugene dunno why never show up...so instead of 3 SL( student leaders), we only got 2..but it's somewhat manageable. Ice-breakers was like crap cuz most of them are like so soft espescially the boys and some of the girls but thank god for some of the girls who co-operated with us. Had to scold them some more. Truth to be told, I really don't like scolding people including my guides but it really has to be done and I'm sorry about that. First day was not too bad but can be improved. Cannot remember what happened...lol, slept at 2.30am.
(day 2)
Hmm, Seng Kang amazing race was tiring but damn shoik cuz we WON! First class to complete all stations and report back to school. yay! I left school during lunch as dad wanted to take me to MI open house...so dunno what happened during my absence. When I can back, we discussed about our campfire performance..really funny...later you'll see what i meant. Went back at night to key in my school choices...Sihui and Melody looked damn pissed but sorry lah, not my fault what...my parents need me home.
(day 3)
Came back in the morning, oh yeah, rachel wilfred and I were the flag-raising team. Day 2 and 4 i did the school flag and day 3 i did the pledge. Sports talent...quite boring but not sure for the sec 1s. Slacked at canteen while the sec 1s were having talk in hall and in classroom. Some had to rush to key in JAE. And some didn't manage to finish...After that, campfire prep! Whoo. Okay, lah. My class did chicken dance (original, india, china, america, afterlife). Verry funny...! Ask me if you wanna know how the dance goes like...i dance for you! Then campfire night...yay! Grace, i know you are so gonna beat yourself up...you know why? I sang the song "Linger" solo in front of all the sec 1s and their parents...OMG! yes...you are not blind..re-read that sentence again! Some more on the bloody mike lah! So goddamn loud...and embarassing. Some girls after the song approached me...some from my class..some not from my class...LOL, they tell me to go for Xiao Yuan superstar or Singapore idol. LOL. No thanks girls...my voice not up to standard yet...i only sing in the car or in my room...too bad ^_^ Stayed up late with Shannon, Andy and Eunice to settle their farewell gift. Got cold at night and wanted to warm up...so i sat down Japanese Style but leg a bit stiff so i bounced up and down...then my ankle joints popped and shannon thought i farted...LOL!haha...fart sound where got go '"pop!"...it's "phuuuut!"LOL. Embarassing lah...and we were like laughing at 3am in the morning...got to finally sleep at 4am...whew!
(day 4)
Break camp! yay! wash toilet! yay! as if...haha. yeah...have to go on stage to make speech..me and Howe Liang...lol. Hope you guys got listen hor! be Motivated in whatever you do! Watch Star Wars if you miss us! Some cried and I gave out free-hugs....LOL. Then everyone left except SL, we crapped around and celebrated. LC and I sang Linger again and Melody cried...( LC is our camp trainer and instructor). Went back home..yay!
(end)
LOL...i was so tired i slept for 20 hours straight but distinctively remembered mom asking me on my bed if i wanna eat dinner...lol, i shook my head and continued sleeping like a dead corpse...thought i was going into a coma! haha. Yeah...but i missed Ghost Whisperer at 10pm...*cries*....overslept....*cries*. Nevermind Pamy,watch on YouTube or online...Okay, that is all...tata!
p.s: ANYONE WANNA GO OUT WITH ME NEXT WEEK TO BUY CNY CLOTHES? SMS ME! ( sorry 1E1, this is only open for my close friends only~)
p.ss : My darling sec 1e1...i will miss you wan, got blog just tag me k? I wanna read what you guys think about the camp... Remember what we said on stage...even though you guys never win anything, you all are winners in our hearts. Good Luck! I'm coming back to school someday around next week to take something from my teacher so maybe I'll pop by to your class to say hi!
p.sss: eh Howe Liang...high 5! we got through this camp w/o Eugene...haha. Great job Lord Vader. Signing off...Princess Leia!
11:18 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
Yay! I won a Twilight Mug, 2 Twilight posters and Twilight notepad! Woo-hoo! Thanks to my fabulous imagination and good story-writing skills. HAHA!
The contest was quite fun actually. "If you could re-create a world of vampires like Stephenie Meyer, what would you change about them?" Or something like that.
Whoopsie, I just checked back my email Lemme share with you my answers ^_^
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Qn: If You are to create a Vampire, how different would it be from the rest?
Well, first and foremost, lets scrape off the whole idea of Mythological Vampires aka Those who can turn into bats, fly, sleep in coffins. If I were a Vampire Creator Extrodinaire like Stephenie Meyer, it's obvious to retain the key elements of Vampire traits. So out of the hundred characteristics I have in mind, I chose the five you wanted to hear. Let's have some drum-roll please...
Trait #1:
Sensuality
Reason: Aw, come on. Would you want a nerd or a nose-picking Ah Pek to be a vampire? This is a rule that cannot be bent!Although vampire nerds can attract otakus easily by just taking about comics all day long but for the Ah Peks...*shudders*.
Trait #2
Ability to turn themselves into transparent like ghosts like that Jessica Alba girl from Fantastic Four.
Reason: Well,because vampires need to go out and remain undetected among the Humans.They need to meet up with other vampire gangs, watch movies, do their laundry...Hey, vampires also have a life too. Not like those study-nerds...
Trait #3
Ability to photosynthesize
Reason: Before you wack my head with a Biology Textbook, lemme explain. My vampires need to remain as inconspicuous as possible and if they exist in Singapore, it would be suspicious if the Singapore Police Force start to find bodies floating down the Kallang River devoid of blood. Therefore, my vampires have special photosynthetic chloroplasts ( I would call them Vamplasts) at the surface of their skin to draw in the sun's rays to obtain energy which keeps them alive temporarily until their next meal. OR if they are to stand next to a human ( lets say in an overcrowded SBS bus), the Vamplasts will absorb the person's body heat , causing them to become severely hypothermic to be admitted into hospital. This is like a bait. The "invisible" vampire will then be linked to the human and feed off the human at the hospital. But due to various blood transplants to revive the patient, this is one lucky Vampire as he can get attached to the person for eternity with free blood! ( Note: Vamplast feeding only works for a starving vampire)
Trait #4
Ability to rearrange their physical features to blend into the crowd or a M.O.S party
Reason: Well, in Singapore, many dudes and dudettes go out and party the night away so naturally, vampires wanna hang out and dance too. In order not to get trampled on or bumped during a high-energy dance as they are invisible, these vampires are able to rearrange their bodies to look like Taufic Batisah or Jade Seah to gain free admittance and party!!! Yeah Baby!
Trait #5
Ability to evade tax and People from Government Service
Reason: Vampires need money to buy clothes and a Lamborghini right? And where to do get their money from, by working their vamp-butts off, that is. By setting up companies in the Black Market like Loan Sharks Pte Ltd or Private Eye and Co. or even Assassins On Demand (AOD), They can earn millions of dollars from their clients. Thus,they need to evade Government Tax to keep their bungalow, thus, government tax officers cannot detect these Vampire names and personal details nor the police too, sort of like a vampire barrier.These "vampire barrier" will be activated when the vampire senses the Tax people are starting to check on their background, thus the vampire will send a mental "signal" to confuse or make the Tax people mind stray away for example looking at the latest FHM magazine and forget about checking up on Mr Bruce Wayne the Vampire. No wonder these Ah Longs always get away!
And there you have it. The essential 5 characteristics a Singapore Vampire needed to survive on our tiny island. Although if these vampire traits get made into a book or a movie or even a terrible Jack Neo spoof, remember, you heard it from me first!
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Cool right? I might write a book next :p
Anyways, had another nightmare last night, now i'm so anxious that i feel so cold and have trouble breathing...like something is compressing my chest. Need to take deep breaths. Pamy, relax. What's done is done. Seems that you have a streak of good luck on your side..passing theory exam, winning twilight premiums again. Maybe getting good results is part of it~
Maybe...but i'll pray before i leave my house to meet the rest. ^_^
11:22 AM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
*Fingers crossed*
Hope, is it good or bad? Hoping to get a good result, living up your expectations and suddenly, blam! Poor results. Will it cause more harm than a person whom says that he/she will most likely fail and suddenly ta-dah! Great Pass!
Hoping is bad..it's evil. Hoping makes you think you can do it, but actually you can't.
How about miracles, hoping for a miracle, a sign?
Maybe I do believe in miracles. Everyone thought i was going to fail my music theory exam, even my piano teacher and myself. I did not really put my heart in it cuz it was a week away from my O levels. I fail practice test papers...failed to remember what my teacher asked me. Then suddenly, just yesterday. I gotten news from my piano teacher that i not only passed my exam...i got a merit!
Then maybe hoping for a miracle is healthy. Miracles don't come and go as you please, so you won't have high-expectations for it. God, I;m asking for just one more miracle this month. Please do not let me down...I do not wanna let myself down to my teachers, tuition teachers and most importantly my parents.
Will i cry tomorrow? I dunno, i'm a cry-baby so most likely yeah. Either tears of happiness or sadness...i might still cry. :( Seriously, i gotta kick my habit of crying under pressure. It's certainly not healthy. Maybe i should find something else instead of crying all the time. :(
Prior to my previous blog entry about my dream, i saw a funeral today...death. Is it taunting me or warning me? Death has been toying with me these past few days...
1) Jim died on Ghost Whisperer
2) One-eyed dragon died from being executed
3) the funeral at my grandma's place
My dad said dreams sometimes doesn't have to make sense, it might be memories triggered by what i see in my real life.
I only have two proofs of the metaphors of my dream
1) Tent- I;m going away for camp, my mind replayed memories of camping at Camp Christine
2) Penguin- Camp trainer Anuar's penguin toy, Nanah.
Oh well.
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I have nothing to say but I'll pray and hope for a miracle...
10:21 PM
Okay, from now onwards. I'm going to decode the messages in my dreams cuz I have nothing better to do and it's quite fun actually.
Dream:
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Was in camp having ATC. I flew up to the tree trying to touch the crows nestling at the top of it's branch. Missed the tree and made a turn in the air and zoomed forward to try to touch them. I remember going out-of-control with my flying and I recall flying head-first towards the tent. Suddenly a tree-truck appeared and blocked my way. I swerved to avoid it and was nearly crashing into the tent. The tent had the runners ( strings to hold the tent to the pegs) and I managed to fly between the strings and land inside the tent on my stomach. Everyone saw it and was clapping at my successful "stunt". Assembled and saw a penguin with some other animals. Everyone made jokes about me flying. Woke up.
Interpretation:
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Flying : Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course. Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further obstruct your flight. These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life. You need to identify who or what is hindering you from moving forward. It may also be an indication of a lack of confidence. You need to believe in yourself and not be afraid.
Tree Trunk: To see the trunk of a tree, signifies your inner sense of well being and personality. If the trunk is thick and large, then it denotes that you are a strong, rugged and durable person. If the trunk is thin and narrow, then it suggests that you are a highly sensitive person.
Penguin: To see a penguin in your dream, signifies that your problems are not as serious as you may think. It serves as a reminder for you to keep you cool and remain level-headed. Alternatively, a penguin seen in your dream suggests that you are being weighed down by your emotions or by a negative situation. You need to find some balance and inner harmony.
Tent:To dream that you are in a tent, indicates that you need a temporary change to your daily routine. You need to take time off and get away from the daily grind. The dream may also mean instability and insecurity in your current situation. You do not want to settle down.
Crows/Ravens: To see a crow in your dream, represents death and the darker aspects of your character. The dream could also be pointing out your annoying habits. Alternatively, the crow may be conveying a message from your unconscious.�/To see a raven in your dream, symbolizes betrayal, disharmony, misfortune, and death
Tree: To see a beech tree in your dream, symbolizes intellect, learning and wisdom. Pay attention to the message in your dream as you will learn something important from it. Alternatively, it represents death.
Verdict:
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OMG....my dream meaning is really scary. Lets put all the facts together. Firstly, I saw a tree. And the 2 crows/ravens sitting on it. I was trying to fly and grab them. But missed. Does this shows that i am trying to give up ( eg. Commit suicide TOUCHWOOD!!!!..etc) but i am forced not to? I literally flew through the birds. And when I was flying back to touch them again ( what? commit suicide again?!!), i lost control of my flight and barriers like the tree trunk shooting out of no where. Does it mean that someone is actually making my life miserable, that i have to find out the person who made me suicidal? And when i finally landed in the tent..does it mean that i am insecure after the "incident"? And finally the penguin. It states that my problems are not as bad as it seems. Move on.
OMG...something bad is gonna happen. SHIT! In simpler terms, i gotten bad news, tried to die but someone stopped me and i faced back the person/thing which caused me to be suicidal. I feel very insecure and vulnerable after the incident but there is hope for me?
SHIT shit shit shit shit!!!! OMG....What if that dream is my olevel results. OMG! CRAP. God please let me have another dream and tell me if this is what you really want me to know. OMG. *cries*
1:05 AM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Taylor Lautner ( the one without the fangs...Cam Gigandet is the one in fangs) gets to keep his role as Jacob Black in New Moon...OMG!
This is great news and a huge relief since rumors were spreading like a wildfire that Michael Copon is going to act as the older Jacob Black. Whew!
Look at the picture of Michael below...he awfully resembles Taylor right? But he doesn't really look like Jacob Black to me.
Yeah...I'm very very happy for him. Although his is 16 and was born in 1992 like us, i still don't get the hots for him. I only want ....
Robert Pattinson *drool*
2:14 PM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
ARGH! The O levels results release date is already confirmed. Monday, 12th January 2009 2pm.
OMG...........................NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
proof: Click this idiotic link
I'm dead, i'm dead.... I'm dead. God please help me~
The camp starts on Tuesday means I'll have 10 hrs to decide on my future school. OMG. Disaster!
But I think I am ready. If any JC options are available for me...just put them all in first. Poly courses...well, I'll have to see cuz I won't be bothered anyway. Gonna take my Ballet Scholarship. Bye bye Singapore. :)
Crap...i'm doomed!
7:18 PM
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Okay, last night i had the best dream ever and it was so damn real and when i woke up, i was damn sad when it ended :(
Dream:
(note that this dream is a dream a in dream. Read on to find out what i meant)
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I was in a crowded location and was standing on a bridge. A lady beside me jumped down and her head went splat on the ground. Instead of blood, there was purple glitter and everyone swarmed around her. Suddenly I was back in my hotel room. I flopped down on the bed and closed my eyes.
When I opened them, Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart were in my room and I was somehow not surprised.I knew it right away that they were filming another Twilight Saga Movie in Singapore and I was their private escort. I brought both of them to the supermarket (Cold Storage I think) and we three met Stephenie Meyer by the cold food section. We went over and she was arranging and writing on packets of cheese. These cheese had words in it and we read it out. I distinctively remembered reading out a particular line and told Stephenie it wasn't what Edward will say. She nodded and removed that packet and left. Robert and I exchanged remarks about how wonderful she is and how lucky we are to witness her writing another book in the Twilight series. (i;m serious, the cheese packets really had paragraphs on it!!!)
Suddenly, we appeared at Sentosa and the sky was midnight black. The filming crew had gotten ready their glow in the dark kites and are ready to set them to the sky. It was very chaotic so Robert, Kristen and I walked over and played with some yellow kites and Robert flapped it's sides like a butterfly and made a funny face. There were some Singaporeans at the scene and they thought we were disrupting the place and called for security. Then we proceeded to film the kites being released into the air. The last kite couldn't fly so they gave it to me. It looks like a long flower with lots of leaves on its stalk and it's outline is glowing in the dark. Robert and I cam-whored together cuz he brought his video camera along.
The sun rose and i got blinded by it's rays and when i blinked i was back in the hotel. Robert watching tv on the sofa. Kristen reading by the desk. I rummaged through my bag and found my Twilight book and The Complete Illustrated Movie Companion. I smacked myself on the forehead cuz i saw Stephenie Meyer today and forgot to ask her to autograph my book. Then i looked around the room and got up shyly. I stood beside Robert and whispered
"Robert, do you mind if i ask you to help me sign my book?"
He smiled and took it and i think he said "Sure". he asked where should he sign it and i pointed to the middle of a blank page. He signed his name and handed it back to me. I walked over to Kristen (because i was shy of her) and I whispered again the same thing. She put down her book and took mine. She signed her name beautifully under Robert's signature and wrote a quote for me "Twilight is the end of darkness...". I thanked her and rushed to my bag and took out the other book. Because the other book had full colour photos of the cast, i flipped through the pages but couldn't find one of Robert and Kristen together ( but i knew what photo i was looking for but couldn't find it). Then i woke up on the hotel bed. Dad told me to bathe and I told him I had a fabulous dream and also that i was afraid to bathe in the toilet. He asked why and I said the purple lady is inside ( the one who jumped down earlier in the dream).
And I really really woke up this time.....
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Cool right? Now you know why i had a dream in a dream. It was fabulous hanging out with Robert and Kristen. It was damn realistic and did you know how upset i got for waking up? But luckily i wrote down the dream immediately :)
11:12 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
results will be most likely to be given out on the 8th of Jan.
:(
8:06 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
Results will be released BEFORE CNY!! Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Okay, out of breath already. Wanted to go swimming downstairs but this cleaner vacuuming the pool.Gonna go when he is done ^_^I'm already in my swimming dress! Whoops, shouldn't have said that~
okay, going back to o level results. Seriously, i dun wanna get them back cuz i knew i screwed up most of my papers
-English letter writing (screw you mr quek!!! arggh, can't get a freaking A1 now)
-SS SBQ one qn (argghh, misinterpreted the question)
-E math paper 1 (arrgh, forgotten cylinder formula!)
- Bio (arrgghh, drew too many arrows for diagram indicating blood flow)
- Chinese (arrghh...i always screw up chinese one way or another, don't ask)
- Literature (arrghh...not sure if i quoted the exact words)
- Chem (arrgghh...no time to check)
-Phys (arrghh...can't remember what i did wrong but i know somehow a careless mistake will pop up somewhere)
SEE! This is what you get when you tried to finish Breaking Dawn instead of studying! (Urgh...yeah, but the teachers they kept on demoralizing me so i shut myself into the world of Twilight to ease my misery.) CRAP EXCUSE! The teachers kept demoralizing you because they feel that you are not pushing yourself!( Well, do you have the mood to study when the teachers you trusted TALK and gossip behind your back? Huh, do you?)
Well, i admit that sometimes they can be very trying but most of them just misunderstood you and wanted to help! (yeah right, as if they wanted to help. They just wanna see who can make me cry the most and the time-bomb stands at no. 1). You shouldn't cry like every time a teacher says something nasty to you...(Sure, would you like it when a teacher suddenly says "Hey, I heard from another teacher that you didn't study for my exam because you are focusing on Lit!". How does THAT feel?). I understand, but that doesn't mean that you should give up. You should work harder and show them they were wrong. (Well, I did. My chem improved and time-bomb was happy. My physics improved and Bitch was happy.) Yes, i can see the vast improvement but that doesn't mean you should slack for your O's...(Shut up conscience! You don't know what you are talking about. I study okay...it's all the demoralizing part which puts me off okay. I HATE SKSS AND SKSS TEACHERS!!!! Sec school was a miserable experience for me. How i wish I could just set a bomb in the school and erase it from earth and from my memory!)
Crap...now i'm typing to myself. Urgh, whatever is done, is done. Fail then fail. Retain then retain. But i won't be repeating a year at this shitty school if i were to retain (touch wood). Poly then Poly. JC then JC. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE!!!!
9:34 AM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Year...going out today! tata!
(captions on pic: Robert + Pamy = Love / Hayley
Happy new year' 09)
11:41 AM
Saturday, January 31, 2009
I'm turning 17 in 3 MORE hours...actually less than that if you have finished reading this post. I've got a weird dream and i really just got to post it here least my "dream book" kena destroyed by unknown forces of the dark.
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Having ballet lesson, teacher was talking to us about something and my hp rang. I answered it and Sharon from Within Temptation asked me where i was. I told her i was busy and why is she in Singapore. She said they had a concert and was now at the zoo looking at polar bears. Then i said okay and bye bye. LOL.
0-0-0-0-0--0Dream 2-0-0-0-0-0-0
At a mass concert with sec 1 facilitators and sec 1 campers. This handsome singer named "Daniel Craig" was singing and i was listening. Suddenly Rachel popped up and sat beside me. She asked who's this singer and i replied " Daniel Craig". And we chatted that his vocals and songs were good.
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When i woke up...i suddenly remembered Daniel Craig was the actor playing James Bond and smacked my head. LOL
STUPID DREAM...WHERE IS EDWARD CULLEN???ROBERT PATTINSON...PLEASE INVADE MY DREAMS AGAIN...I BEG YOU!!!
(Whoo...2 more hours!)
9:46 PM
Hmm, this is for my 1E1 campers, i really feel i should give you all some explanation for my "disappearance" for some events.
1) Didn't go back to SKSS on CNY because i didn't feel like going back even though some friends invited me back.
2) Facilitators CNY outing, not interested besides no close friends around.
3) Facilitators bbq, went out with family for dinner to celebrate my posting and pre-birthday planning for sunday's bbq.
Really sorry but i hate SKSS, it was a miserable 4 years for me and i wish to leave my past behind. I've got to move on. SKSS doesn't exist in me anymore.
PS: If you join Guides, maybe...just maybe I'll pop by on Thinking Day ( 11 Feb). Strike that...I will come over on Thinking Day.
I HATE SKSS!!!! LONGKANG SEC...FAREWELL!!! GOODBYE CHINESE LANGUAGE, GOODBYE MATHS AND SCIENCE...HELLO ENGLISH ALL DAY LONG! GOOD RIDDANCE~!
12:49 PM
Friday, January 30, 2009
Okay, to all my besties ( u know who you are), I wanted to invite you for my birthday bbq at my condo but due to space constrain and ahem...family relations...I'm sorry but i will be celebrating with my family and relatives only. So sorry~
Gawd...this makes me so sad...first birthday without spending with my friends. Couldn't ask anyone out cuz i know everyone ( well, mostly everyone) is disappointed with their posting results and busy...I understand.
It's okay...being 17 is not really a huge step, no big deal. Just like Bella Swan, i don't wish for people to remember my birthday. But she had other reasons...haha~ EDWARD CULLEN...COME OUT NOW!!!
Hmm, to all those who are appealing for a better course, I'm rooting for you guys...Eva, Uma, Priscilla..etc. All the best and i wish you success in your appeals.
(p.s: anyone wants my Creative Writing for Mass Media course? I'm taking my Mass Comm. course so i have one extra LOL.)
Dad and mom were really excited and into the idea that i can become a news anchor/reporter. LOL, dad even offered to contact his plastic surgeon friend to do double eye-lid for me. LOL.
Thendiana...if you are reading this...you wanna go Monash Uni with me when i graduate from NP?
Picking up guitar now...I can read tabulatures! Whoo but cannot remember chords. Bloody hell. Dammit, my left hand ( index, middle, fourth and pinky) fingers are BLISTERING MAN!!! Pain.
Piano is so much easier. Muahaha, I;m such a musical genius i composed Decode on my( actually is my brother's) guitar with two strings (only the opening melody).
I read that Grace and Uma learning guitar together....PICK ME!!! I wanna learn but is it paid lessons or self-learning? If need to pay, i dun wan, can learn myself. Reply please~ thankies
that is all~
5:52 PM
Dear KANG PEI XIN PAMELINE / S********F
Congratulations! You have been accepted into Mass Communication * at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. The enrolment details will be sent to you by the respective polytechnic.
JPSAE Administrator
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Yay! I got two choices now! I'm soooo taking Mass Comm. Anyone going Ngee Ann Poly?
BEWARE...i'M GOING TO INVADE YOUR TV/RADIO~MUAHAHAHA~
9:10 AM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Heyy, finally got my claws on my beloved 1E1 class picture with Howe Liang and Yours Truly inside ^_^
Yeah...I wanna edit it so my blur friends can see my face. Muahaha~ If you want the unedited pic, go to Howe Liang's blog thankies :)
Photo cropped from his blog too...haha, oh yeah!
Second picture stolen from SiHui's blog...thankies :)
Haha....can you see where can i? Hint:Beside Valerie ( wearing green)
Dammit...i look fat :(
Swam just now :)
1E1....Really miss you. Dunno whether next time can sneak back to school...this time with your two facilitators together! Yay!
No song for today....got other things to do . Tata~
(p.s: gonna be 17 in 3 days time YAY! Edward Cullen...please look for me!!!)
12:14 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Okay, nothing much going on with my life. I'm so goddamn BORED! Posting results will be out this friday. Dad is gonna fight a place in JC for me *rolls eyes*. Well, my score can get into JC after CCA points deduction...so he say wanna try. if cannot...hopefully Ngee Ann Mass Comm. will take me in lol. Then i can terrorize you with my face while reporting the News. Haha~ Yeah, Dakota Fanning might be Jane in New Moon the Movie...well, she's a mega-star...so, I trust her. I recall doubting about Robert Pattinson a year ago...now...? OMG,...ROBERT'S SO HOT!!! Yeah...hopefully next year i will be gushing about how cool Dakota was as Jane in New Moon.
Should i compose another song?
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Okay..hmm...I'm gonna sing about *grins* My Twilight poster :)
(Sung to the song : Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade)
Impossible to find Poster
Best thing about my room is my Twilight Poster
Never seen or gotten one so huge before
I know that many girls are still jealous
Because there's Robert Pattinson inside
So hold your breath
Because my Robert Pattinson is so damn handsome
Looking at me, from across my wall
I won't trade another gold coin to give you it
Because this poster is impossible to find
So impossible to find...
LOL....i like my songs. Ingenious right? haha....i know you like it. Tag me to praise me ^_^
9:12 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
okay, by popular demand...here is a self-composed song about the *screams in horror*...Jonas Bros.Enjoy!
Title: Losers
(Sung to the tune of Umbrella by Rihanna)
You smashed my mug
When you took those girls heart
Appearing in magazines
Wearing nothing but paper-hearts
Cuz when a family
Turn into a song for three
You guys really can't sing
So don't try to force it in...Because
When the girls start getting crazier
Told you i won't listen or hear
Sad I'll never be your fan
Took an oath to hate you till the end
Now it's getting worse then ever
My ears can't stand the thunder
You Jonas Brothers are losers
Yes, Jonas brothers are losers
loe....loe...loe...
Jonas Brothers are losers
losers...losers...losers..
loe...loe...loe..ers!
(the end)
Ta-dah! more songs to come. Jonas Brothers fans or if you are the Jonas Brothers...It's all in good fun. No harm intended. Song suggestions are open, might compose a song about Twilight or Teen Titans yippee! Yeah.
Tags replies time:
WanTing- Will tag and link when my mind isn't so distracted lol. I will lah. Promise
Grace- Jonas Brothers song done...any more singers you hate? Amy Winehouse LOL
Jennie- Hello, i remember you. My memory very powerful one haha. Yeah, will link when I'm done with my internet schedule
Pepper-san- Lol...thanks. My back-up job...songwriter haha. Any song suggestions?
7:50 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
Lol...Happy CNY :)
Staying up late today to help bargain some extra years for my parents, as if this kind of crap really happens. Seriously, these traditions are so silly. I don't even believe in them but just follow it to please the elders.
Just like today's reunion dinner. When we had to "Lou hay", my aunts were asking me to say something and i was like..."Erm...I dunno how to say". Nevertheless...i had a boring dinner cuz we had two tables and i was sitting under the "childrens" table with two maids while my brother sat at the "adults" table with my grandparents. I damn damn freaking bored and cursed myslef every minute for not bringing my Ipod or Hp. Silly. I couldn't have fun because of the age gap. They don't know what are my topics of interests and i don't know theirs. So i had dinner in silence..occasionally asking if any dishes are to be passed around :(
Sucky, i know.
C'mon..what am i supposed to say? "Erm...hey you got watch HSM 3? Troy very ugly hor? Jonas Brothers sucks right?"
They don't understand....Speaking of JB, Wow...they really suck. The worst boy-band EVER!
Yeah...i was fiddling with my necklace and ribbon and toyed with my hair. It was fantastic...really. ( insert sarcastic face)
Hmm...hope this year would be a better one than last year. So to wrap up my rant...I'm going to compose a song on the spot...yeah, lucky you. Get ready to see my talent~!
(NOTE: What you see now is impromptu. What you see was what i thought starting from NOW)
( sung to the tune of "Gong xi, gong xi, gong xi ni yah!)
In this economic crisis
Everyone the zhui-li (mouth)
Try to say all the good things
But they never fulfill it
Crazy, boring, shitty New Year
Crazy, boring , shitty year.
Tomorrow going to take angpow
surely little money
how am i going to spend it
on that expensive Nike
Crazy, boring, shitty New Year
Crazy, boring shitty year
Now i'm turning 17
next sunday is my birthday
hope you come and wish me
a very Happy Birthday
Turning, turning, turning 17
turning turning this sunday
-the end-
reason: Pameline feels damn bored after the third chorus. She hopes that you enjoyed the song and tag her if you want her to write more stupid songs starting about the Jonas-suck-ass- Brothers :)
12:34 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Interview was fun. The lecturers were crazy ( in a good way). And I got to talk about Twilight. Muahaha~
Hopefully can get into the course. I really love it there ^_^
11:05 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
LOL...I'm called down for my Mass Comm. interview tomorrow morning and i suspect I will be the first interviewee since i have to report at such on ungodly hour in the morning. Wish me luck, I'm gonna unleash my charm on the people there~
Went back to school to beg for an official testimonial by Mdm Zurina. Popped by 1E1 to say hi. Gosh, all of them were shocked to see me. Some were shouting "Pameline leh!"..."Hi"..."omg, It's Pameline" and the boys...haha, they clucked like a chicken. Hehe. Thanks guys. Although i wished to shout "E1 OEI!" But Ms Sem was teaching, dun wanna disrupt her lesson. Maybe next time :)
Yeah, went to CP to photocopy my certificates cuz my goddamn printer was spoilt and I was bloody angry and bashed it up. Saw Valerie, Hwee Teng and Yong Xiang. Dunno where they go but we chatted. LOL.
Went back, so bloody tired after such a hectic afternoon and relishing my Yoshinoya Lunch bento ^_^
Wish me luck for the interview tomorrow~!
3:56 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Okay, I;m back from my shopping trip with Grace. WHOO! I'm so happy~~! Got a nice pink dress and a black mini cardigan to match and i totally look awesome! LOL. CNY then i post the picture ^_^. BHB!
Anyways, after getting our clothes, we hopped over to Shaw Centre to collect my Twilight Prize. I was OMGing when I saw what's inside. OMG!!!! It's the best Twilight prize i've ever won! Pictures below...If you want to know why and how I won, scroll to my earlier entry on my Twilight contest entry about vampires. :) Then you'll know why I win...because i totally rawk~! haha~
Enjoy the pictures!
(p.s: the poster is goddam huge...it's the one used at the bus-stop advertisements. Compared to the A2 size poster( 4 A4 papers), you can see the huge difference in the pictures. The humongous poster is the size of 4 A2 papers...OMG!)
TELL ME...ARE YOU JEALOUS ? ^_^
4:55 PM
My birthday is coming up ( 01/02/1992), and for the first time, it falls on a Sunday. Yes, I know i get to celebrate with my family and relatives but how about my friends?
I miss celebrating my birthday in school, getting "bashed" and the random birthday notes from my classmates.
I miss going to school. I knew that going for the Sec 1 orientation camp is my "closure" but I feel sad, leaving behind all the things i love doing and know that I might not get a chance to do them again (eg. talking behind teacher's back, flag-raising, screaming at noobs, cheering and singing campfire songs..)
I miss sec 1 camp...I miss chatting with my beloved 1E1 even though i screamed and shouted at them to behave. Maybe one day they'll see things our way, why we have to scold them...it's really for their own good.
Okay, going out later to collect my Twilight prize and go shop for clothes with Grace...! yay!
10:27 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Okay people, I'm back from Sec 1 orientation camp...anyone miss me? LOL. Don't think so~
Yeah...my voice is like a broken radio but it's okay, I'm typing anyways haha. LOL. I'm just gonna share what happened and any 1E1 ppl who are reading this...HELLO!
(day 1)
Got Howe Liang as my partner but Eugene dunno why never show up...so instead of 3 SL( student leaders), we only got 2..but it's somewhat manageable. Ice-breakers was like crap cuz most of them are like so soft espescially the boys and some of the girls but thank god for some of the girls who co-operated with us. Had to scold them some more. Truth to be told, I really don't like scolding people including my guides but it really has to be done and I'm sorry about that. First day was not too bad but can be improved. Cannot remember what happened...lol, slept at 2.30am.
(day 2)
Hmm, Seng Kang amazing race was tiring but damn shoik cuz we WON! First class to complete all stations and report back to school. yay! I left school during lunch as dad wanted to take me to MI open house...so dunno what happened during my absence. When I can back, we discussed about our campfire performance..really funny...later you'll see what i meant. Went back at night to key in my school choices...Sihui and Melody looked damn pissed but sorry lah, not my fault what...my parents need me home.
(day 3)
Came back in the morning, oh yeah, rachel wilfred and I were the flag-raising team. Day 2 and 4 i did the school flag and day 3 i did the pledge. Sports talent...quite boring but not sure for the sec 1s. Slacked at canteen while the sec 1s were having talk in hall and in classroom. Some had to rush to key in JAE. And some didn't manage to finish...After that, campfire prep! Whoo. Okay, lah. My class did chicken dance (original, india, china, america, afterlife). Verry funny...! Ask me if you wanna know how the dance goes like...i dance for you! Then campfire night...yay! Grace, i know you are so gonna beat yourself up...you know why? I sang the song "Linger" solo in front of all the sec 1s and their parents...OMG! yes...you are not blind..re-read that sentence again! Some more on the bloody mike lah! So goddamn loud...and embarassing. Some girls after the song approached me...some from my class..some not from my class...LOL, they tell me to go for Xiao Yuan superstar or Singapore idol. LOL. No thanks girls...my voice not up to standard yet...i only sing in the car or in my room...too bad ^_^ Stayed up late with Shannon, Andy and Eunice to settle their farewell gift. Got cold at night and wanted to warm up...so i sat down Japanese Style but leg a bit stiff so i bounced up and down...then my ankle joints popped and shannon thought i farted...LOL!haha...fart sound where got go '"pop!"...it's "phuuuut!"LOL. Embarassing lah...and we were like laughing at 3am in the morning...got to finally sleep at 4am...whew!
(day 4)
Break camp! yay! wash toilet! yay! as if...haha. yeah...have to go on stage to make speech..me and Howe Liang...lol. Hope you guys got listen hor! be Motivated in whatever you do! Watch Star Wars if you miss us! Some cried and I gave out free-hugs....LOL. Then everyone left except SL, we crapped around and celebrated. LC and I sang Linger again and Melody cried...( LC is our camp trainer and instructor). Went back home..yay!
(end)
LOL...i was so tired i slept for 20 hours straight but distinctively remembered mom asking me on my bed if i wanna eat dinner...lol, i shook my head and continued sleeping like a dead corpse...thought i was going into a coma! haha. Yeah...but i missed Ghost Whisperer at 10pm...*cries*....overslept....*cries*. Nevermind Pamy,watch on YouTube or online...Okay, that is all...tata!
p.s: ANYONE WANNA GO OUT WITH ME NEXT WEEK TO BUY CNY CLOTHES? SMS ME! ( sorry 1E1, this is only open for my close friends only~)
p.ss : My darling sec 1e1...i will miss you wan, got blog just tag me k? I wanna read what you guys think about the camp... Remember what we said on stage...even though you guys never win anything, you all are winners in our hearts. Good Luck! I'm coming back to school someday around next week to take something from my teacher so maybe I'll pop by to your class to say hi!
p.sss: eh Howe Liang...high 5! we got through this camp w/o Eugene...haha. Great job Lord Vader. Signing off...Princess Leia!
11:18 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
Yay! I won a Twilight Mug, 2 Twilight posters and Twilight notepad! Woo-hoo! Thanks to my fabulous imagination and good story-writing skills. HAHA!
The contest was quite fun actually. "If you could re-create a world of vampires like Stephenie Meyer, what would you change about them?" Or something like that.
Whoopsie, I just checked back my email Lemme share with you my answers ^_^
-=-=-==This is a copy from the actual email-=-=-==-==-
Qn: If You are to create a Vampire, how different would it be from the rest?
Well, first and foremost, lets scrape off the whole idea of Mythological Vampires aka Those who can turn into bats, fly, sleep in coffins. If I were a Vampire Creator Extrodinaire like Stephenie Meyer, it's obvious to retain the key elements of Vampire traits. So out of the hundred characteristics I have in mind, I chose the five you wanted to hear. Let's have some drum-roll please...
Trait #1:
Sensuality
Reason: Aw, come on. Would you want a nerd or a nose-picking Ah Pek to be a vampire? This is a rule that cannot be bent!Although vampire nerds can attract otakus easily by just taking about comics all day long but for the Ah Peks...*shudders*.
Trait #2
Ability to turn themselves into transparent like ghosts like that Jessica Alba girl from Fantastic Four.
Reason: Well,because vampires need to go out and remain undetected among the Humans.They need to meet up with other vampire gangs, watch movies, do their laundry...Hey, vampires also have a life too. Not like those study-nerds...
Trait #3
Ability to photosynthesize
Reason: Before you wack my head with a Biology Textbook, lemme explain. My vampires need to remain as inconspicuous as possible and if they exist in Singapore, it would be suspicious if the Singapore Police Force start to find bodies floating down the Kallang River devoid of blood. Therefore, my vampires have special photosynthetic chloroplasts ( I would call them Vamplasts) at the surface of their skin to draw in the sun's rays to obtain energy which keeps them alive temporarily until their next meal. OR if they are to stand next to a human ( lets say in an overcrowded SBS bus), the Vamplasts will absorb the person's body heat , causing them to become severely hypothermic to be admitted into hospital. This is like a bait. The "invisible" vampire will then be linked to the human and feed off the human at the hospital. But due to various blood transplants to revive the patient, this is one lucky Vampire as he can get attached to the person for eternity with free blood! ( Note: Vamplast feeding only works for a starving vampire)
Trait #4
Ability to rearrange their physical features to blend into the crowd or a M.O.S party
Reason: Well, in Singapore, many dudes and dudettes go out and party the night away so naturally, vampires wanna hang out and dance too. In order not to get trampled on or bumped during a high-energy dance as they are invisible, these vampires are able to rearrange their bodies to look like Taufic Batisah or Jade Seah to gain free admittance and party!!! Yeah Baby!
Trait #5
Ability to evade tax and People from Government Service
Reason: Vampires need money to buy clothes and a Lamborghini right? And where to do get their money from, by working their vamp-butts off, that is. By setting up companies in the Black Market like Loan Sharks Pte Ltd or Private Eye and Co. or even Assassins On Demand (AOD), They can earn millions of dollars from their clients. Thus,they need to evade Government Tax to keep their bungalow, thus, government tax officers cannot detect these Vampire names and personal details nor the police too, sort of like a vampire barrier.These "vampire barrier" will be activated when the vampire senses the Tax people are starting to check on their background, thus the vampire will send a mental "signal" to confuse or make the Tax people mind stray away for example looking at the latest FHM magazine and forget about checking up on Mr Bruce Wayne the Vampire. No wonder these Ah Longs always get away!
And there you have it. The essential 5 characteristics a Singapore Vampire needed to survive on our tiny island. Although if these vampire traits get made into a book or a movie or even a terrible Jack Neo spoof, remember, you heard it from me first!
-=-=-=-=-=ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO PAMELINE DE FABULOUS STORYWRITER-=-=-=
Cool right? I might write a book next :p
Anyways, had another nightmare last night, now i'm so anxious that i feel so cold and have trouble breathing...like something is compressing my chest. Need to take deep breaths. Pamy, relax. What's done is done. Seems that you have a streak of good luck on your side..passing theory exam, winning twilight premiums again. Maybe getting good results is part of it~
Maybe...but i'll pray before i leave my house to meet the rest. ^_^
11:22 AM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
*Fingers crossed*
Hope, is it good or bad? Hoping to get a good result, living up your expectations and suddenly, blam! Poor results. Will it cause more harm than a person whom says that he/she will most likely fail and suddenly ta-dah! Great Pass!
Hoping is bad..it's evil. Hoping makes you think you can do it, but actually you can't.
How about miracles, hoping for a miracle, a sign?
Maybe I do believe in miracles. Everyone thought i was going to fail my music theory exam, even my piano teacher and myself. I did not really put my heart in it cuz it was a week away from my O levels. I fail practice test papers...failed to remember what my teacher asked me. Then suddenly, just yesterday. I gotten news from my piano teacher that i not only passed my exam...i got a merit!
Then maybe hoping for a miracle is healthy. Miracles don't come and go as you please, so you won't have high-expectations for it. God, I;m asking for just one more miracle this month. Please do not let me down...I do not wanna let myself down to my teachers, tuition teachers and most importantly my parents.
Will i cry tomorrow? I dunno, i'm a cry-baby so most likely yeah. Either tears of happiness or sadness...i might still cry. :( Seriously, i gotta kick my habit of crying under pressure. It's certainly not healthy. Maybe i should find something else instead of crying all the time. :(
Prior to my previous blog entry about my dream, i saw a funeral today...death. Is it taunting me or warning me? Death has been toying with me these past few days...
1) Jim died on Ghost Whisperer
2) One-eyed dragon died from being executed
3) the funeral at my grandma's place
My dad said dreams sometimes doesn't have to make sense, it might be memories triggered by what i see in my real life.
I only have two proofs of the metaphors of my dream
1) Tent- I;m going away for camp, my mind replayed memories of camping at Camp Christine
2) Penguin- Camp trainer Anuar's penguin toy, Nanah.
Oh well.
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I have nothing to say but I'll pray and hope for a miracle...
10:21 PM
Okay, from now onwards. I'm going to decode the messages in my dreams cuz I have nothing better to do and it's quite fun actually.
Dream:
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Was in camp having ATC. I flew up to the tree trying to touch the crows nestling at the top of it's branch. Missed the tree and made a turn in the air and zoomed forward to try to touch them. I remember going out-of-control with my flying and I recall flying head-first towards the tent. Suddenly a tree-truck appeared and blocked my way. I swerved to avoid it and was nearly crashing into the tent. The tent had the runners ( strings to hold the tent to the pegs) and I managed to fly between the strings and land inside the tent on my stomach. Everyone saw it and was clapping at my successful "stunt". Assembled and saw a penguin with some other animals. Everyone made jokes about me flying. Woke up.
Interpretation:
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Flying : Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course. Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further obstruct your flight. These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life. You need to identify who or what is hindering you from moving forward. It may also be an indication of a lack of confidence. You need to believe in yourself and not be afraid.
Tree Trunk: To see the trunk of a tree, signifies your inner sense of well being and personality. If the trunk is thick and large, then it denotes that you are a strong, rugged and durable person. If the trunk is thin and narrow, then it suggests that you are a highly sensitive person.
Penguin: To see a penguin in your dream, signifies that your problems are not as serious as you may think. It serves as a reminder for you to keep you cool and remain level-headed. Alternatively, a penguin seen in your dream suggests that you are being weighed down by your emotions or by a negative situation. You need to find some balance and inner harmony.
Tent:To dream that you are in a tent, indicates that you need a temporary change to your daily routine. You need to take time off and get away from the daily grind. The dream may also mean instability and insecurity in your current situation. You do not want to settle down.
Crows/Ravens: To see a crow in your dream, represents death and the darker aspects of your character. The dream could also be pointing out your annoying habits. Alternatively, the crow may be conveying a message from your unconscious.�/To see a raven in your dream, symbolizes betrayal, disharmony, misfortune, and death
Tree: To see a beech tree in your dream, symbolizes intellect, learning and wisdom. Pay attention to the message in your dream as you will learn something important from it. Alternatively, it represents death.
Verdict:
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OMG....my dream meaning is really scary. Lets put all the facts together. Firstly, I saw a tree. And the 2 crows/ravens sitting on it. I was trying to fly and grab them. But missed. Does this shows that i am trying to give up ( eg. Commit suicide TOUCHWOOD!!!!..etc) but i am forced not to? I literally flew through the birds. And when I was flying back to touch them again ( what? commit suicide again?!!), i lost control of my flight and barriers like the tree trunk shooting out of no where. Does it mean that someone is actually making my life miserable, that i have to find out the person who made me suicidal? And when i finally landed in the tent..does it mean that i am insecure after the "incident"? And finally the penguin. It states that my problems are not as bad as it seems. Move on.
OMG...something bad is gonna happen. SHIT! In simpler terms, i gotten bad news, tried to die but someone stopped me and i faced back the person/thing which caused me to be suicidal. I feel very insecure and vulnerable after the incident but there is hope for me?
SHIT shit shit shit shit!!!! OMG....What if that dream is my olevel results. OMG! CRAP. God please let me have another dream and tell me if this is what you really want me to know. OMG. *cries*
1:05 AM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Taylor Lautner ( the one without the fangs...Cam Gigandet is the one in fangs) gets to keep his role as Jacob Black in New Moon...OMG!
This is great news and a huge relief since rumors were spreading like a wildfire that Michael Copon is going to act as the older Jacob Black. Whew!
Look at the picture of Michael below...he awfully resembles Taylor right? But he doesn't really look like Jacob Black to me.
Yeah...I'm very very happy for him. Although his is 16 and was born in 1992 like us, i still don't get the hots for him. I only want ....
Robert Pattinson *drool*
2:14 PM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
ARGH! The O levels results release date is already confirmed. Monday, 12th January 2009 2pm.
OMG...........................NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
proof: Click this idiotic link
I'm dead, i'm dead.... I'm dead. God please help me~
The camp starts on Tuesday means I'll have 10 hrs to decide on my future school. OMG. Disaster!
But I think I am ready. If any JC options are available for me...just put them all in first. Poly courses...well, I'll have to see cuz I won't be bothered anyway. Gonna take my Ballet Scholarship. Bye bye Singapore. :)
Crap...i'm doomed!
7:18 PM
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Okay, last night i had the best dream ever and it was so damn real and when i woke up, i was damn sad when it ended :(
Dream:
(note that this dream is a dream a in dream. Read on to find out what i meant)
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I was in a crowded location and was standing on a bridge. A lady beside me jumped down and her head went splat on the ground. Instead of blood, there was purple glitter and everyone swarmed around her. Suddenly I was back in my hotel room. I flopped down on the bed and closed my eyes.
When I opened them, Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart were in my room and I was somehow not surprised.I knew it right away that they were filming another Twilight Saga Movie in Singapore and I was their private escort. I brought both of them to the supermarket (Cold Storage I think) and we three met Stephenie Meyer by the cold food section. We went over and she was arranging and writing on packets of cheese. These cheese had words in it and we read it out. I distinctively remembered reading out a particular line and told Stephenie it wasn't what Edward will say. She nodded and removed that packet and left. Robert and I exchanged remarks about how wonderful she is and how lucky we are to witness her writing another book in the Twilight series. (i;m serious, the cheese packets really had paragraphs on it!!!)
Suddenly, we appeared at Sentosa and the sky was midnight black. The filming crew had gotten ready their glow in the dark kites and are ready to set them to the sky. It was very chaotic so Robert, Kristen and I walked over and played with some yellow kites and Robert flapped it's sides like a butterfly and made a funny face. There were some Singaporeans at the scene and they thought we were disrupting the place and called for security. Then we proceeded to film the kites being released into the air. The last kite couldn't fly so they gave it to me. It looks like a long flower with lots of leaves on its stalk and it's outline is glowing in the dark. Robert and I cam-whored together cuz he brought his video camera along.
The sun rose and i got blinded by it's rays and when i blinked i was back in the hotel. Robert watching tv on the sofa. Kristen reading by the desk. I rummaged through my bag and found my Twilight book and The Complete Illustrated Movie Companion. I smacked myself on the forehead cuz i saw Stephenie Meyer today and forgot to ask her to autograph my book. Then i looked around the room and got up shyly. I stood beside Robert and whispered
"Robert, do you mind if i ask you to help me sign my book?"
He smiled and took it and i think he said "Sure". he asked where should he sign it and i pointed to the middle of a blank page. He signed his name and handed it back to me. I walked over to Kristen (because i was shy of her) and I whispered again the same thing. She put down her book and took mine. She signed her name beautifully under Robert's signature and wrote a quote for me "Twilight is the end of darkness...". I thanked her and rushed to my bag and took out the other book. Because the other book had full colour photos of the cast, i flipped through the pages but couldn't find one of Robert and Kristen together ( but i knew what photo i was looking for but couldn't find it). Then i woke up on the hotel bed. Dad told me to bathe and I told him I had a fabulous dream and also that i was afraid to bathe in the toilet. He asked why and I said the purple lady is inside ( the one who jumped down earlier in the dream).
And I really really woke up this time.....
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Cool right? Now you know why i had a dream in a dream. It was fabulous hanging out with Robert and Kristen. It was damn realistic and did you know how upset i got for waking up? But luckily i wrote down the dream immediately :)
11:12 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
results will be most likely to be given out on the 8th of Jan.
:(
8:06 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
Results will be released BEFORE CNY!! Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Okay, out of breath already. Wanted to go swimming downstairs but this cleaner vacuuming the pool.Gonna go when he is done ^_^I'm already in my swimming dress! Whoops, shouldn't have said that~
okay, going back to o level results. Seriously, i dun wanna get them back cuz i knew i screwed up most of my papers
-English letter writing (screw you mr quek!!! arggh, can't get a freaking A1 now)
-SS SBQ one qn (argghh, misinterpreted the question)
-E math paper 1 (arrgh, forgotten cylinder formula!)
- Bio (arrgghh, drew too many arrows for diagram indicating blood flow)
- Chinese (arrghh...i always screw up chinese one way or another, don't ask)
- Literature (arrghh...not sure if i quoted the exact words)
- Chem (arrgghh...no time to check)
-Phys (arrghh...can't remember what i did wrong but i know somehow a careless mistake will pop up somewhere)
SEE! This is what you get when you tried to finish Breaking Dawn instead of studying! (Urgh...yeah, but the teachers they kept on demoralizing me so i shut myself into the world of Twilight to ease my misery.) CRAP EXCUSE! The teachers kept demoralizing you because they feel that you are not pushing yourself!( Well, do you have the mood to study when the teachers you trusted TALK and gossip behind your back? Huh, do you?)
Well, i admit that sometimes they can be very trying but most of them just misunderstood you and wanted to help! (yeah right, as if they wanted to help. They just wanna see who can make me cry the most and the time-bomb stands at no. 1). You shouldn't cry like every time a teacher says something nasty to you...(Sure, would you like it when a teacher suddenly says "Hey, I heard from another teacher that you didn't study for my exam because you are focusing on Lit!". How does THAT feel?). I understand, but that doesn't mean that you should give up. You should work harder and show them they were wrong. (Well, I did. My chem improved and time-bomb was happy. My physics improved and Bitch was happy.) Yes, i can see the vast improvement but that doesn't mean you should slack for your O's...(Shut up conscience! You don't know what you are talking about. I study okay...it's all the demoralizing part which puts me off okay. I HATE SKSS AND SKSS TEACHERS!!!! Sec school was a miserable experience for me. How i wish I could just set a bomb in the school and erase it from earth and from my memory!)
Crap...now i'm typing to myself. Urgh, whatever is done, is done. Fail then fail. Retain then retain. But i won't be repeating a year at this shitty school if i were to retain (touch wood). Poly then Poly. JC then JC. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE!!!!
9:34 AM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Year...going out today! tata!
(captions on pic: Robert + Pamy = Love / Hayley
Happy new year' 09)
11:41 AM
Yeah...I wanna edit it so my blur friends can see my face. Muahaha~ If you want the unedited pic, go to Howe Liang's blog thankies :)
